#fatalistic
Why should I surrender to fear? /
Oh, is this frailty I sense in me? /
As I'm budding I envision the aethers /
Embracing me, rapturously, /
I spiral upwards /
Efflorescing, bursting into bloom. /
Why do we tremble at change, /
Yet embrace continuity? /
When do we stop pining & /
Herald equanimity, harmoniously? /
Yin & Yang; of lore I once sang, /
Now triumphalistically I declare His name. /
Freedom reigns /
Truth prevails, /
Justice weighs /
Spirit sustains /
A diaphanous azure flame: /
—I shall ne' er be the same. /
(—Se' lah)
Apr 1, 2023
Apr 1, 2023 at 10:01 AM UTC
_Part I_
Out of death,
My shallow grave,
I rise.
My eyes
With godlike vision,
They can see through
The dark
The gloom
And the mind.
Lonely is the road,
tread by wheels,
Watching them go.
Spectrum of colors,
Halo's gold,
All fading into oblivion.
Vacant houses,
keeping - lost words
- in
Lines that cross faces,
so familiar,
Don't write their names.
No recollection
of the light
in their eyes.
Captain of the Titanic,
Sail on.
My skin is cold.
Stale blood running
in veins,
I can't help but to overhear.
Roses on a wooden box.
The world is dying,
I remain.
_Part II_
Of eternal life
and punishment,
I confess:
The sin
of Nostalgia
in my static heart-
For longing
to burn
down the world,
Not for creation
of new
in the ashes,
but for destruction,
that will
end all destruction,
for one last collision
of life and death
joined into one.
Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 3:11 AM UTC
They deposed of laughter in the rain
listened on this terrain
in their awful pegs retentive clamour
while dark gruesome hours descended
as them that didn't willingly tie for their enamor
while flatulence then finally was hardily retorted in debate
yet their nostalgia doom relived this planet in this luxury then so they'd flatten this inn divide
while in lies that pack frozen in their teeth
Sep 20, 2017
Sep 20, 2017 at 8:58 AM UTC
You know that feeling of mild annoyance
when your friend forces you into
watching a video you didn't want to watch
and then an ad plays before it
so you have to watch that too?
That's how I feel about being alive.
Like I don't want to **** myself or anything
I'm just a little annoyed by being here
and having to sit through dumb **** all the time
Aug 7, 2017
Aug 7, 2017 at 12:41 PM UTC
A burnt out bulb,
just hanging there.
No more light to share,
or shadows to shear.
No phoenix moment,
Totally spent.
Jun 18, 2016
Jun 18, 2016 at 12:34 PM UTC