#firstglance
you had my whole adoration
since the very first glance of you i had.
although, i didn't see your face first.
i saw first, first, first, first place,
over and over.
i could lie and say
that i could care less
and only saw a rival to defeat.
i could speak truth
and say that i thought
defeat would show you me
the same way i first saw you.
it took a long time to
get there; get right next to you.
but my first victory upon you
was to reject you.
maybe not for you, but for me.
i guess i have to thank you,
or not until i take back all those firsts.
May 11
May 11, 2026 at 10:05 AM UTC
Defying risks
Embracing chances
For Stealing smiles
And Catching glances
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 3:10 AM UTC
when i was younger
i thought that when you
“fell in love,”
with someone
something in you shifted.
and you could feel it,
an instant change inside of you.
i always figured
that was a silly thing to think
but then your eyes met mine.
and from across the room,
while everything else felt unimportant.
my heart jolted,
and i knew,
that i loved you.
Nov 8, 2018
Nov 8, 2018 at 3:47 PM UTC
How is possible to miss someone you never knew
Is knowing defined by how long they've been there or how much you've grown partial to
I fall in love with someone everywhere i go
Its the mental image of me being happy with someone i don't even know
Or just found out existed
The cycles of the seasons rewind to a brighter idea throughout my twisted reasons
I feel sickened to think about strangers this way
Solely off appearance they're able to give my hope a place for its head to lay
Its the feeling of making eye contact with someone extremely alluring when they walk by
When your heart sinks to the deepest depths where all your fears and flaws hide
To know you'd never have a chance to have them in your life
Cowardice has a death grip
Jun 25, 2014
Jun 25, 2014 at 3:35 AM UTC