#excited
my thoughts feel adrift,
like a breeze filled with memories
is blowing my reality to smithereens
and yet,
it's the most blissful dream,
a layer of fog covers the scene
and a calmness overcomes me,
a smile appears
and i hear a laugh in the air,
i walk towards it,
with happy tears
a new discovery, right over there
from minutes to years
the moment is finally mine
happiness,
without all the fears
everything's gonna be fine
Apr 19
Apr 19, 2026 at 3:44 PM UTC
Walk with me.
Bring me the light
Walk with me
Giving me life
Though the storm
Hold my hand
Give me strength
Being a friend
Feeling alive
Eternal and wise
Heaven has spoke to me
Constantly
You’ve set me free
Thank you Lord
For this opportunity.
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 5:13 PM UTC
I used to smile like an idiot
Every time I saw your name
Excited to read your messages
To know about your days
But now that you disappeared
My phone hasn't ranged
But I still feel like an idiot
Oct 23, 2025
Oct 23, 2025 at 9:03 AM UTC
oh. you actually reached out.
had me for a second there.
thought this friends fallout
will be the last time i swear-
the last time that i will get hooked
the last time that i will get addicted.
but my mind's fluked.
chasing after attention to be excited-
but all i got?
was extra tears and snot.
Jan 13, 2025
Jan 13, 2025 at 8:34 AM UTC
They take the first steps on their journey full of strength and vigor
Eager to change the world and excited to be a part of something bigger
The four set out with heads held high
They look back once and wave to all the people saying goodbye
What adventures will they have together
And what trials will they have to weather
What challenges will they face to help them discover
Not to rely on their own strength, but depend on each other
What must they go through to finally understand
What to do when things don't go quite like they had planned
Will our heroes learn who they are and the crucial role they play
What will they have to overcome and, against all odds, will they finally save the day?
Dec 18, 2024
Dec 18, 2024 at 10:14 PM UTC
no matter how many times
i've crossed these tracks
nor how old i might now be
i will still feel
that childlike excitement
building within
as i look cautiously
left then right and
left then right again
just to be sure
before stepping across
that first metallic line
a symbol of both
danger and adventure
rechecking the signals
as i cross the second
i have never understood
what those lights tell
of the next train's progress
red yellow green
single or double
flashing or constant
no matter how clear
the tracks appear
the uncertainty of
what might soon be
unstoppably approaching
always sets me on edge
momentarily apprehensive
yet exhilarated by
each rushed step
Mar 19, 2024
Mar 19, 2024 at 3:35 PM UTC
Love glows in my chest
Composes my very nature
Tests my every limit
Leaves me sleepless
Restless
Aug 9, 2021
Aug 9, 2021 at 1:11 AM UTC
i hope you will write to me
years from now
when you have grown
when i am old
when you are on your own
i hope you will write to me
and remember my love
a heart-changing
lifetime lasting
blessing from above
i hope you will write to me
and realize just how proud
i am to be your mother
just me and you
surviving all the doubt
i know you will always write to me
because your heart is kind
you loved me well
more than i deserved
forever intertwined
Nov 16, 2020
Nov 16, 2020 at 11:09 PM UTC
As I
Lay on my couch
Watching
Criminal minds I
See out the
Window that the
Leaves are changing
How I love autumn
Halloween and colours
I am the tree in autumn
Year around
As I change my hair colour
Every two months
I am the tree
أنا
استلقي على أريكتي
مشاهدة
العقول الإجرامية أنا
انظر خارج
النافذة التي
الأوراق تتغير
كيف احب الخريف
الهالوين والألوان
أنا الشجرة في الخريف
على مدار العام
وأنا أغير لون شعري
كل شهرين
أنا الشجرة
Sep 6, 2020
Sep 6, 2020 at 3:39 PM UTC
I'm worth more than how you’ve treated me.
I settled for less because I thought I didn’t deserve the best.
I let you come back over and over again,
let you trample all over me.
I blamed myself for your toxicity,
and let you poison me with it.
Eventually i said to myself,
I'm not unworthy of your love.
You are unworthy of mine.
I deserve better friends,
I deserve to be loved and cared for.
Not to be toyed by people like you,
to use me to stroke your egos.
I'll live my life to the fullest.
You’re not worth dying for.
I'll have my own glow up,
do what i love,
and surround myself with those who truly loves me.
Because I totally deserve it.
Jul 24, 2020
Jul 24, 2020 at 10:28 AM UTC
You can be the one, you can be my main squeeze
When I lay you down, I can go fast or move it slowly
I can show you love, even maybe be smooth for you
I can dress up & look real cute for you
If I wanna be naughty, baby, would you really like that?
If I foreplay, boo, would you play back?
