#englishpoem
I can't explain whatever I feel,
It's just that I really want to heal.
There is nothing to hide,
All I want is to get rid of this roller coaster ride.
Where it is hard to survive,
There I am who really want to feel alive.
The one who is looking happy outside,
You won't know they might be dying inside.
If you have nothing for me to teach,
Then darling I really don't need you to preach.
The hardest part of being an adult,
Is that you always need validation which you get from your result.
It's very easy to complain,
What really hard is to explain the pain.
You don't need to apologize,
What you really need is to be wise.
And there we are telling a story in brief,
And a heart full of grief.
If one can ever make you feel divine,
Believe me the pleasure all be mine.
Jun 22, 2020
Jun 22, 2020 at 3:17 PM UTC
One of these days
I'm gonna leave this place
I'll disappear
Far away from here.
I'll vanish and everyone will be clueless
Left wondering about my existence.
I'll do everything I want alone
Myself, my only companion.
Jun 11, 2020
Jun 11, 2020 at 7:56 PM UTC
You have become
a part of my life
Your name
is written in my heart
Loving you
is a choice I made
Darling,
you are always worth the pain.
Jun 11, 2020
Jun 11, 2020 at 2:05 AM UTC
I can still recall
When I was young a lifetime ago
I cried over my skinned knees
Memories with my peers
Running around without footwear
Having friends that are rare
I was so optimistic and happy
Can I go back from the past? hopefully.
May 30, 2020
May 30, 2020 at 8:56 AM UTC
Everytime he's around,
My heart pounds.
Oh my love,
You make my mind peaceful as the dove.
When I'm with him,
I could nearly scream.
I've fallen from his eyes
He gave me those butterflies
When I'm with him,
My world gleams
From dim.
Miles apart
But still, you have my heart.
Apr 18, 2020
Apr 18, 2020 at 7:48 PM UTC
sat here all alone
"you're gone"
still hard to hear
when I'm still here,
stuck with what we used to be
tried reaching out,
"I don't love you anymore"
you shouted so loud.
i was your favorite place to go
but you found another home
Jun 15, 2019
Jun 15, 2019 at 12:34 AM UTC
Out of style, out of place
Who would like this unattractive face?
Unable and sometimes called cattle
I failed, they chuckled.
I cried a bucket and I just dodge.
Losing my self-esteem.
I need to recharge
It's difficult being different
But dear, you're magnificent.
Jun 28, 2019
Jun 28, 2019 at 7:35 AM UTC
Nicotine and *******
Will only cause you pain
Just say no!
No to drugs
Yes to God
Save your life, your future.
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 7:43 AM UTC
S - top glamorizing drug addiction
A- lcohol isn't the answer to the problem
Y- ouths should have self control
N - arcotics are illicit and dangerous if taken
O - h darling!
T- hink several times before acting out foolishly
O- verusing and misusing affects the body
D- rugs are bad and against the law
R - enew connection with God
U - nfollow negative people
G - o for the good ones
S - ave yourself before it's too late
Mar 1, 2020
Mar 1, 2020 at 7:38 AM UTC
how many days have been
you lived through the cold
with seeping numbness
right through your holes
how many days have been
you lived with a void
hard to see or even hold
oblivious of its existence
but felt right through the bones
how many days have been
you slept under the muddles
you can’t even count or say and tell
the puzzled nights have passed
as you walk liberated
unchained from the hideous hooks
we bring in the fire
you thought you eternally loose
as the fire burn and rage and blaze
you glow and flare and free yourself from haze
keep the fire burning and let it all loose
never let anyone **** its ooze
cause life as we know it
can be cold and dark and filled with gloom
but with your weapon of warmth
you light up every corner
shimmer and smolder frosted nooks starved of life and vigor
until hell freezes over, ever bring in the fire
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 4:35 AM UTC
Long way to go
You come from no where
And just disappear somewhere
Dancing in a zig zag manner
I don't want your kiss
I don't want your touch
I need my space
To drive the long way
Jun 9, 2019
Jun 9, 2019 at 10:44 AM UTC
Hushed noise,
flowing river.
Hushed lust,
flowing love.
Frozen thoughts,
watered emotions.
Frozen truths,
watered lies.
Dusted iron,
sinking vessel.
Dusted keys,
sinking heart.
Dec 1, 2018
Dec 1, 2018 at 6:01 AM UTC
Only three months left before the year ends
I have not much money in my name
Nor a perfect job I have
I always tried to live happily
With the small happiness which makes me happy
I tried to get a suitable job
Which interests me more than anything else.
May be I tried taking life less seriously
Or maybe life never took me seriously
Or maybe life has planned some other things for me
Whatever it may be
I know or shall come to know
Very soon or later on
But this day
When I am writing this poem
I feel free to let my words speak for me…
Sep 30, 2018
Sep 30, 2018 at 11:25 PM UTC
My endless emotions can ..
Never be described..
My emotions can not
Ever be confined..
My mind always has more to write..
But raindrops..
can not ever be described..
My heart always has more to delight..
But this happiness..
can not ever be described..
My beats always has more words to unite..
But desire..
can not ever be described..
My fingers always has ready to indict..
But creation..
can not ever be described..
Wet soil's fragrance can not be defined..
The joy of childbirth...
can be only realized..
The expressions of love..
can not be clarified..
The soul of words..
can not ever be described..
May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 7:13 AM UTC
friendship becomes deeper
and love was developed
but as years passed by
Our friendship turned cold
then our love faded
Our Untold story buried in the past
where explanations remained unanswered
The scar that reminds me of our love
and remember the story of our history
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 6:43 PM UTC