#emotionaltrauma - Hello Poetry

You have damaged me very badly Ensuring that I hate you madly You have caused me a lot of emotional trauma By being a queen of sheer drama You pretended to love me as a friend Instead, did you trap me in a toxic bond! You have damaged me very badly Because, you were only after my money You are much worse than an enemy Because, never did you truly want me to be happy You have caused my self-esteem to crash For that, you, should God punish!! You have damaged me very badly And may be thinking coolly That you are now going to have a great life But I warn you, you are going to be in strife You will get divorced soon And find yourself alone Ignored by almost everyone Finally, will you know then What it means, to be betrayed By someone you dearly trusted Well, now I totally hate you But I will eventually forgive you Only because of my love for Jesus And then I will finally find my inner peace But you will never find yours Goodbye and good riddance!!

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Apr 5, 2025

Apr 5, 2025 at 11:38 AM UTC

Ashwinkumar1989

You Have Damaged Me Very Badly

You have damaged me very badly Ensuring that I hate you madly You have caused me a lot of emotional trauma By being a queen of sheer drama You pretended to love me as a friend Instead, did you trap me in a toxic bond! You have damaged me very badly Because, you were only after my money You are much worse than an enemy Because, never did you truly want me to be happy You have caused my self-esteem to crash For that, you, should God punish!! You have damaged me very badly And may be thinking coolly That you are now going to have a great life But I warn you, you are going to be in strife You will get divorced soon And find yourself alone Ignored by almost everyone Finally, will you know then What it means, to be betrayed By someone you dearly trusted Well, now I totally hate you But I will eventually forgive you Only because of my love for Jesus And then I will finally find my inner peace But you will never find yours Goodbye and good riddance!!

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I was a kaleidoscope Every hope,faith I made symmetrical pattern Yet I know nothing I Saw the world through magnified lens, Microfying lense Before I knew to pronounce letters greater than five Yet I know nothing The power to completely detach from my soul Yet be Completely entwined The web of veins That cannot function without the other Yet I know nothing Pain far worse Worse than shrivel of knives Scattered through all my senses Yet I know nothing The vastnes of pain Each knowledge it comes with I've been through it Understood it Empathatise it Yet I know nothing Yes I am That kaleidoscope My limitation is only war A defect I'm happy with

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Feb 27, 2025

Feb 27, 2025 at 12:01 AM UTC

GreY

Kaleidoscope

I was a kaleidoscope Every hope,faith I made symmetrical pattern Yet I know nothing I Saw the world through magnified lens, Microfying lense Before I knew to pronounce letters greater than five Yet I know nothing The power to completely detach from my soul Yet be Completely entwined The web of veins That cannot function without the other Yet I know nothing Pain far worse Worse than shrivel of knives Scattered through all my senses Yet I know nothing The vastnes of pain Each knowledge it comes with I've been through it Understood it Empathatise it Yet I know nothing Yes I am That kaleidoscope My limitation is only war A defect I'm happy with

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Sometimes the chapter doesn’t end the way you predicted It’s on a cliff hanger but you can’t read ahead Because it’s not time yet You’re too tired You need rest But what the hell comes next And you’ll lose a little bit of sleep over it But isn’t that life? You make your bed, you lay in it But your dreams aren’t always pleasant. What the **** is up with soggy pizza, anyway? Walked out on a peer Expecting you to be there But all I saw was a girl, drunk With some lake water logged dough. She offered me some, but I passed her up And proceeded down the planks to find you But I couldn’t go any further because it ended At the dark, murky edge. **** I see your hands when I look at mine And you are standing in front of me When I close my eyes. Coming face with reality, But what is it anyway? Woke up and felt like these past months were all a dream 2019 All the agony Of losing you Was all I felt to be true. Emotional distress, Was what I saw in my lack of rest. A million tear meltdown I just cried These past two years held inside And there’s that whisper, be here now Even in the darkness These shadows of pain And psychological disdain It’ll be okay, it’ll be okay It’s not the end Just a new beginning That hurts as bad And it’s the past that makes me sad Much more than the present Maybe it’s about time I let it go, I let you go And even when I can’t seem to What else is there to do? Just feel it out, Ride it out, These Ocean waves Tumbling me across The Stormy seas It’s much more than the gentle breeze I felt when I caressed your face While getting lost in your gaze. I thought I was ready for this But all I wanted was the bliss Holding you close, heart on the mend Now alone with my own dread Waking up With nightmares of you dying, And me without you, crying.

