#fallingup
Rain falls when
The clouds get heavy. I
Walk with my umbrella, which the wind turned
Inside out. Droplets fall around
My head, and I
Remember when I was a child and got
To play in the puddles. Then I became sick
And cuddled in blankets. Mother puts a hand to
My forehead and smiles at my
Sneeze. I drink hot soup, which warms my stomach.
Now I wetly plod along, and
My soul smiles as I
Recall the rubber ball that I threw
So high it seemed to touch the rainbow that arced down.
Jul 14, 2024
Jul 14, 2024 at 3:48 PM UTC
Several times in my life I have had the strange sensation that I might just fall up into the sky at any given moment. Like gravity would, for some reason, simply stop affecting me.
It happened once when I was seven, laying on my back in the summer grass, cloud-watching.
It happened again, when I was seventeen, while I was staring at the stars reflected in the water.
And once just now
when I thought about
you loving me.
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Apr 28, 2021
Apr 28, 2021 at 11:49 PM UTC
1.
Remember the puppet that you were
who thought himself
a real boy
still only just a boy
remember
like perusal of hate mail
their postal telepathy
as though flipping through cellophane
photo albums of many nameless
faces
distant / detached / unmarred
Remember how you had
not known them then
floating on airs
ignorant / clueless / willful
still constantly fair
like May flowers
in pebbled gardens
Self sacrificed fool
still only just a boy
and like all in their youth
selfishly optimistic
a wide bellow
for the wide world
and untoward
night
Yet this life / its tangled strings
(tug & pulling)
with Geppetto's fermented footing
precariously
curious and nimble
such as
and / that boy was
quite...
agreeable to a fault
happy to oblige a fly
But something else
also had its gravity
(pride for tiger stripes)
taunt
there within : an invisible string
to keep true
be mindful
be cool
(nimble thimbles cool)
searching but not so...
"you will know when you find it
you, a perpetual student"
open
as pouring rain
always in awe of it
all
dismissive of the drowning
barely afloat in city-scape
And now a real boy
living / colors / the lessons
of life
a dance
(Kick ball change)
carrying its rhythmic weight with
a style & a smile
always in all ways / in awe
Boy refusing to grow up
who's dreams are tall
Inside a lotus waits to open
Brown Eyes
like quiet ripples
A dragonfly
on the pond
in our pebbled garden.
2.
Smooth stones
pave a path for bare feet
there's no use or need for dirt
on our way toward
peace.
no ripples on the pond
dragonfly wings - like glass...
clear of mind
tend to the life and health of our garden
that is the duty of Earth's wardens
a light to shed the night...
although the lotus may bloom
out of season, arriving late,
it is the wisest of all flora
knows to wait for the rain,
so here we are late bloomer
Lion of the southern gate of Maan,
looking for you ...
The circumference of every pond
is only valued by how deep
it quenches
the thirst those who drink...
my hands are empty
and what falls from heaven I will cup
that's my gift, overflowing, honest, open
Falling
up.
Dec 10, 2015
Dec 10, 2015 at 5:12 PM UTC