#gaining
I fear
Losing her friendship
While trying to gain her love
Jan 5, 2019
Jan 5, 2019 at 12:01 PM UTC
i am t(angle)d up in you once more
drowning from (my) loss before
please re(mind) me again
how (to) fix this
remind me
how
to
(feel)
a(gain)
rem(in)d me
who i was back (the)n
i am (losing) it all at once
Dec 1, 2017
Dec 1, 2017 at 6:23 PM UTC
karma is a thing of irony
its wheel can
turn
in the other directions
hour of
burn
be
not
a
fool
be
aware
of
the
change
shown
by
the
spool
the run of the mill team
sought a popularity
tag
and on gaining it were
able to cockily
brag
they'd disposed of
the crowd pleasing
Wolf and Rabbi
this did bring them
a greater share
of the pie
karma will
alter its lot
in the due passage of time
tick tock
tick tock
tick tock
a date marked
with its
paradoxical chime
Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 9:28 PM UTC
I walk on a path of throats,
Winces of pain is the sound of gaining in the world.
Jul 5, 2018
Jul 5, 2018 at 12:27 PM UTC
in a way time is like a dime,
tails for passing,
heads for gaining,
because time is so limited,
a dime is limited,
so think it as this,
collecting all the dimes may gain you so much time,
but you'll be wasting the dimes,
because you never use them.
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 12:17 AM UTC
Steal a conversation
Steal a feeling
Steal a memory
Bring me the saying of lust
Bring me the feeling of passion
Bring thoughts to cherish
Desperation of affection
Humiliation of isolation
Obligation to love me
Steal my heart
Steal my soul
Steal my body
For yours in return
Aug 31, 2018
Aug 31, 2018 at 1:55 PM UTC
No rocket surgeon,
nor brain scientist called upon
but only Rudolf the red nose reindeer
solicited as psychological mentor
yes...undoubtedly countless
decades removed since queer
(not very gay at all!)
****** changing phenomena
from thine angst riddled
biological metamorphosis allows me to peer
with greater theft of mine precious youth stolen,
via piercing overbear
ring mailer daemons,
when mine tender age did near
cusp whence onset of puberty
clapped development tight as if by
a doppelganger mutineer
warp and weft of mine lifetime tapestry
mine acute perception doth lear
as threads got tightly woven
into mine casual knitwear
though pubescent phase
wrought with oppressive foresight
interwoven with jeer
ring bullying hmm...maybe thine ability
to distill self actualization
extant among interlinear
teenage stage viewable
during my youthful days, but clouded over asper
mine more vivid perspective here
from this present moment
ha...amusing insight from present perch
devoid of adolescent glare
sire re: brill grade
do lobes gleam freer,
now with insight aye ear
rate at such pitch 'ere
perfect hindsight aye declare,
yet as a much younger self
when I hapt to be a boy, acuity seemed oblivious
to perceive via sight and sound
what social cues visceral, (visual,
and audiological) seems crystal clear
revisiting non verbal
awkward teenage mutant
ninja turtle memories, that now deafeningly blare
at the threshold of ear
splitting decibels, how hard of hearing human
(nada so) subtle in retrospect, I am aware
interpersonal nuances clear as the tune
Doris Day Que será, será
did voice, a catchy air.
Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 4:49 PM UTC