#frantically - Hello Poetry

I'm not the only me I see when I see me looking back at me Bewildered by the impossibility of a blind visionary with the foresight to look past me to find me I got caught staring so intently I lost sight of the true me completely You see such savagery and think it must have been nurtured from infancy While true, I had it in check, hidden away in the captivity of a long forgotten memory But it still remembered me, waited patiently, predicting my return with a whimsical accuracy It heard me frantically trying to find the glass to break in case of emergency Not to set it free but to once again embrace what was scary, what might be the reality of the actual me Instantly I handed over the key, didn't even keep a copy for me Knowing exactly what I was doing and what it'd do to me mentally It was always going to happen this way eventually Finding solace in it's monotony, no more uncertainty Both wake up and go to bed with the same angry energy Done with the pleasantry and all the pageantry projected outwardly to seem more neighborly Just so the world could be more comfortable with me when I pass through their snooty, gated community While it pays no mind to what's being done to my psyche This self destructive entity wasn't only the part of my reality I was told to bury It is the entirety of my history, sad and happy, comedy and tragedy I was it and it was me, the merger went so smoothly I believed it was absolutely meant to be, probably Fighting myself got messy and wasn't necessarily a necessity In the end there was no surprise who's hand was raised in victory I already knew the part of me that held superiority but everyone else said it'd turn out differently Like they got some kind of decoder key Of course it didn't and they don't, thankfully I was welcomed back too once again become my own worst enemy It ain't good company but I personally accept that personality and it's starting to warm up to me finally It's been a strange journey, be thankful I didn't ask you to join me ©2023

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Nov 1, 2023

Nov 1, 2023 at 12:22 AM UTC

bettsjc187

~•§•~ Emergency Glass ~•§•~

I'm not the only me I see when I see me looking back at me Bewildered by the impossibility of a blind visionary with the foresight to look past me to find me I got caught staring so intently I lost sight of the true me completely You see such savagery and think it must have been nurtured from infancy While true, I had it in check, hidden away in the captivity of a long forgotten memory But it still remembered me, waited patiently, predicting my return with a whimsical accuracy It heard me frantically trying to find the glass to break in case of emergency Not to set it free but to once again embrace what was scary, what might be the reality of the actual me Instantly I handed over the key, didn't even keep a copy for me Knowing exactly what I was doing and what it'd do to me mentally It was always going to happen this way eventually Finding solace in it's monotony, no more uncertainty Both wake up and go to bed with the same angry energy Done with the pleasantry and all the pageantry projected outwardly to seem more neighborly Just so the world could be more comfortable with me when I pass through their snooty, gated community While it pays no mind to what's being done to my psyche This self destructive entity wasn't only the part of my reality I was told to bury It is the entirety of my history, sad and happy, comedy and tragedy I was it and it was me, the merger went so smoothly I believed it was absolutely meant to be, probably Fighting myself got messy and wasn't necessarily a necessity In the end there was no surprise who's hand was raised in victory I already knew the part of me that held superiority but everyone else said it'd turn out differently Like they got some kind of decoder key Of course it didn't and they don't, thankfully I was welcomed back too once again become my own worst enemy It ain't good company but I personally accept that personality and it's starting to warm up to me finally It's been a strange journey, be thankful I didn't ask you to join me ©2023

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the scrapping of rubber shoes on the pavement alarm me frantically gliding as if in search of something the halls are suddenly narrower than yesterday and all the other days before this always happens whenever i am rushing and i am always rushing so i wonder why i'm always surprised to find myself this distraught when its color isn't pretty on me

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Jul 16, 2015

Jul 16, 2015 at 11:13 PM UTC

celey

distraught

the scrapping of rubber shoes on the pavement alarm me frantically gliding as if in search of something the halls are suddenly narrower than yesterday and all the other days before this always happens whenever i am rushing and i am always rushing so i wonder why i'm always surprised to find myself this distraught when its color isn't pretty on me

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Here I am, just me Crawling on my knees Begging Pleading Teasing Licking my lips Can you see how badly I want you? Can you tell my ******* are leaking through? Do you want this as badly as I do? Writhing Panting Salivating Just a little taste of you, that's all I need I'm on my knees, begging you, please Just give it all to me I wanna feel you inside me Mouth ******* Thighs All of my orifices Every inch of me, belongs to you You own me, Do whatever you want to Cause I promise, I want it too Harder Tighter Passionately Just give me everything You can have all of me I just need you badly I'm burning for you Sweetly Erotically Frantically Please Baby Just **** Me*** already

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Dec 7, 2014

Dec 7, 2014 at 2:45 PM UTC

JustMelz

Frantically **** Sunday)

Here I am, just me Crawling on my knees Begging Pleading Teasing Licking my lips Can you see how badly I want you? Can you tell my ******* are leaking through? Do you want this as badly as I do? Writhing Panting Salivating Just a little taste of you, that's all I need I'm on my knees, begging you, please Just give it all to me I wanna feel you inside me Mouth ******* Thighs All of my orifices Every inch of me, belongs to you You own me, Do whatever you want to Cause I promise, I want it too Harder Tighter Passionately Just give me everything You can have all of me I just need you badly I'm burning for you Sweetly Erotically Frantically Please Baby Just **** Me*** already

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