#fernweh
Feel me in the way you walk down a southern path
The shape of your soul turns in me slowly in a bath,
Hand me in your pocket warm to holding w/i a fold
That fernweh way of dreaming aching its fool's gold
Our far-off places, we've never, in a word have been,
From a vanishing shore, an ache, a pain a whirlwind
We have never touched, pull out, from the unknown
Muscle memory, our imagination, in an undergrown
When all is lost undiscovered I still worship god you
Part of us in a fog, the other part, in an untamed blue
Keep going to the flowing in us--a deeper in the way,
Expand a horizon, past knowing you more each day,
The ghost of what we were, a shift, a quiet widening
Sometimes something breaks in us, opens up to sing.
Mar 23
Mar 23, 2026 at 9:10 AM UTC
Battered plaster,
shattered glass,
splintered rafters,
a crumbling mass.
You former home
of…who knows who?
who left to roam
away from you.
Now you stand
empty, broken
but look quite grand
in scars unspoken.
Jan 20, 2025
Jan 20, 2025 at 8:38 AM UTC
I am not here ..
This is not me ..
The hands. They're tied
The eyes, can they even see?
I am not here ..
My heart aches furthest away
My lips still taste freshness of the dew
Wisp of the morning air as I alight here
Those far off hills still hear my silence
Strengthen my arms to attain a balance
In an utterly unbalanced existence
Of bidding at a foreigners' coherence
Emotionally capsized as I try to rise
Mindless, alive _ as I count my breath
This is not me ..
I do not live here ..
Humility defeated at novelty's sake
Honesty killed at the behemoth's gate
Humming a hymn of the hilly way
Gathering pain for all It is at stake
Making a living, just not living today
This is not me ..
Find me someplace else
Have never been charred as I seem
Have never been jaded and careless
Over analysing was a known part
Yet I let it all just go by cynic's way
This is not me ..
I have to dream now
Final reprieve from this trying stay
Heaven stands witness I tried today
Quitting sans fight has never been my way
Caged yet with the birds I warged in today
Love in their flight, wish I could stay
Wish I could stay
I am not here
Not at all here
Today
Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 3:51 AM UTC
How far would you today go
To find that you had been looking for
It stares at you expectant
Yet you pass by not knowing where
What shall illuminate, bright lights there
Lost, clueless wanderers in the dark
A tunnel deep excavated in their beings
A depth in seclusion and bereft of share
A song not sung in unison
A few yards to the vanity fair
What is it then that propels you
What grips you to this nonchalant sphere
Wish we knew
Wish we knew
Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 1:29 AM UTC
eines Tages sind wir weg
irgendwo sorgenlos und frei
frei ganz ohne Leid und Schreck
sag mir weißt du schon wo?
Vorstadthaus oder Leben im Dreck?
Glücklich werden wir sein
wir zwei in unserem fernen Versteck
Feb 11, 2020
Feb 11, 2020 at 2:22 AM UTC
I'd like to go for a drive
Leave this place behind for a while
Taking to the path beyond
Watching as every unfamiliar road
Passes me by
One…
By one..
By one…
Finding myself in unknown towns
In far away places
Satisfying this desire
To be anywhere else but here
I want to just…
Go...
Until I find the place where my heart longs to be
Oct 2, 2017
Oct 2, 2017 at 7:02 PM UTC
My mind full of hope and eagerness to travel far and beyond further than the eyes can see.
My body aches for those places I have yet to travel to.
My eyes seek those places unimaginably visited.
My soul searches for another like me.
Feb 15, 2016
Feb 15, 2016 at 9:19 PM UTC
The moon hangs above me
beclouded
A pupil behind a milky cataract
He knows night's words
When he tells me them my
eyes roll to whites
My succubus drapes herself
over me
Her snakehair is such a mess
They tell me love's words while
biting at her *******
That woman is there in the
window again
black backlit cutout
by yellow light so nicely framed
She dances without moving
I throw a rock at her window,
and she stays motionless
I flee terrified
The winter forest draws snug
its blanket
snow unspoiled by track or trail
My breath is smoke on the air
The wastelands burn about me
bergs of ***** bone
They tell me of secret grottos
in cool underground
wherein water
drip
drip
drips
onto tombstones forever muted
My longing lips crack and bleed
My sunblind eyes drift skyward
I scream for the vulture
my friend
to fly me down there
Jul 12, 2015
Jul 12, 2015 at 10:39 PM UTC
A wind that blows through closed windows is felt but doesn't move a thing.
I stepped out in the storm, the lightning didn't hit so i guess tomorrow's comin after all.
we use words that only Germans understand to describe journeys we will never take.
so now let's do the things we're never done before.
we'll finally get passports. we'll go to the airport and get our ***** finally outta here.
so just go. don't even tell them so. just go. send a postcard when ya get there.
Jul 27, 2014
Jul 27, 2014 at 5:14 AM UTC