i'm catching my breath, 
harder and harder each time. 
polishing every idea till every single one is perfect 
crushing ice cubes, i need some water
like a plant, i need to grow 
i need constant growth 
who am i 
if there's no getting better
i don't wanna live 
in the world without a goal
it's pointless then
let me rest
new ideas came
they need my attention right now 
let this one sink
in its flesh
i won't cry after it
there will be plenty to come
newer
fresher
better
more creative 
let this one die
let chaos take over