#fulfilled
I tear
but,
for all that I did not attain,
for all that I did not accomplish
for all whom, I let down,
for all the un fulfilled I was morally responsible for filling;
for those,
for these,
the believable
but the
unbearable,
unceasingly,
we weep continually copiously,
.
fini
Apr 20
Apr 20, 2026 at 8:11 AM UTC
crumpled memories
concertina songs
the leap of foretelling
living out promises
a peaceful spirit
freed in music
lips for silence
a deep listening.
Apr 6
Apr 6, 2026 at 7:27 AM UTC
is unlike any other gauge you have ever seen:
The E
resides at the top,
it’s a peak,
a notching of
filled and fulfilling,
an acknowledgment of you at your most
Excellent,
you have placed a piece of yourself
on a
screen, a giant sized curtain ,
and your have signed your
name with a cursive confidence,
*** what have I done)
and you sing out
Done!
and you scream out,
What have I done!
but the oddity is:
having emptied
your most personal self
for all to see,
the gauge slow falls down to
F
for
Fufillment
Jan 30
Jan 30, 2026 at 12:24 AM UTC
like pieces of a jigsaw
their faces were joined
interlocked in places
overlapping at others
like Picasso himself
had painted them
with linocut or oils
an imperfect portrait
harmoniously
asymmetrical
created by these two
fragmented profiles
lips interdependent
remaining in want
fulfilled for a moment
in this "their moment"
a cubist vision of beauty
not in appearance
or form necessarily
but in what it shows
Sep 21, 2023
Sep 21, 2023 at 1:04 PM UTC
I did all the drugs
And I drank at the pubs
And I fought in the lots
And I ran from the cops
And I did everything
They tell you that you shouldn't do
But now I'm diagnosed
Cause my heart's end is close
Cause it's growing way thicker
And it's making me sicker
Genetically inclined
To die before my time
They sent me to church
Because I'm in the lurch
Told me I should pray
'Fore my life goes away
And I prayed really hard
That they would just go **** off
But now I'm lying in bed
And my heart's full of lead
My pulse has gone stagnant
And my thoughts are jagged
Would I change a thing?
No, no, not for you!
Apr 7, 2021
Apr 7, 2021 at 8:03 PM UTC
I feel your suffering for a long time.
I didn't want to tell you.
But you fulfilled my life to better.
I owe you something to made only for you.
I wish you spread love again.
I want do the same.
To the world. To people. To man.
To child.
To everything it needs love.
Nov 25, 2020
Nov 25, 2020 at 10:49 AM UTC
Isn’t it funny how the earth rotates
But there she is, standing still
A different city, every thing is strange,
But there, she is free
Oh but is it pretty, is it colder, does it feel like home?
Will you come back? Do you miss the place you’ve always known?
Feb 20, 2020
Feb 20, 2020 at 7:31 PM UTC
to say i love him is an understatement.
to say he is my other half is just not enough.
there are no words to describe the need for him in my life.
day and night.
ocean and shore.
without him, i am not me.
Feb 20, 2020
Feb 20, 2020 at 6:05 PM UTC
She doesn’t want to be loved, just wants to be felt.
She wants a full feeling, not something fulfilling
Jun 24, 2019
Jun 24, 2019 at 3:53 PM UTC
Rubayiat Al Thurab (Verses of the Dust) – 28
BismillahIr RahmanIr Raheem
In cruel atmosphere, I bloomed with pristine purity,
With gentle and soft, I was sincere to the social beings,
But beings use Me for their own purpose,
And trash me as litter once it’s been adequately fulfilled,
As my Beloved (earth) given life and when I rest peacefully,
She Grasped me and knowingly allow to successful revival,
Once again to bloom in this cruel unkind world!
Allah Khair….. Khairul Rabul Alameen Yah Arrahmanur Yah Raheem
Ummah Thurab – Badshah Khan.
©UT-BK 2019
Feb 9, 2019
Feb 9, 2019 at 3:24 AM UTC
You could die today or tomorrow.
The chance is real no matter the sorrow.
Have you given out to the point of peace,
Knowing very well your own life will cease?
Your eyes that read and ears that listen
Will one day have fulfilled their mission.
But you don't know that hour or time.
All you know is that you cannot rewind.
The freedom is in what you say and do
Inside this moment that forever is new.
Your breath is running out, so don't be shy.
Love people, for that is what never runs dry.
Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 3:41 PM UTC
I would wait years in isolation
for a chance
at life
with you
Because you are enough to last me five lifetimes
You are more than enough
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 6:47 PM UTC
What we have together is complicated.
