#enimies
Dear shawna.
I wish to inform you
That I am forgiving you
And wishing you well
For the best karma
I need as
I am Buddhist
Though I cannot be compassionate
Towards you
For only Allah is compassionate
To all.
According to Islam.
I am only human
A flawed creature
Who can only forgive.
Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 6:45 PM UTC
Be the light in the world, they say.
But how can I be a light, when it feels so dark?
How can I be a light when all I do is burn out?
Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick goes the dark
Tock goes my dignity
Tick goes the light
Tock, it burns out
Watching the hours go by,
Watching my life fall out of line.
The timeline does not exist for
I haven't found it yet.
Am I not fit for the job?
Do I not have the potential?
Am I not good enough?
I roll out of bed, get dressed, put on some makeup;
So at least I can be seen in public.
I go to school.
I hang out with the kids that aren’t like me because at least, I am not alone.
I eat lunch with those people because at least, I don’t sit alone.
Those people made me someone who I am not, and someone I am not proud of.
Those people I call my friends, don’t see me as who I am, only as who they want me to be; and that’s enough for them.
Those people I call my friends, don’t care, they don’t understand, they don’t see, they don’t look. For the person who I really am.
I want to be a light, but it feels too dark for me to shine
at least a little bit.
A couple months later
I don’t hang out with those people I used to call my friends.
Because I found my light, I have chosen to be me, and not them.
I have chosen to follow my heart instead of my mind.
I have chosen not to be a fool.
Apr 16, 2018
Apr 16, 2018 at 7:03 PM UTC
When I wear black
I feel so intense
Like nothing can stop me
Nothing can get in my way
I feel unstoppable
And powerful
It's also scares my enimies away so it's win win.
Jul 22, 2015
Jul 22, 2015 at 12:17 PM UTC
Its funny how your words hurt more when your not speaking them.
Its funny how you blame me for the action when you continued it.
Its funny how you leave, then get mad at me for being distant.
Its funny how much you hurt me.
Its funny how much I take.
Its funny how much I blame on myself
Ita funny how i still love you
Its funny how neither one of us can tell who's worse
This acctualy is not funny at all
Because I just lost my best friend.
Amd im never getting her back.
And she will never
Accept my apology
But i am sorry.
All i ever wanted to do,
was help,
I promise,
Im so sorry
So leave me Alone
And let me cry.
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 1:04 AM UTC
The burn in my chest is always there.
Bit by bit I'm changing.
Am I melting? (in your arms)
Or am I flaking and charring?
Either way I am no longer the same. (Soul)
Am I hardened from you leaving me out in the cold?
Or am I soft from all the heat?
(Temper temper,love)
We both always knew that I was no match
However much it subsides it will always return
This thing we call friendship
Is the cause of our cracked skin
Our white knuckles
*Our melted hearts are now turned to dust.
The fiery embers that set them aglow have faded.*
Our words scatter with the wind.
be careful,love
Wouldn't want to choke..
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 10:54 AM UTC