#estuary
I have never understood
how some people can kiss
and remain continent,
no coastlines redrawn,
no tectonic surrender.
For me, every mouth is a monsoon.
Every pair of hands
leaves behind
a residue of constellation.
I am porous as pumice,
cathedral-thin,
a lung taking in
more than air.
The boy who wore cedarwood cologne
still lingers in the sleeves of my sweaters.
The girl who hummed old jazz
braided herself into my playlists.
Someone else taught my fingers
the delicate angle of a cigarette,
how to hold it
like a secret
between two trembling saints.
I cannot touch without absorption.
Cannot leave without sediment.
My closet is a reliquary.
My throat, an archive of borrowed laughter.
My tears taste faintly
of other people’s salt.
Some call it attachment.
I call it osmosis:
the quiet migration of essence
through the semipermeable membrane
of my ribcage.
How could I survive
a carousel of strangers,
when each goodbye
is an amputation
performed without anesthesia?
I would rattle,
a wind chime made of fingerprints,
clattering with borrowed ghosts.
No,
I am not built for the revolving door.
I am an estuary,
where every river I have loved
empties itself into me
and stays.
I would rather be solitary shoreline
than carry
the brine of a hundred
meaningless seas.
Feb 11
Feb 11, 2026 at 4:54 AM UTC
The illusion is shifting again
The columns melting stone to blurred sand
Kiss the River bed, saturated nutrient flow
Estuary, opposites mixing like friends
Meeting our ends, meeting our ends
The Compost heap rots and withers,
In preparation to add to the cycle again
The moment is fleeting
Gather, pull the light close to your Chin
Hold it on the sides of its head
And gaze, gaze deeper and deeper again
May 27, 2020
May 27, 2020 at 9:03 AM UTC
The air is slow and still
faint puttering of the last barge
shunting coal downstream
city on the edge of sleep, settles
city on the edge of night, darkens
stretched steel and stone relax
cooling to a grey relief
reeds and sedges ripple
under bridges
and on the edges of the river
city in the gaze of moonlight, sighs
city in the haze of moonlight, slips
in the steady wash of tidal waters
and the brackish water of the estuary
come the bodies from the shore.
© M.L. Emmett
Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 5:51 AM UTC
A perfect love would be
An estuary...
People say if its meant to be
Then it will be
People also said that there's fresh and salty
Different waters... Different flows... Different tides
I want a love like an estuary
For you and me
A place where that river can kiss the sea
It doesn't matter whether fresh or salty
Whatever race, religion or country
If its real love, then it's meant to be
Traveling far and wide
In order to unite in one tide
Yes, most definitely!
I desire a love like an estuary.
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 4:53 PM UTC