#fm - Hello Poetry

How does it feel to be caged in from your own body To wake up one day and realize the person standing in the mirror isn't you It's just a reflection of how u want to be seen without the misjudgment and the hatred Instead you cover yourself up with make-up and wear feminine clothes to disguise yourself as something you're not Having to hide your breast with those layers of clothes on How dose it feel to be caged in from your own body To look all around you and realize that little girl isn't you anymore. To feel isolate To feel caged in.

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Jun 3, 2020

Jun 3, 2020 at 12:55 AM UTC

Pandaxpan

Caged In

How does it feel to be caged in from your own body To wake up one day and realize the person standing in the mirror isn't you It's just a reflection of how u want to be seen without the misjudgment and the hatred Instead you cover yourself up with make-up and wear feminine clothes to disguise yourself as something you're not Having to hide your breast with those layers of clothes on How dose it feel to be caged in from your own body To look all around you and realize that little girl isn't you anymore. To feel isolate To feel caged in.

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I thought that I knew you well. I guess not because look at the lies that you tell. I don't know who you are. Heck do you? You walk around smiling as if you are so kind an innocent. When you are gushing over with your sneaky ways..and the lies. Life would be so much easier if you were honest and upfront. You say one thing to me and another to them. It all comes back. You pretend to be lost an confused. The worst part is that you act as if it's everyone's fault but yours. A man owns up to his words an actions. A man wants to be seen. He doesn't hide behind accessories. Be who you really are. Introduce yourself to the world. Because all they know about you right now..is that you. are... The Lie.

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Jul 22, 2018

Jul 22, 2018 at 8:55 PM UTC

Sweetlemon

The Lie

I thought that I knew you well. I guess not because look at the lies that you tell. I don't know who you are. Heck do you? You walk around smiling as if you are so kind an innocent. When you are gushing over with your sneaky ways..and the lies. Life would be so much easier if you were honest and upfront. You say one thing to me and another to them. It all comes back. You pretend to be lost an confused. The worst part is that you act as if it's everyone's fault but yours. A man owns up to his words an actions. A man wants to be seen. He doesn't hide behind accessories. Be who you really are. Introduce yourself to the world. Because all they know about you right now..is that you. are... The Lie.

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Bedowing faw bloon wÆsk cat-side Bellowin frostourous Goon Belet téthing noön Q lapse lay for side Entréprenurə en SolEmn Bliss Forget Might tomorrow Unflatteray ən sown bliss be known Horay fish fraud stairs Cide ODwn (-f)

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Aug 4, 2017

Aug 4, 2017 at 5:12 PM UTC

Raidle

Subtle EnVoi

Bedowing faw bloon wÆsk cat-side Bellowin frostourous Goon Belet téthing noön Q lapse lay for side Entréprenurə en SolEmn Bliss Forget Might tomorrow Unflatteray ən sown bliss be known Horay fish fraud stairs Cide ODwn (-f)

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FM Frequencies shocking through my heart, blurring colors with deep, droning base. Sitting in the car, he looks at me and grins. His thin chuckle chocking me in its warm embrace. 'keep your eyes on the road' 'keep your eyes on the road' Turning up the volume and turning down our thoughts. Laughing at the kids screeching by: Naked and angry, with boiling flesh. He taps the tone with timid tips of his fingers. Strumming on my heart. Drumming out my FM frequencies.

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Feb 9, 2015

Feb 9, 2015 at 3:30 AM UTC

kenna-mcc

FM Frequencies

FM Frequencies shocking through my heart, blurring colors with deep, droning base. Sitting in the car, he looks at me and grins. His thin chuckle chocking me in its warm embrace. 'keep your eyes on the road' 'keep your eyes on the road' Turning up the volume and turning down our thoughts. Laughing at the kids screeching by: Naked and angry, with boiling flesh. He taps the tone with timid tips of his fingers. Strumming on my heart. Drumming out my FM frequencies.

