#fieldtrip
Past the last of the acidity, augmented by the fire two valleys west…
woke to wonder where am I to aim
my self
My being me being made of all roles I ever play
Today, is marked a day in a week in a month and year
on a spreadsheet maintained
by several orders of attitude HR magnitude, cults of clerks, used
minds and bodies, stacked in edified
piles…
as quanta of thought, bits of ever left in now as hints,
things to come are made of ever lasting stuff,
word of truth, my self is sworn to tell,
test me if I lie.
But {but, but} in thy mercy, not thy wrath lest I perish
and only id, or another psycho-enomen for evers what was, remains
a role, an act, remaining after the ocean of opinions I was on evaporates,
after I am evilized as egoically selfish,
I,
my self, too highly thought of,
for far too long a time.
Yes, {yes, yes} that, too, has passed, re
do the re,
there we were awakened, with a Jolt Cola realization,
life is a game,
we make up, as children can, if you recall
the child you were when thinking as a child may, at play.
This is the day we form a man in the realm of self I am
and, if you take my word as truth,
you take the ability to sponder, eh? First, you ask, re
is the author authorized to utter truths hid
since the foundation of realit-ifity, as we
imagine
in preparation, for the game, Life,
but not the Milton- Bradley version, this
2020 Life on Earth.
The game. Made plain, a board game.
The self, aware of teachers standing silent, but prepared.
Ask, and, truly, as if true, answers appear.
Choose. Do. {winning loss of confusion points, line by line}
Rules and Regulations,
Scepter and Orb,
Rod and Staff,
Crook and Flail, same-same seen signs of higher power…
long ago, far away, prior to these tools we use, you read
I wrote,
we imagined, in our minds visual mode, we see as if true,
a we we may be if we agree,
and
follow the hold of the symbols of power,
respect the symbols, look once more re-see the revealed,
veiled since God knows when, but {yes, yes}
more knowable now than ever,
that which fell to the earth,
sowed light. That's right… here come d' judge.
If I find a little light, and in my mind, I let - let it go - let,
until the letters be taken out of the way
and meaning forms from informative
matters of fact, impossible.
Ah, Jah, ya *** old and feeble, after a while.
So it seems, says the weigher of any word's worth,
accounted for idolized words, holy, sacred, secret troothz…
abound, Bounce bounce tic
to Rube Goldberg goes the metaphoric prize, proof.
Plan the action, pre-form the plan, practical failure, of course,
is unthinkable after careful thought,
critical thinking and un-come-on skepticism of sophist teknhe.
**** up in smoke.
All the attention ever paid to any single thought,
shhhh shushing in the cold, absence of heat,
too cool to live, longer.
Pop.
Turn the page, scroll the screen, ignore the parts of reality
behind your focus forward receptor circuitry
winding round and round,
past at most fears sold at half the attention cost.
Pay hell for your wish, or accept the fuel to fire up one
thought candle in the flicking arena,
I think I am visible,
I feel lucified.
I can kick the ball, I know, this time…
Ah, Charlie Brown, your social significance is history.
Sep 6, 2020
Sep 6, 2020 at 12:21 PM UTC
kung hindi ka umalis
ikaw sana ang katabi ko
sa bus
sa rides
sa pictures
katabi sa pakikinig ng mga lumang kanta
katabi sa pagtulog sa byahe
katabi kung sakaling mahilo ka
siguro
patago kong hahawakan ang kamay mo
o pasadyang kakantahan ka
o yayakapin ka
mula sa likod
sa espasyong walang makakakita
siguro
dahil kung hindi ka umalis
ay mas makabuluhan sana ang mga field trip
mas napahalagahan ko sana ang mga museo
dahil kasama ka
mas napahalagahan sana ang iba't ibang importanteng monumento
dahil kasama ka
mas napahalagahan sana ang scientific name ng kung ano
dahil kasama ka
ngunit hindi naman din kita masisisi
kung bakit ka umalis
dahil hindi natin ito kasalanan
pero kahit ganon pa man
madami sana tayong pagsasamahan
kung walang nangyaring iwanan
Oct 30, 2019
Oct 30, 2019 at 9:04 AM UTC
Sunset vine in the suppressed crowd
Heart's pounding so hard and loud
A whole thread with extreme machines
They're somewhat things I've never seen
Pigmented cheeks, numb veins, soul enchanted
These are moments that I've wanted
Gleaming stars from above are mesmerizing
Hours are enough and totally amazing
Giggles and screams, joy and beams
Hearing them is like a dream
Few blissful thoughts, we're off gravity
This lovely day shows pink sanity
Cursive words, laughing in snickered wheels
Blended soothing air and hilarious feels
Rising of stomachs with butterflies attended
Raw and pesky clubhouse but independent
Pale flowers blooming in most gardens
Typical teens with sneakers and Kankens
The finale is a beautiful screenplay
Looking forward to more treasuring portraits
Freshly made memories are quite unforgettable
Afterwards, I'd exclaim, "It's actually memorable,"
Neon signs glistening clear and bright
Locked sensation with the floating lights
Nov 26, 2017
Nov 26, 2017 at 5:06 AM UTC