#fakenice
my chest's burning like
i'm ready to slam my phone
and i'm just so sick of
adjusting my feelings
revising my words
setting up my smiles
to keep everyone happy
avoid another contrariety
runaway from the reality
a baby born crying then
she was forced to laugh
Oct 19, 2020
Oct 19, 2020 at 8:33 AM UTC
OH you were honest, huh?
I should respect you,
Oh dear,
For being real?
I tell you okay, cool,
thank you!
That I bear you no ill will,
no, no,
Not enough for you,
Elder one,
I must admit,
how amazing you are,
For dropping me,
For something easy.
Immediate.
I get the decision,
Hell, I share most of your reasoning!
But, *****
please,
Get the **** out,
of my life,
If you are going to drop me,
And ask me to respect you,
for honesty.
Like I wouldn't have noticed anyways.
Like you owed me an explanation.
Like you cheated on me.
Like you felt guilty,
or,
decided I deserved it.
When really, you just played the game,
A little better,
and when a fairer breeze came along,
You jumped on,
and flew away,
Dandily.
Well **** you ****
I'll find someone better,
Immediately.
And it's okay.
I'm just being honest.
You have to respect me for,
being real.
Smile.
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 2:17 AM UTC