#foreverloved
Hello,
My dear fair one,
I have not spoken those three words to you in a while now
They linger at my lips, yet I don’t know how.
I want to reignite our quenching fire,
That once burned in our hearts with warmth and fierce desire.
The lust.
The trust.
Oh, what we have lost.
Whisper into my ear your darkest desires.
Place your hand upon the back of my head
And soothe all my silent pains.
Tell me all will be okay
And I will swear to you, all will be the same forever.
Joined in you,
Our union renewed
Show me how deeply you still need me,
So I may remember why it is that;
I love you.
Feb 13
Feb 13, 2026 at 11:13 AM UTC
Not farewell —
but salute.
You walked proud,
you stood unbroken,
even when wheels struck
and bones ached.
You chose your place,
by the food,
by the car,
by the path to the bar —
queen of small kingdoms,
ruler of simple joys.
You grazed like a cow,
you dug like the ancients,
seeking earth’s cool breath,
seeking your den.
Instinct alive,
spirit fierce.
When pain came,
you gave no cry.
When hands lifted you,
you trusted.
When the road called,
you looked once,
and with your eyes you said:
Thank you.
And then the song rose,
Helvegen carried you,
not into silence,
but into feast,
into firelight,
into Valhalla’s hall —
where warriors wait,
and shadows turn to queens.
Your name was secret to many,
but known to you,
and true to its weight:
Llolth — Queen of Shadows.
Feared in myth,
loved in life,
saluted in death.
But more than myth,
you were my turning —
the reason I rose
from ruin to man.
Spain gave me you,
and you gave me
responsibility,
steadiness,
and change.
I carry that forward.
It does not die.
It is your legacy in me.
And I, who stroked you to the end,
will never forget
how your eyes spoke last —
not pain, not fear,
but mercy’s truth:
Thank you.
Sep 22, 2025
Sep 22, 2025 at 6:32 PM UTC
I did not see her eyes,
I felt them,
My Heart dropped,
Like a free falling bullet,
I'm hit,
I'm in love.
Forever wounded,
Forever loved.
Dec 29, 2016
Dec 29, 2016 at 6:02 PM UTC
By my side.
was always you.
even when i would hide.
you knew exactly what to do.
actions speak louder then words.
you once told me.
now you fly high like a bird.
your finally able to be free.
I know mommy.
here with us is were you want to stay.
when we say no you become balmy.
i'll always talk to you when i pray.
I wish this was a dream.
Mommy im your really gonna be missed.
i can hear myself begin to scream.
your new life will always be blissed.
Mommy i love you.
I know you'll always love me.
even when i dont know what to do.
ill think of you while i sit under a tree.
Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 10:29 PM UTC