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20 October 2011 Some things are so distant, hard to get Just like people who easily forget All through these years, little have remained Of beautiful memories bleached 'n' stained Standin' b'fore the ruins of the past Destroyed by personal desires and greedy lust Come fallin' off the ground like a raw fruit Too young to nourish, cannot face the truth I can hardly recall our comings 'n' goings together Our beginnings 'n' endings scattered somewhere Too much pretenses, void of true feelings We're sour grapes contemplatin' for lost things Stayin' or leavin' doesnt matter It's a choice I've not decided soon after This head hurts thinkin' too much Some things are b'yond recall as old love is such
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Sep 29, 2015
Sep 29, 2015 at 12:29 PM UTC
B'yond Recall
19 July 2012 Don’t speak to me anymore I don’t want to hear your voice Those bitin' words feedin' on my soul Unable to hate the sweet you Your words are daggers buried in my chest The pain is worth the risk I take These words are hard to swallow Poisonous, like the infamous red apple Once again, one more time How can it end like this? I cannot believe These memories become a blur Slowly leavin', our time is dyin' Countless promises have left me I don’t know what to do, I die a little Catchin' your breath, I’m blown away Your touch is unstoppable Like the wind beneath our wings Coverin' my ears, I don’t wanna hear Shuttin' my eyes, I don’t wanna see I don’t know where we stand There are no stars and the rain is fallin' It’s dark, twisted and beautiful But I’m home and coming
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Sep 24, 2015
Sep 24, 2015 at 12:27 AM UTC
Home and Coming
18 July 2010 Three years, eleven months, thirty-eight days and nights. Times Ive waited since we separated flights. A lot happened in between, forcin' us to change our lives. Starin' at the same old wall clock, hopin' that right time arrives. The warm leaves fall in sentiments, reminisced for old-time-sakes. Tears of joy pooled the mem'ries, all the time it takes. Should I wear? That same old smile, even just for awhile. Or rather just, keep my silence, try feelin' your carved presence. These days kept comin' back, all over again. All my heart is nothin', but a dark den of pain. What if I never, met you? Or simply, I never fell head over heels in love? What if you only listened, to your heart? Could have it been me and you, til we never part? What if roses never wither, never loses its red? Its thorns never hurt, wounds never bleed. Three years, eleven months, thirty-eight days and nights after. I'll wait again albeit, it takes me forever.
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Sep 21, 2015
Sep 21, 2015 at 8:13 AM UTC
What If
16/19 May 2014 Jane, I remember How you took my heart away Just like that, your words Are pressure ‘n’ friction Rubbed back ‘n’ forth To beget a single spark Set my heart on fire, burnt with d’sire But we were young ‘n’ innocent I thought it would pass, soon But I was wrong I asked myself, When did I start writin’ letters? And never send them. If I did, t’was twice or thrice written My head was happy, but my heart wasn’t Half-heartedly tellin' you what I feel Never lettin’ you know how much I love you Just words: generic ‘n’ meaningless Always sayin’ it’s not yet time You didn’t even know All those feelings ‘n’ gestures Were switchin’ on ‘n’ off Some days I would feel strongly ‘bout you Some other, I didn’t know Never findin’ courage to tell you B’cause I wasn‘t sure anymore Your smiles, always remind me Of the sun, so warm ‘n’ raw Decisively charmin’ ‘n’ infectious All life glowin’, yet completely lethal It melts my heart every time I see you smile. I could go on like that forever. I didn’t just picked you, I chose you And I’m thankful to Him twice my life already Someday, the butterfly in your finger will fly Wherever it takes you, I hope I’m the one you remember I feel light ‘n’ happy to be able share to you Like the first time, I’ve atoned for my sins I blew up a lot of chances But you always come around When I almost lost you I just accepted the fact That this, this will ne’er gonna happen Not in this lifetime. But here comes the universe And surprisingly conspires with me again I had so little time to tell you this And so many times that I wanted to But my mouth will not cooperate. I lose my thoughts. I get cold feet. I can’t catch my breath. So I changed my mind every time I come near