Point me to any direction, & watch my affection
Let’s keep this simple, babe, no need for second guessing
Apr 30, 2020
Apr 30, 2020 at 1:20 AM UTC
It's starting to wear off;
The excitement and yearning
It's more of a residual
Longing for those feelings
As time progresses
It will be an afterthought
Of emotions I had
Once upon a time
Apr 18, 2020
Apr 18, 2020 at 4:47 PM UTC
Give me just two of your fingers, it is more frisky;
When excited why act out platonically.
Skin me;
No need to falsify.
Your small hands hold an ocean, then tide me;
Send more white horses to step on my rocky heart;
Of course, sunk already.
Not a submerged foreign object;
Down there I am a reef;
Living for eons, heartily.
You are dear as nature.
I am thirsty, near which slippery cliff is your river.
In the ocean of your hands;
I am fished.
As time passes by, I am more aware of you;
I feel the ocean is not a piece of you;
It is you.
It is like you are offering yourself.
Why is it pellucid?
I can see miles away;
Miles away a dissolving wine.
Your mother calls you;
A crystal big cat emerges from your ocean.
A friend calls you;
You shut your eyes.
Noone comes around.
I notice that I am going to hear a sound;
I hear it, coming from far-flung;
Makes you more chaotic.
Vortical eyes.
Your face is too hot;
It starts to boil;
Rivers come out of your eyes and mouth;
Pouring into your ocean.
No overflow.
What do you represent?
What if you are an atypical?
What do you remind me of?
A bare white-bluish waterfall who offers everything has got?
You have mentioned me in your genome, with a deep shade.
Unclad is an old-hat, we should reveal what we have inside;
By playing with locks.
Suggest me, l will romance you.
Your touch reminds me of the untold.
You freeze, no flow, like it was in the cards.
Your scent, strange.
I should leave to buy.
I hover around you.
My vulnerable bare;
It is up to me to protect you.
I should leave to buy a huge opaque.
I couldn't find my clothing and shoes;
Can I wear yours? Is it weird?
I hear from the neighbouring flat, someone crying in the bath.
You start to tilt and smudge like you were a design on a rug;
I fold it;
Put it in a suitcase;
And leave to exit.
Apr 2, 2018
Apr 2, 2018 at 4:56 AM UTC
I didn’t know what to do
All it took were those three words
Right before our lips touched
And I was speechless
Ooh I was speechless
I closed my eyes and said it too
You smiled as we embraced
And we became one
I was the happiest girl alive
Next thing we know the sun went down
So we stared at the moon and howled
Then we laughed and had some kicks
Nothing with you is ever meaningless
As we lied in bed, I watched you sleep
Once again you took my breath
And I was speechless
Ooh you make me speechless
Mar 11, 2020
Mar 11, 2020 at 11:29 AM UTC
I first knock at your door
To see if this really is it
To find a meaning to my life
I wonder if you really are the one
Deep down I wish it is you
But right above it, there is a storm
Fear, anxiety and despair in a swirl
Only if you could open this door for me
could I really reach out
To the limitless universe of words
Words were always my best friends
And once I see you on the other side,
I will say, "Hello Poetry, I am home".
Feb 13, 2020
Feb 13, 2020 at 2:15 AM UTC
Are you anxious or excited?
Perception tricks
same headspace ticks
Stretch beyond the point of comfort
fearful of the pain it brings
Persist the test through fight or flight
response is timed
Allow for growth
gain knowledge and engage
With experience we evolve
Jan 25, 2020
Jan 25, 2020 at 7:17 PM UTC
I saw you looking
at a snow globe
you said you wanted to go there
I asked where
to China daddy
I asked why
that is where snow is made.
Jan 10, 2020
Jan 10, 2020 at 2:40 PM UTC
room full of smoke
i didn't know beds could be this comfortable
i didn't know you could be this sweet
i didn't know a lot of things before hitting that blunt
but you showed me everything
you showed me another world that i've never seen
you showed me the beauty i didn't know i had
you showed me pleasure i didn't know existed
but you scared me
you drove 40 miles over the limit
you handed me a gun that still had a bullet in it
you wrapped your hand around my throat and squeezed
and i'm scared because...
i loved it.
i've never met that side of me.
Nov 4, 2019
Nov 4, 2019 at 8:52 PM UTC
A painting is passion mixed in
Acrillic Plastic pasted upon paper.
Photographs focus found
Phenomena in plates of particular potions.
Poetry pleads rhythmic prose
Picked per perfection
Yet none of this can describe you.
A relaxing river runs a
Rivalry to you.
A surreal sunset's similarity is a
Strong contender.
Fall's festive fervor holds a
Flame to compete,
Yet all run short of describing you.
You are the shore of a beach,
The gentle capped waves lapping at your feet.
You are the kiss of sunrise peaking over the mountains promising a new day
You are the first cool breeze on a warm autumn day.
You are the smell of fall foliage and
Fresh apple pies in the oven.
There is no one way to describe you,
Just a thousand things.
Almost as beautiful as you.
Oct 11, 2019
Oct 11, 2019 at 11:31 PM UTC