#facility
The offshore strobe light
flashes up like a bright star --
in the mists of rain.
Feb 7
Feb 7, 2026 at 4:04 AM UTC
I woke up that morning
Just another Thursday
Got dressed and ready
Got to the appointment
What would she say that day
Then my worst fear came to life
I sat in the emergency room
Waited to talk to nurses
I didn’t see the point in lying
I’m then in an ambulance
Getting transferred to a facility
I was terrified of what would happen
I arrived and it was very quiet
Was it because my mind was so loud?
I expected screaming and yelling, like the television shows
It was completely different
Friendly people, humble people
They showed me what strength is
I stayed for five days
Those five days were different than anything I’ve experienced
It taught me a lot
Showed me that it won’t go away
That I have to learn to manage it
That I have to take accountability
My only regret about this whole thing
That I wish I would have gone sooner
I still struggle but is a little easier
Just have to go day by day
Oct 15, 2018
Oct 15, 2018 at 7:30 PM UTC
Something is wrong with my brain
What are we doing?
I think I'm dying
I'm dying
I'm going to die
Am I going to die?
What are we doing?
I'm scared
I don't feel well
-Chu
Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 4:02 PM UTC
Where is he?
He abandoned me here.
They take me outside and the leave me in the cold.
It's my only pleasure in the day.
I need someone with me.
Do you have any idea how lonely I feel?
Do you even know how alone I am?
Where is he?
Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 4:05 PM UTC