you I would’ve wanted to explain myself But I didn’t get an openin’ to do so And I didn’t know where to start. B’cause if I did, You will know the storms inside me And if I crossed the line, I knew there was no comin' back. I was not prepared to lose you I played the game Of spillin' clues ‘n’ gut-feels, But it didn’t work out, right? That feelin' when you like Someone so much that you think And overthink how to tell her And how anxious you are That she may not feel The same way about you. All this time and in between, I was just too scared to do that My insecurities eat me again Walk to the town ‘n’ out of the blue, We have no more words to say The silence was awkward, I wanted to grab your hand ‘n’ hold it, So we don’t have to talk much. But I guess, it would’ve been worse I don’t know why you do that to me. I have a lot in my mind to say, But I cannot speak.   Thank you for keepin’ me company. I’m sorry if it took me so long To say all these bottled-up feelings.   It’s been runnin’ in circles around me And now I want to resolve them. I want to make peace with myself. But I have not acted upon it. I always did calculated moves Held back my thoughts before you I didn’t want to lose, Before I get even started I cannot assure myself this, yet now I can. With all the ups ‘n’ downs I’ve been through, Pain is no different already. I am no longer afraid To the thought of gettin’ hurt I love you and I’ll be— Hurtin' for that, forever. All the poems I wrote you We’re not even close as half To what I want you to read I have written so much That I’ve been dyin' for the day You can finally read them I wonder if it will ever come These feelings could've gone All the way forever without you knowin’ But, you were ignorin’ me. I don’t know why. I think of you all the time. I had this emotional baggage For the longest time now And at some point, I knew, It would snap. I had to release them. I tried so much to contain them B’cause I value everythin’ that we have now, Our relationship with each other. I am happy that we are friends I’m very lucky to have met Someone like you. But, I just have to let it go somehow. You’re like a best-sellin’ book Or a dandy set of clothes That I can be contented Just watchin’ from the outside. But with that glass in between, I will not know how good that book is— Or if those clothes will fit me nicely. I have to read it or fit it. I believe there’s so much more That I have to know about you And that girl outside the glass Is so much more inside. You tormented me, Jane Into summer blues and, Cold ‘n’ lonely rainy nights Listenin’ to the mixed tape I gave you Lookin’ at the picture of you In a painting I draw But you didn’t see me The sunglasses covered your eyes I don’t know if you chose to But this is the price, I have to pay For not tellin’ you, the truth But now, I did. I just want to say sorry All these feelings long bottled-up Have escaped completely from me I have to hold myself back Never wantin’ you to hold on To whatever that has to do with me Maybe, I can go on and one day I will be over you Everythin’ in its proper places I have loved you for five years But for now, it’s time For me, to stop countin’ All of the stars or sheep I’ll watch them from here Who knows, maybe it’s still you At the end of the universe
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Sep 20, 2015
Sep 20, 2015 at 7:14 AM UTC
Dear Jane
16/19 May 2014 Jane, I remember How you took my heart away Just like that, your words Are pressure ‘n’ friction Rubbed back ‘n’ forth To beget a single spark Set my heart on fire, burnt with d’sire But we were young ‘n’ innocent I thought it would pass, soon But I was wrong I asked myself, When did I start writin’ letters? And never send them. If I did, t’was twice or thrice written My head was happy, but my heart wasn’t Half-heartedly tellin' you what I feel Never lettin’ you know how much I love you Just words: generic ‘n’ meaningless Always sayin’ it’s not yet time You didn’t even know All those feelings ‘n’ gestures Were switchin’ on ‘n’ off Some days I would feel strongly ‘bout you Some other, I didn’t know Never findin’ courage to tell you B’cause I wasn‘t sure anymore Your smiles, always remind me Of the sun, so warm ‘n’ raw Decisively charmin’ ‘n’ infectious All life glowin’, yet completely lethal It melts my heart every time I see you smile. I could go on like that forever. I didn’t just picked you, I chose you And I’m thankful to Him twice my life already Someday, the butterfly in your finger will fly Wherever