#emotionalintimacy
I do not know if it’s all illusion—
but I adore when someone lies awake, eyes wide with dreams,
tracing blades of grass, searching for me
among flocks of white herons.
I adore how someone falls in love with me
while watching a deer—hair spilled wild, resting
in pale blue light, waiting, almost breathless,
for the hour of longing to end.
And I adore it more
when they listen for dew to learn if I have arrived;
cradling a young hare, wondering if I, too, am restless;
holding a white flower, smiling softly,
gazing at swans and thinking of me.
When rain falls they run outside
just to feel me near.
I love it—
after the long day fades, or in the burnt stillness of afternoon,
when they return, weary as a dove, and look for me—
yes, I love it.
May they remain like rainfall—
gentle, everlasting, felt upon skin and soul.
Sep 20, 2025
Sep 20, 2025 at 1:36 AM UTC
Oh yes, I deserve to be touched like a song —
The kind that hums warm beneath your skin,
Truly the kind of verse that lingers after it's gone,
Feelings like lips chasing honey, aching to begin.
I'll be a hundred miles out of breath; no ease —
Not to drift through love like life’s just a breeze,
But to feel the weight of it, strong and long —
Not to breeze through kisses like they don’t belong.
Let me find the centre of her hive, even if it stings —
I’ll wear the wounds for the sweetness it brings.
And I'll give buckets of love — _let her be my list,_
Filling up her day as a bucket list; every joy I’ve missed.
☐ To check myself daily — _am I still right for her?_
☐ To write emotional cheques that mirror her worth
☐ To admire her skin like diamonds, her hair like dusk
☐ To breathe in her scent — warm myrrh, not just musk
☐ To love her as one who's fully unmasked and just,
☐ To rise beside her in creation; like Adam from the dust
☐ To speak smooth words not to convince, but soothe
☐ To be her steady stillness, to be her rhythm, her truth
☐ To warm her up like tea after long, many loud days
☐ Then to spill the tea of our day, in the softest ways
☐ To hold her close where she can safely freefall
☐ And to keep my arms armed, but never build up walls
‘Cause everyone’s quick to think love peaks with *** —
But true touch starts when the soul, and another connects.
Where her rivers rush not from the waist, but from her heart,
And your love leaves graffiti on her walls, becoming fine art.
As you don’t paint over passion — _you trace, and extend,_
As you learn and value all of her curves, love and her bends.
To be a market of marvels; variety with depth in store —
So she aches with wonder for what's in store.
__She truly deserves more.__
Jul 31, 2025
Jul 31, 2025 at 1:17 PM UTC
It beats pretending— whispering
_I don’t like you,_ even as a lie;
The lie quietly bruises my mouth.
I swallow those very words, my
Throat tight whenever you’re near,
Chocked up by your presence
Words cut like scythed phrases,
Brushing past my lips, swept
By the tongue, chasing dust.
We all get a little messy —
Running after the one we love.
Dec 16, 2025
Dec 16, 2025 at 2:15 AM UTC
History writes itself, becoming like the sun;
surrounded by stars, surround-sound chaos
singing through all of us. Bodies built from
utensils; food for thought the only menu we
ever trusted.
Claims of someone, feeling like magic on
the tongue; sweet enough to make silence
blush, warm enough to soften every cold
place inside your ribs.
Bones, muscle, presence— that’s all we
are at first; until touch teaches the body
another kind of language. Still waters in
words, spring resting in a garden; to grow
gently upon one's earth, like rain finally
meeting their land; landing on soil tired
of thirst.
To learn somebody slowly, eye by eye,
breath by breath; the scent of their soul
opening up, like orchids after dark.
Love, making history of us both;
ploughing open guarded hearts, planting
trust beneath skin, finding connection
in the trembling bloom of being fully felt.
And maybe that’s why history will
always write itself— because human
hearts have always longed to be touched
deeply enough, to grow.
May 14
May 14, 2026 at 4:17 PM UTC