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HERS: It’s 4:05 and I am sorry I am so, so sorry, you have no idea But you don’t understand, I had to do it You made me do it And I called my best friend and cried my eyes out after, And I never cry, ever But I did I wanted you for years, all the years when you didn’t even look at me The years when you were already gone I still waited for you But you changed, we both did I know I lie but it’s just who I am I can’t change You kept trying to help, even after I told you not to That’s what did it, thats why I had to You cared too much I had dreamed for years that you would be mine I had you, I finally had you We were an absolute dream for the longest time And I put up with your cuddly affectionate personality And I tried to match it Over time we changed You didn’t slow down your over caring You kept trying to help me I can’t be helped, how many times did I tell you? Too many, but you refused to give up on me like everyone else has You should have Especially after I ruined you with what I did November 12 2013 I don’t remember the date of course, only you would As you write this on my behalf I took that knife to my wrist and did what I did Because I needed to, I needed some kind of emotional relief, But I hid it well, not from you though You were the only one I let past my wall I shouldn’t have though, you became more of a parent towards the end Always making sure I did what I was supposed to do You had good intentions but that doesn’t matter Call it what you want, but by caring so much You controlled me I’ll find a way to move on though, I always do Even if I damage myself in the process I told you you were wasting your time with me, Trying to “help” me, Or “Fix” me Whatever you want to call it Oh and let’s not even bring up the other thing I will forget you soon So will my family They were more destroyed over this than I was, Oh and thanks for calling them in the middle of the day To tell them what I did that night, “Well if I can’t protect you anymore, someone has to, or you’ll do it again” You said, maybe I would have But that’s none of your business Not anymore They didn’t believe you I always fool them, I’ve already told you that though Oh my love, my first love, my never again, What a funny little world we lived in
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Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 7:22 PM UTC
jamespiccolino
Hers (2/2)
HERS: It’s 4:05 and I am sorry I am so, so sorry, you have no idea But you don’t understand, I had to do it You made me do it And I called my best friend and cried my eyes out after, And I never cry, ever But I did I wanted you for years, all the years when you didn’t even look at me The years when you were already gone I still waited for you But you changed, we both did I know I lie but it’s just who I am I can’t change You kept trying to help, even after I told you not to That’s what did it, thats why I had to You cared too much I had dreamed for years that you would be mine I had you, I finally had you We were an absolute dream for the longest time And I put up with your cuddly affectionate personality And I tried to match it Over time we changed You didn’t slow down your over caring You kept trying to help me I can’t be helped, how many times did I tell you? Too many, but you refused to give up on me like everyone else has You should have Especially after I ruined you with what I did November 12 2013 I don’t remember the date of course, only you would As you write this on my behalf I took that knife to my wrist and did what I did Because I needed to, I needed some kind of emotional relief, But I hid it well, not from you though You were the only one I let past my wall I shouldn’t have though, you became more of a parent towards the end Always making sure I did what I was supposed to do You had good intentions but that doesn’t matter Call it what you want, but by caring so much You controlled me I’ll find a way to move on though, I always do Even if I damage myself in the process I told you you were wasting your time with me, Trying to “help” me, Or “Fix” me Whatever you want to call it Oh and let’s not even bring up the other thing I will forget you soon So will my family They were more destroyed over this than I was, Oh and thanks for calling them in the middle of the day To tell them what I did that night, “Well if I can’t protect you anymore, someone has to, or you’ll do it again” You said, maybe I would have But that’s none of your business Not anymore They didn’t believe you I always fool them, I’ve already told you that though Oh my love, my first love, my never again, What a funny little world we lived in
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