#freakout - Hello Poetry

I tend to run Freak out and run Run from Run to Run from again Something within me drives me forwards I'm still learning the difference Between love and lust Affection, attraction, and admiration They feel similar Too often I don't understand what I am feeling Too often I don't know what I'm doing ******** things up Breaking hearts I'm danger. I'm a troll in a deep dark hole... I think I've forgotten how to be alone.

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Oct 2, 2014

Oct 2, 2014 at 3:40 AM UTC

TuesdayPixie

Run from/to/from

I tend to run Freak out and run Run from Run to Run from again Something within me drives me forwards I'm still learning the difference Between love and lust Affection, attraction, and admiration They feel similar Too often I don't understand what I am feeling Too often I don't know what I'm doing ******** things up Breaking hearts I'm danger. I'm a troll in a deep dark hole... I think I've forgotten how to be alone.

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I deal with the nervous excitement differently, I freak out completely.

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Apr 22, 2018

Apr 22, 2018 at 9:56 AM UTC

druzzy_any

Deal with it.

I deal with the nervous excitement differently, I freak out completely.

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I'm suffocating again Gasping for breath Unable to inhaul the air That I so desperately need I feel my lungs burning bright A flame roaring in my chest Desperate to escape I have to leave. I need to spread my wings I need to feel the cool breeze Rushing through my hair I need to have the clear view of the sky To fly to where I want to be I can't be held down by chains again This isint where I belong I can't breath Run. I'm too close to the edge Push me now and I'll fall Pulling my feathers one by one I'm slowly losing my ability of flight Please let me go I'm losing my will to fight Stop it Dont hold me in your embrace Its not love and warmth that I'm searching for Its the freedom that sets my heart ablaze Not to continue to see the same face Let me go Dont ask me what's wrong Dont tell me the words that you think will persuade me Just silently stand by And allow me to be free I want to be alone I want to be with me I need time to think I need to recover I can't keep doing this... ***I CANT I CANT I CANT I CANT*** I just can't anymore... Just let me breath the air that I so desperately desire Just let me be me I'm going to disappear again

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Sep 5, 2018

Sep 5, 2018 at 9:05 AM UTC

SafetyWithinWords

I just cant, I need to breath

I'm suffocating again Gasping for breath Unable to inhaul the air That I so desperately need I feel my lungs burning bright A flame roaring in my chest Desperate to escape I have to leave. I need to spread my wings I need to feel the cool breeze Rushing through my hair I need to have the clear view of the sky To fly to where I want to be I can't be held down by chains again This isint where I belong I can't breath Run. I'm too close to the edge Push me now and I'll fall Pulling my feathers one by one I'm slowly losing my ability of flight Please let me go I'm losing my will to fight Stop it Dont hold me in your embrace Its not love and warmth that I'm searching for Its the freedom that sets my heart ablaze Not to continue to see the same face Let me go Dont ask me what's wrong Dont tell me the words that you think will persuade me Just silently stand by And allow me to be free I want to be alone I want to be with me I need time to think I need to recover I can't keep doing this... ***I CANT I CANT I CANT I CANT*** I just can't anymore... Just let me breath the air that I so desperately desire Just let me be me I'm going to disappear again

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It’s hard to feel the love when you hate being in a relationship.

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Jan 15, 2019

Jan 15, 2019 at 1:37 PM UTC

Aurora201

Messed up ideas 1

It’s hard to feel the love when you hate being in a relationship.

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There are just these little things - you never noticed. But now that they are gone - you miss those things and moments - even the ones you didn’t like. The things you would freak out sometimes - but now they are gone. Gone like one little breath. Gone and maybe never coming back. Enjoy everything while it’s still there. You will never know when it will disappear. People come and people go with all they have and can offer. Don’t take anything for granted.

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May 10, 2020

May 10, 2020 at 6:49 AM UTC

HighUpInTheSky

Gone like one little breath

There are just these little things - you never noticed. But now that they are gone - you miss those things and moments - even the ones you didn’t like. The things you would freak out sometimes - but now they are gone. Gone like one little breath. Gone and maybe never coming back. Enjoy everything while it’s still there. You will never know when it will disappear. People come and people go with all they have and can offer. Don’t take anything for granted.

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You aren't the first to tell me that... So I'm trying to forgive and forget. But it's hard. It's hard when someone you love Tells you that your feelings aren't reasonable. Like I don't already know that... Feelings aren't always about logic and fact. Sometimes people just feel things. Sometimes for stupid reasons. You don't have to understand why. I just thought you cared enough To want to make me feel better. Instead you let me return to my head And torture myself for hours. You left me there when I just needed To be held for a moment. I just needed to hear That everything was okay. I just needed to know That you still loved me, And that you didn't want me to be uncomfortable. I know all that should be a given. Sometimes a gentle reminder just helps... And keeps me out of the dark. I'm trying my best to not be The anxious, self conscious mess That I always am. I want to turn it off... But I don't always win that fight, And I'm really sorry... And I already hate myself enough Every time I do fail. I'm trying. Please don't give up on me too...

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Feb 17, 2019

Feb 17, 2019 at 1:28 AM UTC

pennamebree-z

You're being stupid.

You aren't the first to tell me that... So I'm trying to forgive and forget. But it's hard. It's hard when someone you love Tells you that your feelings aren't reasonable. Like I don't already know that... Feelings aren't always about logic and fact. Sometimes people just feel things. Sometimes for stupid reasons. You don't have to understand why. I just thought you cared enough To want to make me feel better. Instead you let me return to my head And torture myself for hours. You left me there when I just needed To be held for a moment. I just needed to hear That everything was okay. I just needed to know That you still loved me, And that you didn't want me to be uncomfortable. I know all that should be a given. Sometimes a gentle reminder just helps... And keeps me out of the dark. I'm trying my best to not be The anxious, self conscious mess That I always am. I want to turn it off... But I don't always win that fight, And I'm really sorry... And I already hate myself enough Every time I do fail. I'm trying. Please don't give up on me too...

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