#fillmeup
they say the older you get, the easier it becomes for you to hold on
but when i look into their eyes, i see a different story
it only seems to become harder for them
their eyes tell me what their mouths never will
“help.”
their asking, begging, i know it
why else would she spend an entire paycheck
filling her body to the brim
with every kind of toxic drug she can get her hands on
and why else would he
even attempt to justify
the two little pale pills
he just dropped in her drink
why else would they
look at me with sorrow
filled eyes and with regret
emanating from their skin
if they didn't want,
need help
they are asking, begging for it
maybe not with their mouths
but with
their eyes
their actions
and i was begging for it too
why else would i write this?
“help.”
Jan 21, 2018
Jan 21, 2018 at 4:22 PM UTC
I'll be an empty canvas
as long as you're the paint
adding color to my madness.
I'll be the midnight sky
as long as you're the fireworks
and it's the fourth of July.
I'll be an empty stomach
as long as you're the butterflies.
I'll be the void
If you'll be the cries.
The ketchup to your fries.
Can't you see?
You fill me up so perfectly.
Like you were made for me
like you and I were meant to be.
You are...
**The feet to my socks
The juice to my box
The tic tok to my broken clocks**.
You are...
My reason being.
Jun 2, 2016
Jun 2, 2016 at 1:24 PM UTC
I gave you my lips to borrow yet my heart you stole.
Every time we kissed i felt it in my soul.
I gave you my hand to hold, my arms to hug, my eyes to see.
Sunddelny you were part of me.
Like the bark on a tree,
But i remain free.
I cant control this urge inside of me,
Yet why would i want to.
Im where i want to be.
Or so i thought...
Love cant be bought
You left me in the dirt and my heart took its toll,
I cry inside my broken
soul.
Will i love again
Will i live once more.
Will i feel the feeling of open arms and an open door.
Will my heart ever really soar.
I know not but i wont give up.
Theres many thieves among us,
One will one day fill my cup
Theres another who can steal me,
Ill once again be where i want to be
Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 10:32 PM UTC
Love’s
last taste
drained from my every cell
time to recharge the batteries
It seems
May 4, 2014
May 4, 2014 at 1:36 PM UTC