#faultless
I used to look at my walls,
thinking that was my writing.
But as time heals this heart
I see the words in your scrawl.
And when the monsters came
I thought it was my fault -
Like you said it was.
Me and my over-thinking, lingering.
But this darkness grows thin,
the truth seeps through,
like a weeping wound
from the folds of your heart.
All this time I was weak,
I tore myself apart.
Blind to the pieces
of your crumbling walls.
The monsters that come now,
Are from your Regrets
which haunt your soul,
staring through mirrored eyes.
Avoidance tears at our old wounds,
as you try to erase the intimacy shared.
Blanketing the memories in shadows,
so even the beauty twists into vulgarity.
Jan 6, 2014
Jan 6, 2014 at 12:55 AM UTC
Why do You appear to me?
In the reflection of a beautiful shell standing speechless
Looking at Me that way
On the sand where I thought our futures remained faultless
I don't want You to look at Me any more
My face is deformed and You don't care for Me any more
Look away while You can
And gaze at Your reflection
The burnt ends of My anger toward myself
And the negativity of a life void of affection
Are making those ends fray and split
Like a stalk in a breeze
Calm and collected
Helpless and at ease
If nothing at all
then something, somewhere
Sep 14, 2020
Sep 14, 2020 at 6:06 PM UTC
No one could understand My inner Torment.
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It's Softly.. Slowly Destroying me from my Core ...Restraining me
from doing things according to my will and wishes
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The memory of the past was too Painful and full of Melancholy that I wanted Obliterate it Entirely from my Faultless Mind...
.
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I want to emancipate my mind from these stupid feelings that just comes so suddenly almost every-time.
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"if only i could rewrite all the things that happened in my life and place everything in place, so that i wouldn't feel so very sad at all
whenever i reminisce those things that happened in my elapsed time."
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"I will savor those precious moments that had happened in the past and the things that are still about happen, so that in time i won't have to regret things anymore."
Jan 11, 2018
Jan 11, 2018 at 9:26 AM UTC
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She bowed HER head in front of GOD
Make GOD to bow in front of HER
Quite alluring display.
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Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 9:43 AM UTC