#falklandswar
“15000 Miles Between Heartbeats”
***
You missed my ship—
I shout into the distance,
half anger, half ache.
I’m already on my way,
and you don’t even know it.
The horn fades
into a thinning shore,
and I carry myself
fifteen hundred miles
toward something
I cannot yet name.
Tomorrow—
war.
Battles waiting
just beyond sleep.
Silence stretches wide,
too wide
for men meant to fill it.
My thoughts drift—
home,
where hearts sit warm
and untouched.
But here we stand,
shoulder to shoulder,
steady…
or pretending to be.
Night breaks open—
fire in the sky,
thunder tearing through bone.
Fear climbs quietly,
finding every gap
we try to seal.
Bravery—
a mask we wear well.
Because the truth?
The horror is loud,
sharp,
unforgettable.
Then morning comes—
as if nothing happened.
The storm loosens its grip,
and the sea remembers
how to breathe again.
Laughter returns,
fragile at first,
like it’s asking permission.
Still—
fifteen thousand miles from home,
and somehow
love reaches us.
I sail back—
toward familiar shores,
toward names I know.
But something stays behind.
Grief travels with me,
quiet,
unpacked.
Too many
do not return.
Their journey ends
where ours continues.
And maybe—
that is their peace.
Rows of coffins.
Flags draped low.
A bugle cries
soft enough
to break you.
And the questions—
they don’t leave.
What did they give?
What did they lose?
And who decides
what it was worth?
I still ask that question—
Old photos in my hands,
faces that never made it home.
And still…
I ask—why?
Apr 24
Apr 24, 2026 at 5:09 AM UTC
***
You missed my ship—
I shouted it
into the wind.
Too late now.
The horn sounded
from a distant harbour,
and the sea
took us with it.
Fifteen hundred miles
between me
and home.
Tomorrow
there will be war.
For now,
only silence—
a wide ocean
holding its breath.
And my thoughts
drift back
to where my heart lives.
Then the night
erupts.
Fire in the dark.
Thunder in the sky.
Fear rising
like cold water.
We stand our ground.
Bravery
is often just
fear
wearing a uniform.
The noise—
unbearable.
The horror—
closer
than words allow.
And then
morning.
The guns fall quiet.
The sea
pretends
nothing happened.
Someone laughs.
Someone else
lights a cigarette.
Fifteen hundred miles
from home—
yet love
still finds us.
One day
I sail back.
Home again.
Family waiting.
Familiar streets.
But something
stays behind.
Because not everyone
comes home.
Rows of coffins.
Flags
folded carefully.
A bugle
breaking the silence.
Soft.
Slow.
Tears fall
without permission.
And the question
still drifts
through the wind—
What was given?
What was gained?
By Paul Baldry (LongJohn)
Mar 5
Mar 5, 2026 at 3:39 PM UTC
***
You missed my ship—
I shouted it
into the wind.
Too late now.
The horn sounded
from a distant harbour,
and the sea
took us with it.
Fifteen hundred miles
between me
and home.
Tomorrow
there will be war.
For now,
only silence—
a wide ocean
holding its breath.
And my thoughts
drift back
to where my heart lives.
Then the night
erupts.
Fire in the dark.
Thunder in the sky.
Fear rising
like cold water.
We stand our ground.
Bravery
is often just
fear
wearing a uniform.
The noise—
unbearable.
The horror—
closer
than words allow.
And then
morning.
The guns fall quiet.
The sea
pretends
nothing happened.
Someone laughs.
Someone else
lights a cigarette.
Fifteen hundred miles
from home—
yet love
still finds us.
One day
I sail back.
Home again.
Family waiting.
Familiar streets.
But something
stays behind.
Because not everyone
comes home.
Rows of coffins.
Flags
folded carefully.
A bugle
breaking the silence.
Soft.
Slow.
Tears fall
without permission.
And the question
still drifts
through the wind—
What was given?
What was gained?
By Paul Baldry (LongJohn)
Mar 5
Mar 5, 2026 at 3:44 PM UTC
You missed my ship—
I shouted it
into the wind.
Too late now.
The horn sounded
from a distant harbour,
and the sea
took us with it.
Fifteen hundred miles
between me
and home.
Tomorrow
there will be war.
For now,
only silence—
a wide ocean
holding its breath.
And my thoughts
drift back
to where my heart lives.
Then the night
erupts.
Fire in the dark.
Thunder in the sky.
Fear rising
like cold water.
We stand our ground.
Bravery
is often just
fear
wearing a uniform.
The noise—
unbearable.
The horror—
closer
than words allow.
And then
morning.
The guns fall quiet.
The sea
pretends
nothing happened.
Someone laughs.
Someone else
lights a cigarette.
Fifteen hundred miles
from home—
yet love
still finds us.
One day
I sail back.
Home again.
Family waiting.
Familiar streets.
But something
stays behind.
Because not everyone
comes home.
Rows of coffins.
Flags
folded carefully.
A bugle
breaking the silence.
Soft.
Slow.
Tears fall
without permission.
And the question
still drifts
through the wind—
What was given?
What was gained?
By Paul Baldry (LongJohn)
Mar 5
Mar 5, 2026 at 4:22 AM UTC