#felicia
Loneliness is something that I can endure
I don't want you to be my revolving door;
someone I run to for comfort or relief
When I think of you now I feel worry and ease.
Many different thoughts take a walk across my mind,
You're precious to me and it's hard to hide.
I miss you so much, the term feels overused
When I see friends on the street, I'm reminded of you
We never got to do the things we planned,
So many trips were left in neverland.
It was painful to feel my heart soar with excitement
To be broken constantly through cancelations
I'm trying to understand now,
and leave all these things behind.
It seems my head is stuck in the past,
Pain catches up with me through time
So many unresolved feelings lie within me
Things I wanted to say, hugs I wanted to give
but ignored because of my worries,
how do I let go of these longings?
Revolving doors are for buildings
But I still want to resolve my feelings.
Dec 8, 2023
Dec 8, 2023 at 9:27 AM UTC
I wish there were a system in my mind
that had filing cabinets and computers holding all of my memories inside so I could just zip you away, but it doesn’t work that way.
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 6:33 AM UTC
I check on you,
despite being blocked
I wonder what you're up to.
In the end I miss you often,
how could I not?
You were around for so long...
but I'm slowly learning
how to live without you.
Aug 28, 2017
Aug 28, 2017 at 5:36 PM UTC
We finally said goodbye
hopefully for the last time.
It was a peaceful ending
No one ended up crying.
I laid everything out on the table
you responded calmly
I was surprised,
for the first time we weren't unstable.
May 25, 2017
May 25, 2017 at 7:45 AM UTC
There's a storm moving in my friend,
and I don't think the damage will be recoverable...
Not for us.
May 23, 2017
May 23, 2017 at 4:24 AM UTC
I wonder,
have you forgotten about me yet?
I'm not sure that I'll ever forget you
even though I'm wanting to, so badly
It seems my mind isn't ready to let me.
But I have to keep trying.
And it'll take a while for me to stop crying
but at least I won't be denying,
my longing for you
to still be in my life.
Yeah, we had strife
but somehow we managed and
right now I'm tired of standing
here without you beside me.
Please just pull the knife out of me
set me free from this agony, maybe
give me an anaesthetic to numb all
of this pain.
I'm waiting for Felicia Amnesia to
sink into my brain.
Dec 30, 2015
Dec 30, 2015 at 12:13 PM UTC
KPop and horror films,
You're just the silliest girl.
I don't want you to go,
We've been through a lot,
I know.
I'm not going anywhere though.
You don't need to worry about that,
So.. don't.
Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 3:57 PM UTC
I can't tell if
You're there or
not
But I imagine
That you're still
around
Jun 14, 2015
Jun 14, 2015 at 3:30 PM UTC