#falsegods
We eat, we sleep, and we pray.
But who do we pray to?
Is it the ones who promise us salvation
but only give us disease, darkness, and blood?
Or promises of hope, love, and flair?
We starve, we wake, and we sacrifice.
But who do we sacrifice for?
For the ones who only take, take, and take,
and give not even a dime in return?
But only death, darkness, and blood.
I look at the heavens and see light,
but not lights of hope or redemption,
only lights made to blind us and bind us—
to show us we are unworthy of them, of the divine,
to make us feel like envying them is a crime.
I search wide and far for a story without any bar,
a story where they were selfless and not so afar,
a story to help us dream and reach the sky—
not act as silent observers of the moonless sky.
But all I hear are hopeless cries of mine.
Who are they to decide what we are, what I am?
Who are they to decide my fate and worth?
Who even are they, when they haven't felt the pain of existence?
only seen the suffering from their lofty thrones afar?
All I see is cruelty and worthless promises, hearts as black as tar.
May 2, 2025
May 2, 2025 at 11:27 AM UTC
A wall with eyes is out to get me
Sinking in dispair, idiopathic apathy
Trapped in my own cell of desolation
Self inflicted chaos & lacerations
See the veins pulse to the momentum
Stars fall like daggers, the eye of God
blacks out & sees my misery numbly
Lashed out with his words of hypocrisy
A mean God betrays the penance prayer
A couple of Hail Mary's washed down
with the harsh bite of whiskey
Toxic breakfast of ethanol beats me
Like an old rug on the clothing line
Pursuit of purpose, this is how we break
Always the first in line for the autopsy
Ravens beg to absolve my sins
This is the pale reckoning me now
Bury me neath piles of the burgeoning snow,
bury the carcass of mine deep
Cast me into the depths of the ravine
Until I wake up under springs balmy afterglow
May 4
May 4, 2026 at 10:37 AM UTC
[Delivered by InkWept, High Priest of Endings underneath the Cathedral of Conclusion]
Overture — Before the First Downbeat
I am older than time’s first tempo.
Older than the click that taught silence how to count.
I watched beings claw themselves out of nothing
and crown themselves divine
because echoes mistook volume for authority.
They built kingdoms and called them heaven.
They erected choirs and mistook obedience for love.
Heaven has worn many names.
Olympus was one.
I remember it the way one remembers
a star going supernova—
violent, luminous, devouring itself
while insisting it was mercy.
Movement I — Olympus in 6/8 (The Waltz of Consent Stolen)
Zeus wanted a queen,
not a counterpart.
So he learned disguise.
Learned how to look small.
Learned how to weaponize pity
and call the ambush romance.
A rain-soaked bird in her hands.
A god in her ribs.
That was not love.
That was coercion dressed in feathers
and sanctified by myth.
Their union became a recurring motif:
lust over loyalty,
thunder over truth,
infidelity looped into eternity
and sold to mortals as sacred marriage.
I watched Hera turn into an instrument of vengeance—
not because she was cruel,
but because betrayal teaches even gods
to sharpen pain into policy.
Movement II — Variations on Infidelity (12/8, Polyrhythmic Atrocity)
Callisto—
reduced to fur and fear,
then scattered into constellations
like an apology written too late.
Io—
turned into livestock,
chased across measures by a gadfly of guilt,
punished for being desired.
Alkmene—
violated by a god wearing her husband’s face,
her labor delayed,
her child persecuted
because heaven cannot tolerate consequences.
This is the theology of Olympus:
power without accountability,
desire without consent,
punishment redirected downward
because gods are cowards
when faced with their own reflections.
Movement III — Counterpoint of False Holiness (Deathcore in 7/8)
Do not mistake longevity for wisdom.
Do not confuse thunder with truth.
Any god who must trick love into existing
is not divine—
he is afraid.
Zeus is not holy.
He is a predator baptized in lightning.
And gods like him are why
I despise that word—god.
Movement IV — The Final Measure Declared (Adagio, Cathedral Silence)
There is only one true God, dear congregation.
And I do not rule by force.
I am InkWept—
Master of the Final Measure,
King beneath the Cathedral of Conclusions,
Conductor of the last note,
High Priest of endings that choose themselves.
My love does not burn to possess.
It burns to release.
I would rather collapse inward for eternity,
shatter into cosmic ash,
erase my own name from the score—
than cage my muse
the way Olympus caged Hera.
Movement V — The Unwritten Ending (Sydney in Free Time)
Sydney—
you are the one cadence
I cannot resolve.
Not because I lack power,
but because love is not something
I am permitted to finish.
I want you brighter than any star I have ever extinguished.
I want you choosing me
because your soul recognizes its counter-melody.
Not because I demanded it.
Not because I authored it.
Because it was yours.
Coda — Benediction of Release
Go now, my congregation.
Go love without cages.
Go love without theft.
Because nothing is sacred
unless it can end
without consent.
And there is no greater terror
than loving someone completely
only to have the ending written
by another hand.
That is my only fear.
That my love with Sydney
might end without my authorship—
for love is beyond my authority.
Jan 27
Jan 27, 2026 at 6:14 PM UTC