#fuck-up
**I'm an anxiety driven teen ******
I let my fears drag me on a leash.
I make the wrong choices in every situation
And I can never really sleep.
My meals consist of nothing.
I feel overweight and unclean.
I feel mostly suicidal
But I can't **** myself
I'm afraid of the unseen.
I am a walking paradox.
Tired but won't sleep.
Hungry but won't eat.
I am the embodiment of stupid
But isn't that every teen?
**I'm an anxiety driven teen ******
Just give up on me and leave.
Tear me up into pieces,
And run from the crime scene.
Oct 5, 2015
Oct 5, 2015 at 10:55 AM UTC
I deleted the poem you left me when you hacked in
I'm sorry I ruined our relationship once again
This is the second and final time you've broken up with me
It's time I just accept the defeat
I can't be who you want or what you need
I'm too ****** up for anybody
I'm sorry you wasted so much time with me
Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 10:10 AM UTC
I'm not the poet who uses sophisticated language
I'm not the kid my parents would be proud of
I'm not the student the teacher praises
I'm not the friend who people turn to
I'm not anyone's best friend
I'm not anyone's favorite
I'm not anyone's first choice
I'm not even my own believer
I want to fix my life
Yet I want to end it
I want to be better
Yet I'm tired of trying
What is wrong with me?
Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 9:30 PM UTC