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I wrote a poem for my biography to a special person about Adam, I thought you would like to read it. Blue Heart You were 18, so many years in front of you. It felt like a dark eternity, you didn’t want to go. I saw it in your sunken eyes. The vacant stare and sad dark eyes. I saw when you were sitting around the table prom night. So much going around but you were too calm too collected. too inside your mind for us. I knew that blank expression from experience All too well. You screamed for help silent and loud I reached for your hand but you f e l l You were poised and calm Broken but full of love. All I wanted to do was help you. you were standing still when the world went on and it did go on, it did, without you. When you were standing there at the edge I wondered about you, all in my head. We were short lived, a friendship that was fast. You came, changed me, then you left. it came and went in a flash. I knew when no one else could guess. you put it all on me, didn’t you. but I was not cross with you. Heartbroken, yes scared, yes alone, yes mad, no Your color was blue Blue heart, blue veins Blue is the color of our planet from far far away we wore it proud it was all for you, a blue solemn silence. and the world spun fast and all the people hurried fast, real fast and no one ever smiled. You weren’t all there, in that head of yours. dark and empty you were sad but you lived like you would die tomorrow tomorrow came too soon and it was up to you. it was always up to you. Meeting you was bitter you put me through stress, anxiety and heartache you put me through shame and shock All I wanted was you by my side, and you there was not. Meeting you was sweet you gave me smiles and laughs, good music and thoughts you gave me a feeling of friendship and care. All I wanted was you by my side, but you were not there. You were poised and calm, you rubbed off on me. I was hyped and excited you called me “ADHD” You drove an old red beater with water bottles everywhere, with **** in the glove compartment. but you didn’t care. Your drove with sunglasses and the FM radio loud. You drove in silence, thinking no doubt. You loved the sun but you would hike for the shade when we were together you took me away. I didn’t think, I didn’t have nerves. We talked about the world We talked about life You had a life you thought you didn’t deserve. Whoever planted that seed had some **** nerve you wrote like me but I wrote for myself you wrote for us when there’d be nothing else. I knew when no one else could guess. you put it all on me, didn’t you. but I was not mad. Heartbroken, yes scared, yes alone, yes mad, no When you were gone I read and I read i wanted to know exactly when you felt what you felt. You called me your jav friend you called me your angel You are up there watching over me I yelled and screamed I couldn’t breathe. I shut them out, I cursed at you. I hated you I cried for you I only see you in my head Dreaming once and a while of your smile, of your eyes but they are never dark they are never sad they are never empty The vacant stare is not there. your hair is a giant mess and I freeze that moment right there. You said you were alone you said it was a secret you asked me about my darkest and you told me all your secrets I have never been in that much peace knowing I kept you there It felt like moments when it was hours and you were gone too **** soon. tomorrow came too fast and it was up to you. it was always up to you. Now I wear a band on my wrist and pray for your peace that is all I have left, but you mean so much to me. I hope you are happy, I hope your journey has ended and you found what you wanted My heart was once broken but soon if all this is true it will be mended.

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May 27, 2014

May 27, 2014 at 1:27 PM UTC

hannah-anderson-1

Blue Heart

I wrote a poem for my biography to a special person about Adam, I thought you would like to read it. Blue Heart You were 18, so many years in front of you. It felt like a dark eternity, you didn’t want to go. I saw it in your sunken eyes. The vacant stare and sad dark eyes. I saw when you were sitting around the table prom night. So much going around but you were too calm too collected. too inside your mind for us. I knew that blank expression from experience All too well. You screamed for help silent and loud I reached for your hand but you f e l l You were poised and calm Broken but full of love. All I wanted to do was help you. you were standing still when the world went on and it did go on, it did, without you. When you were standing there at the edge I wondered about you, all in my head. We were short lived, a friendship that was fast. You came, changed me, then you left. it came and went in a flash. I knew when no one else could guess. you put it all on me, didn’t you. but I was not cross with you. Heartbroken, yes scared, yes alone, yes mad, no Your color was blue Blue heart, blue veins Blue is the color of our planet from far far away we wore it proud it was all for you, a blue solemn silence. and the world spun fast and all the people hurried fast, real fast and no one ever smiled. You weren’t all there, in that head of yours. dark and empty you were sad but you lived like you would die tomorrow tomorrow came too soon and it was up to you. it was always up to you. Meeting you was bitter you put me through stress, anxiety and heartache you put me through shame and shock All I wanted was you by my side, and you there was not. Meeting you was sweet you gave me smiles and laughs, good music and thoughts you gave me a feeling of friendship and care. All I wanted was you by my side, but you were not there. You were poised and calm, you rubbed off on me. I was hyped and excited you called me “ADHD” You drove an old red beater with water bottles everywhere, with **** in the glove compartment. but you didn’t care. Your drove with sunglasses and the FM radio loud. You drove in silence, thinking no doubt. You loved the sun but you would hike for the shade when we were together you took me away. I didn’t think, I didn’t have nerves. We talked about the world We talked about life You had a life you thought you didn’t deserve. Whoever planted that seed had some **** nerve you wrote like me but I wrote for myself you wrote for us when there’d be nothing else. I knew when no one else could guess. you put it all on me, didn’t you. but I was not mad. Heartbroken, yes scared, yes alone, yes mad, no When you were gone I read and I read i wanted to know exactly when you felt what you felt. You called me your jav friend you called me your angel You are up there watching over me I yelled and screamed I couldn’t breathe. I shut them out, I cursed at you. I hated you I cried for you I only see you in my head Dreaming once and a while of your smile, of your eyes but they are never dark they are never sad they are never empty The vacant stare is not there. your hair is a giant mess and I freeze that moment right there. You said you were alone you said it was a secret you asked me about my darkest and you told me all your secrets I have never been in that much peace knowing I kept you there It felt like moments when it was hours and you were gone too **** soon. tomorrow came too fast and it was up to you. it was always up to you. Now I wear a band on my wrist and pray for your peace that is all I have left, but you mean so much to me. I hope you are happy, I hope your journey has ended and you found what you wanted My heart was once broken but soon if all this is true it will be mended.

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