#fourletterwords
Throng;
Crotchety.
**** [my favourite four-letter word];
**** [I still laugh];
A stranger’s **** [even funnier].
************
Pen15.
Menzies;
I can say PMDD, but what comes with it?
: Censorship.
How many of these words will be censored?
“Well, ****
[I still like **** better.]
Poop-ba-doop-ba-doop.
*****
…Now, I am curious…
…As to which ****** function will be censored…
In “Menzies Zone”,
I had wanted to write:
“My parts of female anatomy”.
Will THAT get censored?
©2025Ellen Finn
Nov 16, 2025
Nov 16, 2025 at 6:25 PM UTC
But I struggle to say the word c-----
such a clumsy combination of diphthongs
is that right, check it out later
Why not just say syllables and don't
pretend you're some sort of diphthong lord
you like saying diphthong don't you
almost as much as you hate saying c-----
and it's not even the correct term
Also how are you stressing the
con and the dom?
give them equal weight, or go all out on the CON
and then a brief and apologetic dum
CON CON CON
dum dum dom
It's a small thing but it popped
into what is left of my mind so
I just had to share it
While we're on the subject, there
is a four letter word beginning with F
that I also can't bear to say
- he's so refined, like some
Downton Abbey yourladyship
and it isn't even f---
Jun 18, 2025
Jun 18, 2025 at 4:29 PM UTC
Okay okay okay okay
I know cursing isn't quite lady like
But what?
Why?
Look at all these tears!
I'm so scared,
Because I'm closer to the edge,
To the cliff that could lead to my falling or our flying
Than I thought
And holy crap holy ****
I'm so scared because why?
This is so familiar,
So right,
Like a warm hearth
That's always been there
I just never knew where to look
And how why what's going on
Why does this scare me so much
I don't want to be this invested,
But I'm so invested already.
What
How
Did this happen?
I'm terrified
Absolutely terrified.
Happy. Beyond happy.
But scared.
I've never had issues with commitment before,
I've never been afraid of being let down before,
But right now,
Here and now
I'm so scared.
Yeah, I hate rejection,
But that's a human thing.
I've never been so scared
To admit what I feel
But I'm so ******* scared
Holy ******* ****
What do I do?
This sense of blind panic
And fear
And the urge to physically run
As fast and as far as I possibly can
Really isn't helping my asthma.
And I'm having these miniature flashbacks
To when I was pressured into believing love was forced.
And into when I thought loving potential could count
But this is different.
I've loved before.
But it was different.
We knew it wouldn't last,
His dreams took him too far
And my dreams were too domestic.
So we didn't even try.
But **** it,
What am I supposed
To even say?
It's not about familiarity or it being simple or easy
It's about a need
A craving
To see your smile or make you laugh or better some aspect of your life
That makes even this difficult part of life,
That being my newly developing issues with committing to and expressing this feeling
Because of fear,
Refreshing.
Safe.
It's not that you're a safe bet.
It's that you're the only bet I'm willing to risk making.
Did that even make sense?
What
How
Maybe I am damaged
But **** the world if I won't try to be better,
I'm going to be better.
Hand me a needle and thread,
I'll stitch together these tears in my flesh
And pass the glue
I'll put the pieces back myself,
I just might need you around for this part too
Because I only have two hands,
And I'm a ******* mess.
But I can be put back together again.
I can do it myself, as I've said,
But having someone around to hand you the supplies
(Like sewing needles, thread, glue, scissors, and lots of gauze)
Is extremely helpful,
And kind of necessary to not get tangled in your own stitches.
I don't know how to handle this.
Maybe I'll just wait.
Should I stop nearing the edge of the cliff?
But the wind is at my back,
Almost begging me to take off.
Just go, see how far I'll make it alongside you.
It's so natural.
So necessary.
Nothing is forced,
It all just...
Happens.
How can something that feels so right,
Something so real,
Make me so scared?
Okay whatever
Forget it.
Hit the ground running,
Come out swinging,
All the cliches
With the wind at my back
I'm as ready as I'll ever be
Which means I'll never be,
But I need to be so let's go.
C'mon life.
Gimme all you got.
Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 12:20 PM UTC
The things I cherish,
come crushing down.
The feeling of betray,
come cutting down,
The trust been build
come breaking down,
Reason of saying,
the four letter words.
Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 10:21 AM UTC