it takes you, I hope I’m the one you remember I feel light ‘n’ happy to be able share to you Like the first time, I’ve atoned for my sins I blew up a lot of chances But you always come around When I almost lost you I just accepted the fact That this, this will ne’er gonna happen Not in this lifetime. But here comes the universe And surprisingly conspires with me again I had so little time to tell you this And so many times that I wanted to But my mouth will not cooperate. I lose my thoughts. I get cold feet. I can’t catch my breath. So I changed my mind every time I come near you I would’ve wanted to explain myself But I didn’t get an openin’ to do so And I didn’t know where to start. B’cause if I did, You will know the storms inside me And if I crossed the line, I knew there was no comin' back. I was not prepared to lose you I played the game Of spillin' clues ‘n’ gut-feels, But it didn’t work out, right? That feelin' when you like Someone so much that you think And overthink how to tell her And how anxious you are That she may not feel The same way about you. All this time and in between, I was just too scared to do that My insecurities eat me again Walk to the town ‘n’ out of the blue, We have no more words to say The silence was awkward, I wanted to grab your hand ‘n’ hold it, So we don’t have to talk much. But I guess, it would’ve been worse I don’t know why you do that to me. I have a lot in my mind to say, But I cannot speak.   Thank you for keepin’ me company. I’m sorry if it took me so long To say all these bottled-up feelings.   It’s been runnin’ in circles around me And now I want to resolve them. I want to make peace with myself. But I have not acted upon it. I always did calculated moves Held back my thoughts before you I didn’t want to lose, Before I get even started I cannot assure myself this, yet now I can. With all the ups ‘n’ downs I’ve been through, Pain is no different already. I am no longer afraid To the thought of gettin’ hurt I love you and I’ll be— Hurtin' for that, forever. All the poems I wrote you We’re not even close as half To what I want you to read I have written so much That I’ve been dyin' for the day You can finally read them I wonder if it will ever come These feelings could've gone All the way forever without you knowin’ But, you were ignorin’ me. I don’t know why. I think of you all the time. I had this emotional baggage For the longest time now And at some point, I knew, It would snap. I had to release them. I tried so much to contain them B’cause I value everythin’ that we have now, Our relationship with each other. I am happy that we are friends I’m very lucky to have met Someone like you. But, I just have to let it go somehow. You’re like a best-sellin’ book Or a dandy set of clothes That I can be contented Just watchin’ from the outside. But with that glass in between, I will not know how good that book is— Or if those clothes will fit me nicely. I have to read it or fit it. I believe there’s so much more That I have to know about you And that girl outside the glass Is so much more inside. You tormented me, Jane Into summer blues and, Cold ‘n’ lonely rainy nights Listenin’ to the mixed tape I gave you Lookin’ at the picture of you In a painting I draw But you didn’t see me The sunglasses covered your eyes I don’t know if you chose to But this is the price, I have to pay For not tellin’ you, the truth But now, I did. I just want to say sorry All these feelings long bottled-up Have escaped completely from me I have to hold myself back Never wantin’ you to hold on To whatever that has to do with me Maybe, I can go on and one day I will be over you Everythin’ in its proper places I have loved you for five years But for now, it’s time For me, to stop countin’ All of the stars or sheep I’ll watch them from here Who knows, maybe it’s still you At the end of the universe
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23 May 2010 I see you go, walked away from me Plead everythin' down on my knee I can't stop you, pull you around I try to catch, but I'm held on the ground You ran away, like these tears would fall Helpless as I rewrite our mem'ries in your wall Blowin' up the sands of time for what it has done Lookin' through the old places we've gone I look at you b'yond my eyes could see How can my love be trapped? Can't set it free Now that I'm down to my very last shot Just don't know if I can make it or not I'd like to stay in your eyes But you step back, threw a look cold as ice I cried cos these tears in your eyes Never had or will ever suffice
