#feelins
Move. On.
I've heard that a million times
Friends,families
I know they're right
I know I have to forget
those ridiculous 1AM flirts
those long and deep stories
Or should I say..secrets ?
those sweet and comforting words
I'm moving on. honestly
I keep living my life
And smiling even when
I feel like I'm breaking
But
to completely move on?
Honestly
It's not that easy
Jan 23, 2016
Jan 23, 2016 at 10:52 AM UTC
My boat is waiting, I am ready to sail.
In the ocean of my own sorrow.
I know, it’s gonna hurt.
So, blow me one last kiss.
The journey will be long, don’t know the end.
But I promise, I will meet you again across the ocean.
Where the Sun won’t set,
Shadows of our past would fade.
We won’t be scared of our feelings.
No boundaries to keep us apart.
And love would blossom.
Till then, remember me in your memories.
But today I have to sail alone in my decrepit boat.
Oct 27, 2015
Oct 27, 2015 at 10:53 AM UTC
so i said father, father
if i come back home with a diagnosis
instead of a mangled report card
will you look at me less
like i am a mistake?
sometimes i feel like an add math question.
the sort they like to put at the end
of the exam paper.
fifteen marks, out of forty, out of seventy, out
of a hundred, and the teacher taps
twice on the whiteboard with sharp sharp nails
and says:
here are fifteen marks. don't lose them. don't lose them.
but i am not good at math. i
cannot solve myself, don't have
the right formulas never could
make the equations stick in my head
the way your words always did,
father. like gum, like taffy, like
cigarette ashes and smoky anger.
you look at me most days
with calculator eyes
though i know you don't mean
to. are you any closer
to the answer than you were eight years ago,
in the doctor’s office?
have your batteries finally run out?
are you squinting so hard
because you can't see me anymore?
maybe you need new prescription glasses, father
like i need a new skin.
Sep 29, 2016
Sep 29, 2016 at 10:44 AM UTC
I can't explain
The energy currently flowin throw my veins
It's this weird thrill of happiness
Becuase I Like someone
And I think they like me to
So now I can tell my x-lover
That I feel for another
And that we need to stop seeing each other
Becuase soon I'll be with the other
©makayla bailey
May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 3:20 PM UTC
I see you across the room
Dark shaggy hair, light brown skin like caramel, light brown doe eyes
I could probably get lost in
I see you across the room
When you smile it's purely innocence
It's like you light the whole room, Maybe I'm the only one who notice
When i see you
Im not sure how to feel
I can't even say a word to you
I just see you across the room
Feb 13, 2019
Feb 13, 2019 at 3:11 PM UTC