#encaged
"I never knew it was toxic, until I tasted freedom with love. I never knew what it was like to be loved, without being encaged. But now I can take my decisions, I can roam free. I can be loved and be my own person. I chose what I do today and forever.
It was love before, it is love now. But now he loves me into independence. I discover more about myself. I find myself healing.The stifling breath, and aching sobs in my chest are slowly fading. It was love before but the bad outweighed the good. Too weak and in love to leave. But I am not a possession, I am my own person."
- excerpt from a monologue of breaking free from a possessive relationship
Jul 25, 2019
Jul 25, 2019 at 4:09 AM UTC
Inheriting independence
Intruding boundaries
You let your actions stem
from insecurity and jealousy
You want to protect me
But now I feel,
I need protection from you.
You’re taking my life and air;
Choking
Caging
Suffocating
And Stifling me.
Love me
Don’t own me.
Protect me,
But don’t bound me.
You’re being possessive
That it turns out obsessive
And sometimes situations get aggressive.
Fire burns in your love
But your intentions become impure.
In becoming possessive
You became invasive.
You try to move my blood to your accord.
Try to be the nerve to my muscle.
But you’re blinding my eyes with tears
And leaving myself internally screaming.
It is like a curse that brings problems without a cause.
I want to b r e a t h e
I want to s c r e a m
I want to f l e e
I wonder,
Where did all the happiness go?
Because I just find myself lamenting
over the days that pass by.
- Beautiful Sensitive Soul
Feb 20, 2018
Feb 20, 2018 at 7:25 AM UTC
I feel trapped,
If I knew what was keeping me encaged
I would be free
Sep 15, 2017
Sep 15, 2017 at 6:54 PM UTC
Rumblings
Tummbling
Pain
Insane
Pendulum
Swings
Graves
Enslaved
Lust
Prevention
Corruption
Autonomy
Interdiction
Craves
Plenty
Flickering
Selection
Benighted
Intention
Equivalence
Quivering
Slithering
Impingement
Claws
Causes
Crippled
Laws
Unbalanced
Inoperable
Unrequited
Injustice
Rain
Moon
Falling
Low
Control
Space
Lovers
Standing
Under
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 7:58 AM UTC