#followup
Correct me if I'm wrong,
but I'm pretty sure I anthropologized after that dirt came up ,
dug myself a deeper hole,
gotta learn when to shut up,
my feelings fossilized like **** I ****** up,
yea I ***** her - but that was way before we had made up,
that's why I see through you like glass when you lie and say you're not tempered,
cause you're still stained with emotions, even after my fi is sempered,
your words are tinted in the way you throw in shade,
and them ***** cut deep - apologies sharpened the blades,
lost my touch - my tunnels carpeled and feelings fade,
on my last nerve - how much before it can't be saved,
as of late...our interactions have been nothin short of taxin',
taxidermy of it's old self,
and it's a tall order for you to sit down and relax man,
my words massaged more than 40 aches and pains away
and when you felt broken I lent tools,
I listened to every gripe and grievance,
and for your burdens I was your mule,
you were my muse then but now it's far from amusing,
I visit the museum of memories for my amusement,
often make withdrawals from my memory bank from when the fun was mutual,
there was a point and time your words used to paint murals,
now I'm stuck in somewhere, nowhere
lost my courage and my muriel,
Now I'm ruthless as eustace,
after my efforts proved to be useless,
im used to this, I use this - pen to write my wrongs, then I put it in a song,
I fell weak , at first strong,
This plight is too long,
my heart breaks constantly for your constant needs,
and subconsciously I know you not the break my conscious needs,
still can be my trinity but now I'm feelin more (like) Constantine,
let's fulfill the prophecy your the fishburne to my Keanu Reeves,
you play hard ball so there's no need to draft replacements,
always find myself running back - I'm Emmitt Smith if you Troy Aikman,
I'm Liam Neeson and you the reason my heart is taken,
I need amnesia these memories I see are forsaken,
This is all new to me , maybe cause im used to you,
can't do much these days without reminders of what we used to do,
maybe I should let it be a bygone how you python,
but I'd shed skin before I shed tears,
And if our conclusion is forgone,
thats one of my worst fears,
you remind of that song I can't remember.
or that place that I've never been to.
that movie I never seen.
or that experience I've never been through, they say 7 days without prayer can make one weak,
everyday you're not there I get less sleep,
I propose a writ of habeas corpus,
For the miscellaneous corpses that lie in her wake,
My thoughts are both heinous & cautious,
still my candidate for this caucus,
for heaven sake..
Jan 22, 2021
Jan 22, 2021 at 10:33 PM UTC
Why?
Why then?
Why then did you choose?
Why then did you choose to kiss me?
Dec 16, 2020
Dec 16, 2020 at 8:38 AM UTC
Today I consulted
Myself
And referred to you
You gazed me
Head to toe
Probably found nothing
Interesting
Then referred, me back
I put myself on
Mindset Therapy
And ensured to rest in time
"No need of follow-up"
"Heal by yourself"
Pretty harsh advice, that way
Nov 19, 2020
Nov 19, 2020 at 11:13 AM UTC
And in the end I have questioned many things
looking inside the eyes. The life is not about
aligning all the stars of the galaxy, while
tracing rays of light. Everything
worth the authenticity, who will
question when the truth reveals
in the vibes. No matter what or how
much we put effort trying to catch
the air, that is out of reach and
awesome way of waste of time.
Sometimes we carry too much
weights that make us weary,
this needs to be something
in our mind.
And
When I have
Nothing inside
I always
Follow the light
Sep 12, 2019
Sep 12, 2019 at 10:23 PM UTC