#fixyou
It's too late now
to fix things which we ignored thinking will get eventually fixed all by themselves, maybe we should have acted earlier or maybe we should have cared some more ,
but all these maybe's are now nothing more than a false comfort providing words and now I understand that it was only our fault we let it become a dying heartbeat -
one which just fades and fades !
Oct 22, 2016
Oct 22, 2016 at 1:19 PM UTC
I thought
that my light
stopped you from wanting to bleed
But maybe
all along
I was scorching your mind with the heat
I thought
that by now
I could fix all the pieces I broke
But maybe
hearts don't fix
And the shards are now slitting your throat
And you know what's funny?
After men in shining armor blew past me
leaving nothing but a lesson to be learned
you'd think my selfish eyes would perhaps see
that my light does not shine
it burns
May 18, 2015
May 18, 2015 at 3:09 AM UTC
"But I'm damaged" she said with watery eyes fixed on the moon
"We are all damaged goods...we are all cardboard boxes with fragile stickers handled by people that don't give a shit..and that's why we are shattered from the inside and that's why the deeper we get to know each other the more we hurt ourselves on the broken pieces but I guess rarely you find people tough and willing to rampage through it to find the pieces of you that aren't so sharp around the edges...the beautiful pieces of who you really are..and then they stick them together and try to fix us and sometimes they can..it's like we were never really broken..and if that's not something beautiful I don't know what is"
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 5:59 AM UTC
So as you continue through your day
you wonder how it got this way
somethings will never change
on to the next chapter, turn page
You can't control how you feel
& the pain may be real
like being cut with a knife
this is how you chose to live your life
As your addiction began to grow
you slowly started to lose your glow
everything we had started to shatter
but to you that didn't even matter
you decided it was time for a break
at the time it was really hard for me to take
its been long days & weeks since you've been gone
& I'm surprisingly moving on
there is something I need to get off my chest
I know I may not have been the best
there's also something else I'd like to confess
my life is so much better without you causing it stress
You actually did me a favor
now I can stop trying to be you savior
I did everything I could do
but it is only YOU who can save YOU
May 13, 2014
May 13, 2014 at 6:37 PM UTC