#evelyn
Made the decision to cut certain ties,
when it became a must that I have to rise;
Now the dream's clearer and I will outshine,
yes the divine agenda in my master's design;
It's family first at every cost,
never making the same mistakes of those who lost;
some thought I could not make it so I paid them in full,
Now I am getting there so tell me who is the fool;
whether I live long or die at any time,
may my successes prove that I reached my prime;
grow too big to associate with your people,
it's nothing but the start of a type of evil;
Never drag anyone with you when going up,
let them come running with you or else you drop;
its hard to balance it all in this world we live in,
with the hustling everyday you are lucky to be breathing;
your friends are too desperate and afraid to wait,
do not look up to me cos I can't dictate your fate;
I do what I can to disperse everything I have,
there are too many of you and I don't know who to starve;
They depend on me but I fail sometimes and fall real low cos I am just a man,
hell I don't know if the stop sign will be at my doorstep tomorrow and yes all I had was a plan:
And when some thought they had it all and rubbed it on my face,
I was laughed at and scorned, given everything short of a praise;
it didn't matter then and sure as hell don't matter after all these years'
except it only matters cos it sparked the fire that led me here;
it's very hard to love in a world full of fakes and hate,
keep a pure heart or else you break and seize to elevate;
Try not to Lord your opinion cos you don't know it all,
keep your heart open and know when to build a wall;
If we all contribute a little good we could fix this world(1),
but what is right or wrong when we all have different gods;
become great or die trying(2), leave no stone unturned,
resilience is one of the ways that success is earned;
better to try and fail than not to try at all,
start from something and despise nothing small,
and when it comes to deciding to cut ties,
may it be a decision made by a wise.
Apr 1, 2022
Apr 1, 2022 at 8:21 PM UTC
Its is long overdue
We have already wasted enough time
We have carried this weight, these baggage and so much emotional turmoil, for too long, it blinds us and hinders us
Making us uncomfortable, unacceptable, unable to grow, unable to see what needs to be removed from our lives and unable to overcome obstacles
But I am too afraid....
No, we are afraid to remove such a blindfold and such a hindrance
It seem almost impossible
Because these are things that I....
No, these are the things we treasurer the most.
Apr 11, 2021
Apr 11, 2021 at 11:46 AM UTC
Dear, sweet young Evelyn.
I'm sorry
But God needs you
By his throne in heaven
Your time will be short
But you'll meet your parents
Your stay won't be long
Yet filled with love of all sorts
As I have watched over
Both Mom and Dad
So must I protect you
Even if it makes them sad
I'll save you from a fallen world
From pain and hurt
You'll never know anger and hate
Wickedness, Evil or Malice
Your life
Was not without meaning
You brought back unity
To a divided family
Above you'll be kept safe
From what man will put you through
The devil's hand
Will never lay a finger on you
Once again
Sweet Evelyn
I'm sorry
But it's time to go.
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 10:59 PM UTC