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Jan 10, 2021

Jan 10, 2021 at 5:11 PM UTC

Earthenheart

million-tear-meltdown

Sometimes the chapter doesn’t end the way you predicted It’s on a cliff hanger but you can’t read ahead Because it’s not time yet You’re too tired You need rest But what the hell comes next And you’ll lose a little bit of sleep over it But isn’t that life? You make your bed, you lay in it But your dreams aren’t always pleasant. What the **** is up with soggy pizza, anyway? Walked out on a peer Expecting you to be there But all I saw was a girl, drunk With some lake water logged dough. She offered me some, but I passed her up And proceeded down the planks to find you But I couldn’t go any further because it ended At the dark, murky edge. **** I see your hands when I look at mine And you are standing in front of me When I close my eyes. Coming face with reality, But what is it anyway? Woke up and felt like these past months were all a dream 2019 All the agony Of losing you Was all I felt to be true. Emotional distress, Was what I saw in my lack of rest. A million tear meltdown I just cried These past two years held inside And there’s that whisper, be here now Even in the darkness These shadows of pain And psychological disdain It’ll be okay, it’ll be okay It’s not the end Just a new beginning That hurts as bad And it’s the past that makes me sad Much more than the present Maybe it’s about time I let it go, I let you go And even when I can’t seem to What else is there to do? Just feel it out, Ride it out, These Ocean waves Tumbling me across The Stormy seas It’s much more than the gentle breeze I felt when I caressed your face While getting lost in your gaze. I thought I was ready for this But all I wanted was the bliss Holding you close, heart on the mend Now alone with my own dread Waking up With nightmares of you dying, And me without you, crying.

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Love Huh, How do one get over this trick? That has deluded me for ages The meaning I misinterpreted for decades Lies……… All lies!! Scammed of my innocence And didn’t even realize, Broken, pitiful, self-depreciating Still, I cared less Longed for that affection I knew I would never get You’re clingy, I was told Like a fiend I craved, hungered Worse from addiction Truly, I was blind From the signs that carelessly lingered From the sovereignty I lived with for years Oh 'Empty smiles' I could wear them so well Hoping it gets better, it never did One language ''Hurt'' More Hurt, It really did hurt I swear The Tears, PAIN Memories, They just keep coming Blackmailed my emotions Tormented my conscience. The blankness, abandonment, Stillness Blossoming pain with every beat I lost my self I lost me, But held on hoping for more No! Begging for more A tiny bit…… yea Praying it gets better Then I fell hard in cupid An abuser I choose It’s all a secret, such a fool No one would ever know. Dire for help but would not accept any, I need time I say, for what exactly? Love is blind I guess, It will turn out well I hoped It’s all good Through it all I got a gift The best of its kind In the 'New' I find solace, Experience laughter, peace Though the word 'love' still eludes me, Still I stand holding on, Expecting a contrary force To whisper in my ears as I behold it "It's no trick, it’s no lie, it's no mirage, and it's right here... Looking straight into my eyes" Finally, I overcame Wait! did I?

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Oct 25, 2018

Oct 25, 2018 at 6:34 AM UTC

charmingquin

'' Heal Me ''

Love Huh, How do one get over this trick? That has deluded me for ages The meaning I misinterpreted for decades Lies……… All lies!! Scammed of my innocence And didn’t even realize, Broken, pitiful, self-depreciating Still, I cared less Longed for that affection I knew I would never get You’re clingy, I was told Like a fiend I craved, hungered Worse from addiction Truly, I was blind From the signs that carelessly lingered From the sovereignty I lived with for years Oh 'Empty smiles' I could wear them so well Hoping it gets better, it never did One language ''Hurt'' More Hurt, It really did hurt I swear The Tears, PAIN Memories, They just keep coming Blackmailed my emotions Tormented my conscience. The blankness, abandonment, Stillness Blossoming pain with every beat I lost my self I lost me, But held on hoping for more No! Begging for more A tiny bit…… yea Praying it gets better Then I fell hard in cupid An abuser I choose It’s all a secret, such a fool No one would ever know. Dire for help but would not accept any, I need time I say, for what exactly? Love is blind I guess, It will turn out well I hoped It’s all good Through it all I got a gift The best of its kind In the 'New' I find solace, Experience laughter, peace Though the word 'love' still eludes me, Still I stand holding on, Expecting a contrary force To whisper in my ears as I behold it "It's no trick, it’s no lie, it's no mirage, and it's right here... Looking straight into my eyes" Finally, I overcame Wait! did I?

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