#faker
Simulated tastes
Emulated face
Of a careless faker
Think in haste,
Take and you take,
Living life as if it were a race
What will you say, when you meet your maker?
May 1, 2023
May 1, 2023 at 9:19 AM UTC
Treat me right, stranger
not as a false friend, simply
not a pretender
May 9, 2021
May 9, 2021 at 8:48 AM UTC
rivers of dust
ninetynine cents
beastly fightin' wit
glowing nails
ain't no fakirs it is bloodshed
fakers neither knuckles bloodred
feel verse seven: just a bloodbath
Feb 21, 2020
Feb 21, 2020 at 11:23 AM UTC
We will lie and lie
over and over
to try and pretend
that we are happy
Jan 6, 2020
Jan 6, 2020 at 11:46 PM UTC
Perfection salutes him
He creeps into different emotions so effortlessly
It's seamless and edgy
But, he's a nobody within
His own feelings and oneness are rotten
He doesn't even reflect the spark of reality
And that's what makes his faking seem real
Jul 27, 2019
Jul 27, 2019 at 4:01 AM UTC
I am
Lost but Found
Broken but Fixed
Old but New
I am someone
Different
Someone who learned from their
M
I
S
T
A
K
E
S
But you didn't change me or help me.
I did it for me
While you watched from
Afar
Acting like you took part in who I
Am
Today
May 25, 2019
May 25, 2019 at 8:37 PM UTC
finding fake joy in little lies
finding fake self worth in some shoes
new branded item
no one looks up on you for them
just wait 'til the mud tear them down
tell me who what do you see when you look into the mirror
is it someone you like?
is it someone you wanted to be?
the kid in you says hi to me
asking you to grow up so that he can too
to face the real world
like a real man should
armed with ammunition
that is real self-confidence
stemming firmly on the ground of wisdom
not fake accessories and marketing gimmicks
clink another glass
because that's how you face your problems
pout another story
for your non-existent friends to tell
inflated self image inflated ego
who you gonna fool with your little bell
Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 9:52 PM UTC
The sickness
I purged you out
Like a demon
Finger down my throat
Feeling like a sinner
The toilet my only friend
In my moment of darkness
The demons inside
Screaming as I purged them out
The pain
But feeling great
The secrets hid of what I did
Feeling thinner but like a sinner
But a sinner I am
With a head full of demons
Telling me to purge again
Because I will never be thin enough
Ribs sticking out
I will never be thin enough
Until I am dead
And in the end
My demons will win
I already know this
But still I sin
Because I am a sinner
So here I will purge
Away the sin
Down the drain
Into pipes who hide my secrets
That no one knows
Oct 1, 2017
Oct 1, 2017 at 1:45 PM UTC
They all like her, not me.
But it's okay,
Cause I may not be a saint
But at least I play it real.
© Leigh
Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 12:38 AM UTC
You make me ******* sick.
Every inch of my body
Itches to purge itself of you.
You're **** you're ****
You're worthless.
You're a player,
You're a Faker,
And I ******* hate you.
**** a ****
The end.
lmt
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 2:15 AM UTC
I have been playing the game of life
Been dealt a rough hand
Have learned to smile
Fake my way through situations
Learned to pretend I knew
Putting forth just enough
Some would say
You have made it far
Keep going
You can do it
However the end is near
I cannot keep up
The game has overcome me
Pretending won't work
I need real skills
Afraid it is too late
Game Over
Jan 13, 2015
Jan 13, 2015 at 12:22 AM UTC
"I am not a gifted faker like you"
I remember those words each time I see you
You said it so casually and forgot.
But never did it ever leave my heart!
To you it seemed like I could be 2 different persons
Inwardly I know how much courage it took me so.
Can I wear my heart on the sleeve for the world to see?
Is this what you want me to be, bare all for you?
Life is not been the same, since those days, I swear
I will not return to those memories of hurt again.
I fake it because, I need to make it through another day
You are here today, and somewhere else you'll be tomorrow
But I need to go on living and cannot stop for you.
You cannot take that away from me, my desire!
My dreams, my hopes, my ambitious are all I have
Paper boats and pipe dreams you may call it
But it is still my very own, my identity and a part of me
You on the other hand, outsider, stood by and smiled on
Never took the courage to dig deeper.
Shallow it may be for you
Afraid the road was steeper
A mess you never wanted to deal with
A part you never wanted to play.
Hence, I moved on, put a bright face and cheered on
Stronger you made me by your test
Till I could stand apart
from my feelings and look at it like the rest
I am fool to take you so seriously
You were having fun at my expense
Hence now, I can fake it and make believe
I can see it affects you now,
Why is it not the old me?
Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 2:11 AM UTC