#fatherandson
— a little chat with the wisest man I’ll ever know —
I met him today…
the wisest old man
I have ever known
sat with him
for thirty minutes… maybe more
and I talked—
about childhood
about laughter
about us
… L 🪶 J …
I told him
about the brickyard days
dust in the air
and joy in our bones
about Christmas—
the first one I remember
I was four
and Santa brought a train set
and for a moment…
the world
was perfect
… L 🪶 J …
I reminded him
of his smile
that quiet laugh
that never needed to be loud
to be heard
and then…
I told the truth
about the things
I got wrong
the times I wasn’t there
… L 🪶 J …
Because I was a soldier…
with a job to do
that’s what I told myself
but somewhere between duty
and distance
we lost time
missed moments
whole pieces
of each other’s lives
… L 🪶 J …
I spoke of trees
how we felled them
with axe and bow saw
how we drove fence posts
into stubborn earth
I was only five
but it felt like heaven
… L 🪶 J …
And the donkey—
God… the donkey
always escaping
wandering Carlton Hill
and that poor policeman
bringing him back
again…
and again…
and me—
laughing
because somehow
he was always looking for me
… L 🪶 J …
Standhill Road Infants…
that was my school
that was my world
and for a moment
I was back there
small
carefree
whole
… L 🪶 J …
I laughed…
until the laughter
broke
into tears
just a little
just enough
to remind me
I’m still human
… L 🪶 J …
I wiped them away
a little embarrassed
I don’t cry…
not really
but this—
this was different
… L 🪶 J …
And then I told him
how sorry I was
for the day he went away
how I wanted—
needed—
to be there
to say goodbye
… L 🪶 J …
I told him
I wish we had one more game of chess
even if we forgot the rules
even if we hadn’t played in years
just one more moment
across the board
with him
… L 🪶 J …
And before I left…
I made him a promise
… L 🪶 J …
I will visit
often
now I know where you are
… L 🪶 J …
not in houses
not in places
but here—
in the quiet corners
of my heart
… L 🪶 J …
because you may be gone
from this world
but never
from me
Mar 22
Mar 22, 2026 at 7:30 AM UTC
A Poem by 1SP
Yours, by the first time I laid eyes on you,
Yours, after all we had been through;
By the time we had first embraced,
I knew that my job was to see it take place...
That big old tree house with two swings beneath
As stars in my skies align each time you breathe;
Just say a prayer and tell me what is a wish of yours,
And I'll never stop until God says I fulfilled my purpose;
Like you're thriving in a true greatness like
Yours, like you walking in the greatest life called
Yours, I'll keep showering you in a lifetime full of fun;
Everything you can possibly need and want,
I will pursue it for you until it's yours.
Yours, all things you dream you can be,
Yours, all things you can mean to me;
For a moment of lifetime to build a memory
Of you being right here with me...
That big old tree house with two swings beneath
As stars in my skies align each time you breathe,
Just say a prayer and tell me what is a wish of yours,
And I'll never stop until God says I fulfilled my purpose;
Like you're thriving in a true greatness like
Yours, like you walking in the greatest life called
Yours, I'll keep showering you in a lifetime full of fun;
Everything you can possibly need and want,
I will pursue it for you until it's yours.
You know I will pursue it until it's yours
Malik, you have a dad you can rely on,
You have a dad to plant your goals on,
Harvest all of yours one after one...
Ⓒ Official 1SP
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Jun 19, 2023
Jun 19, 2023 at 12:27 PM UTC
Daddy held me in his arms
Once, when I was five;
He wasn't one to embrace,
To clap and say well-done.
To hear him speak two words
Was volumes from someone
Who tsked and rolled,
But never scolded
His daughters and his sons.
In his hold, so foreign,
He made his assumption,
That I was content to be held,
Though squirming for the ground.
For me it wasn't soothing,
He never was inviting,
His demeanor so discomforting,
He never did it again;
Not that I could tell;
And yet the security
Never diminished
From arms that once held me.
Jan 13, 2017
Jan 13, 2017 at 10:33 AM UTC
Piles of papers glaring at me.
Signed, stamped, copied, for time and a fee.
Words and no promises, on the bark of a tree.
While you're somewhere else rapidly growing.
Days pass, we punch clocks, adding the time.
As the papers, they sit in the back of my mind.
She thinks wanting to see you is none but a crime.
While you're somewhere else distantly dreaming.
All the jabber and frenzy of what's wrong and right,
While no one observes our rigorous plight,
The lack of your presence haunts him at night.
While you're somewhere else sharing your laughter.
Your room is filled with your toys and your smiles,
Waiting for you to play in it awhile.
Waging war with the enemy goes on for miles.
While you're somewhere else slowly forgetting.
To say sadness is present does not quite explain.
All the stress, anger, longing inside of his brain.
Constantly trying to distract from the pain.
While you're with those who want to restrain you.
I believe there is good in the hearts of the wise,
Yet, some will use pawns to harvest the lies.
While the ones they need dearly are hung out to dry.
While you're somewhere else coloring pictures.
In the end, we will see you again and again.
No matter how many papers or strokes of a pen.
We love you, bubba, and we WON'T give in.
Cause you're somewhere else, incomplete.
Oct 5, 2016
Oct 5, 2016 at 11:47 PM UTC
"Father, Father
Don't leave me here
Father, Father
Promise me you won't"
"Oh son, my dearest Son
Father is here
But please do not weep,
Father had to leave for us to live"
"But Father, my Father
I can't bear
For I was a child,
Losing you is my fear"
"My Son, my Son
Don't be scared
Father will return
And I'll drown all your mare"
"Father, Father
I'll wait for your return
Father, Father
Promise me you will"
"My Son, my dearest Son
Just wait in here
And promise, I will"
"Father? Father?
It's been years
Mother is sick
Still waiting for your return"
"Father? Father?
I'm afraid
You promise you will be back
But still, waiting here in vain"
"Father? Father?
I'm afraid
Mother is gone
I'm still here, holding the promises you will"
May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 2:24 PM UTC