It very well may be toxic.
But I am glad it happened.
I ask if you love me.
The physical representation of thirst.
You curve my appetite in so many ways.
I am full in knowing that you complete me.
Such a sensual smell.
My mouth burnt by the hot.
My taste buds go insane each time you are near.
Watering at the mouth.
I've eaten too much but know you fulfill my every need.
I often picture a life together with you.
Seasonal aroma, stirred and mixed.
Following your lead.
We grow older.
At times you upset my stomach.
I regret the decision of going to find you.
But this is the same reason I am drawn towards you.
Licking the corners on my mouth.
You fill what hunger I have and I love it.
Because I love you.
We may have our spats but that's anyone that confuses misunderstanding.
I am sincere in the way I am reminded.
Yet selfish in the way I am spoiled.
I love you because you always commit with purpose.
One spoon at a time.
To wake up and have you here with me.
I wouldn't trade anything for it.
To wake up and have you beside me,
To wake up and ask is that Shrimp Fried Rice on your breath
May 14, 2018
May 14, 2018 at 4:10 PM UTC
The warm wind tugs at my heart like a lover returning
But in this sorrow is a neon joy shining brighter than everything I’ve ever seen
It reminds me of you
Tussling my hair
Moving toward my destination
Hoping I’ll return to its embrace
How lovely the wind feels, curling in the spaces my fingers make
May 1, 2018
May 1, 2018 at 2:16 PM UTC
The universe is vast. This earth is packed.
Found the contentment i'd never known.
My heart is brimming with happiness at last.
Apr 11, 2017
Apr 11, 2017 at 6:41 AM UTC
I reminisce on Grandma's hands,
Her visions of Heaven's lands,
Spectacles of repose so grand,
Summer floral perfumes,
Velvet pastures for rooms,
Eternal light so divine,
Ambrosia, sweeter than wine,
I reminisce on Grandma's hands,
Gnarled, old but natural,
Her songs, hymns so musical,
Her life well spent, faithful,
I reminisce on Grandma's hands,
Her dreams came true, that's grand,
Souls in repose, in Summerland,
Her visions of Heaven's lands,
Yes, I recall our Grandma's hands.
Apr 16, 2016
Apr 16, 2016 at 6:51 PM UTC
You may well feel as though you have found the key, the missing link, and the answer
But know that this is only temporary
Like the receding tide, this sense will fade away
Deep inside you will feel it again
The unfulfillment
It will continue ro return
Untill you truly realize that you are already fulfilled
Your existence is the collective breath and entropy of source
You fulfill your purpose simply by realizing who you are
And you do this, only by letting go of all you THINK you are
All you call yourself
All that they call you
What can harm you when you discover this truth
This awakening
Jan 18, 2016
Jan 18, 2016 at 12:45 PM UTC
Each and everything has changed from what everything used to be prior
Definitely in the present things are different from what they used to be in the past.
The difference still remains
When expectations are fulfilled in the present it gives rise to desire and dreams
Expectations with regards to future get a raise when expectations, which are set prior, are met.
The difference still remains
A difference between what was thought and planned before and all that is going on in the present moment of time.
When expectations are fulfilled, then something more gets anticipated from the future
The difference still remains
A difference between what you think and all that you want
A difference between everything going on in the mind and everything around you in the present moment of time
The difference still remains
A moment in time in the present will decide and tell what to do next
Better wait for the moment
A moment in time in the present will decide and tell what will happen next
Better wait for the moment
This moment in time will be represented as the present moment in time in the present.
A moment in time will come when the past will differ from the present
There will be a distinct difference between the past and present,
past will be a thing of past, since it will get separated from the present.
A moment in time will come when the future will be ascertained in the present
The need of the hour will be to ascertain the future with regards to all the possibilities available in the present
Important will be that moment in time since an uncertain future will get a ray of light from the present.
A moment in time will come when somewhere along in the future everything will change,
efforts that have been made in the present will then start to yield the desired results.
Till then live life in the present with the present moment in time.
Nov 24, 2015
Nov 24, 2015 at 6:37 AM UTC
Standing atop an ever growing mountain,
You free me from this world.
In your arms I find tranquility,
Transcending all logical words.
Regal personality and originality,
You're my life's greatest singularity.
This is life...
When she has the only eyes
you'll ever get lost in.
When her personality is more beautiful
than the sunset hitting the sea.
A feeling only attainable once.
Finding the words to see you justly,
Will take me a lifetime.
This is life...
Every second I'm with you,
I'm alive...
This is life...
Nov 23, 2015
Nov 23, 2015 at 11:14 PM UTC