#embarrassments
I hate myself sometimes
I know I shouldn't
But I do.
I hate myself for being so insecure.
I look at other people
And wish I could be like them
Wish I could have as many friends
Wish I could be as skinny
Or as likeable.
It really takes a toll on you.
Hating Yourself.
I wish that I wouldn't hate myself
For liking THAT boy
The one that plays every sport possible
And would never notice band geek like me
I wish I wouldn't hate myself
For every little mistake
Every little mess up
Every little embarrassment.
But it's what I do.
I hate on myself.
And I hate that I hate myself.
Aug 3, 2020
Aug 3, 2020 at 4:39 PM UTC
Why, why me? But
I slept, ate and swam
Eight months. Make it nine
In your extremely ****** up
***** The hell, you said
I could be sold, for cash.
He said no, then why did he
Go around. No business
******* people, with a family
Back waiting. My loss
They say. But still I'm considered
Lucky, now with them.
I want to say, sure as hell
You never know. There ain't
No difference. No
Ain't an ounce.
Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 4:06 AM UTC