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Apr 9
Apr 9, 2026 at 10:01 AM UTC
Rubayiat Al Thurab (Verses of the Dust) – 30
BismillahIr RahmanIr Raheem
Genuinely am I worthy?
As a divine being?
No, I am unworthy.
But when I fondly recall you,
And chant your name Oh My Beloved’
I undoubtedly remain worthful,
More than divine being and Soul,
As my noble heart and regal soul carefully restored,
With your Divine love Oh My Beloved!
Allah Khair….. Khairul Rabul Alameen Yah Arrahmanur Yah Raheem
Ummah Thurab – Badshah Khan.
©UT-BK 2019
Feb 9, 2019
Feb 9, 2019 at 3:27 AM UTC
I find it kinda strange
How everything
Seems to be working out
Lately
I'm not used to this kind of happiness
Something usually bad happens
That causes me to not stay happy
But right now
I genuinely am
Happy
I don't really know
What to think
What to feel
Because nothing seems
To be wrong
It's not what I'm used to
I'm used to pretending
Used to faking a smile
And hanging out with people
That don't make me
Feel that wanted
Used to being just okay
Now everything different
Is changed
For the better
It's a good change
But I'm not used to it
It feels weird
But I'm happy
Genuinely
So this is what it feels like
To be happy
Genuinely happy
Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 9:34 PM UTC