#emotionalrelease
Birds plucking dirt out of my eyes—
this vision scavenged clean.
Inner angry voices circling overhead,
and ugly choices with hooked beaks.
I take the battle into my own hands,
knuckles twisted with truth and lies—
a courtroom built in my skull,
thinking through crime eyes.
There's a crime of passion—
where the heart gets stabbed first.
***** it—I rip the roof off my thoughts
just to see what leaks out.
Broken ceilings, exposed skies,
biting into life with a missing tooth—
survival looks feral, when you’re far
from home and even farther from love.
So vultures kneel on barren ground,
their shadows choking the soil
where no seed dares breathe.
But something violent is growing
in me—
...a rose forcing its way
through bone and dirt,
thorns clawing out of my eyes
to pinch my dreams, awake.
Exotic? Ironic?
No!
Just a body crying more hours
than it sleeps— starving in fields
where weeds grow faster than food.
Still; somewhere beyond this wasteland
there has to be a place where something
living can finally feed.
Mar 15
Mar 15, 2026 at 6:22 PM UTC
I sometimes fear
that one day the lock will crack,
and all those quiet whispers
will rise at once.
The door will open.
Light will flood the room.
And there it will be—
the final chapter,
standing in the open.
The pain won’t hide anymore.
It will step into the daylight,
moving through every line I write.
What was buried
will find its voice in poetry.
What was hidden
will finally be revealed.
And somehow—
through the power of verse—
the ache I carried
will begin to heal.
Mar 3
Mar 3, 2026 at 7:34 AM UTC
She stands, it calls her
From the cold and damp, stale air
These walls - a cage now
Orange flowers a scatter
Past the plethora
To the quiet green, she moves
Shadowed sussurus
Of leaves, root and soil afoot
They whisper. She stops,
And settles into the grass
Her eyes, blinking slow
Cool gusts move
through her fingers
Softly, she exhales
She didn't know she'd withheld
That breath -
Now a tear
Jul 20, 2025
Jul 20, 2025 at 7:38 PM UTC
It's raining
Precipitation I did not foresee
The clouds have been there, but when did they grow dark?
When did they grow heavy, laden with this buried pain?
Kept at bay, the vault to be forgotten
Yet here you are, bringing forth the rain
Why couldn't you just have stayed safely locked away?
Yet it's not all bad, the rain brings comfort, that of familiar sorrow
"There may be pain in the night, but joy comes in the morning."
It's a terrifying thought, yet a dream I cling to: joy, happiness.
We fear the unknown and these things are just that.
Though I await the rising sun, I cannot hearken for the morrow.
Sep 4, 2021
Sep 4, 2021 at 5:12 PM UTC
She learned from a young age that
Rage,
Anger,
Defiance,
Meant nothing.
Not to her
Nor to others.
So she kept silent
As silent as the sun can
When she's raging in the vacuum of space.
Her eyes would ***** with tears
And her jaw would clench in frustration.
But she'd rather stare into hell and cut off her tongue before it meant anything.
She is a patient woman they say,
She is a proper lady
She is as passive as a flower
And as kind as sunlight after a thunderstorm.
She is a balm to the suffering and to the evil.
She is God's child.
But
I have thorns
I can burn you
I can drown you
She has a child’s temper
In a woman’s body.
She weeps alone,
Rages alone,
Starves alone.
She quietens her struggle
And pretends she is only marble.
Grief is an option
And
Anger is a choice.
She chooses neither
So she feels nothing.
How she would like to
Yell and scream!
How she would like to hurt,
To let go
And hold on selfishly to her happiness.
Freedom is an option too.
She does not choose it.
Aug 30, 2020
Aug 30, 2020 at 5:30 PM UTC