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Sep 19, 2015
Sep 19, 2015 at 2:39 PM UTC
In Your Eyes
08 July 2010 The dark azure sky trembled from afar The rain seems to fall leavin' a scar Why now? When loves dead 'n' gone What else would make things done? It pains me much. What should I do? To make this feeling stop 'n' go One day, the blames on me For I never waited and see Feelings, unless we **** these We can't go on, life's never at ease I'll say goodbye even for a while Just for a while, without your smile No need of bittersweet words to excuse Whether I understood or not, or I'm confused I win or lose that all will be my luck And we cant bring those used-to-haves back There's no reason for me to stay For you wanted to dream and run away Cos I feel, I'm cold as frost in the stars Someday, love will leave cold 'n' blue scars
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Sep 18, 2015
Sep 18, 2015 at 3:20 PM UTC
Frost in the Stars
12 August 2013 I remember my first love Like how I remember my name My name written next to hers Or like a chorus to the song We used to sing together I remember her face Every time I look in the mirror As if she stares through my eyes When our gazes used to meet in the air Or how we withdraw from each other Some things are constant reminders Of what our years had been And we know, we are wiser this time Love is no longer a game, Played by two people in love But a serious commitment With all honesty 'n' devotion We have learnt from those mistakes Swore to never repeat them It pains to feel it It hurts to remember again All the fun 'n' excitement flew like balloons Short-lived, yet it brought us happiness Sweet as a cone of ice cream Meltin' under the summer heat There’s nothin' like first love And everythin' that we used to have We always remember, we don’t forget But we no longer, feel the same Time obscured the mem’ry with smoke Forgotten like ashes, of a dyin' cigarette
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Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 1:31 PM UTC
First Love
November 2007 If only I have felt this before My life would be worth livin' for Tranquility kills me slowly Yet I keep on movin’ silently If only I have been strong This won’t take long I know I’m not that brave To leave diaries on the grave If only I have saved you Anythin' between us will do If only I knew my worth You must been here back 'n' forth If only I have taken one step away I might have been with you until this day I found myself goin' back to you Cos I have fallen for you too If only the rain has come again Bathed my fears to regain Told me what to do Begged me to stay, not to let go If only I thought, things would be the same People I thought safe to play with It was just indeed worth everything If only I have done something
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Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 9:50 AM UTC
If Only
13 November 2012 I needed a break to figure out, Everythin’ moves in a roundabout. I don’t know what I did now, It's just easy for you to leave somehow. The words you said, how cruel those were I can’t believe; I’m hearin' it up here. I’m tryin' to be okay, to be alright But real emotions stay to mix 'n' fight. Never thought it hurts so bad, I can’t get over you even if I had. You’re givin' me a broken heart, After all we’ve been through apart. I always thought— you’d be the one But baby, now you’re gone. I’m gettin’ weak ‘n’ wicked too My heart is constantly dying for you It’s not what that doesn’t **** me, That makes me stronger at all. It’s your love against all odds, But there’s no longer a love like that.
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Jul 25, 2015
Jul 25, 2015 at 9:33 AM UTC
No Longer a Love
13 November 2012 Said you’d never leave me, Whilst lookin’ at the horizon we can’t see. Still— I believe your words fairly As you’ve spoken it to me clearly Here we are standin’ in front of each other Oblivious, we only make things harder You’ve packed your bags, spared nothin’ Just like that, you robbed me of everythin’ I can’t fully stand to this setup, Feels like this love wasn’t enough We’ve suffered in silence for long, Now it’s time to rewind the song But this last kiss you blow, Like a gust of wind, I need to let go. No matter how I wanted you to stay, Just like water, you’ll find a way. At the station, waitin’ for your train Feels like winter in November rain Change is hard, but we gotta learn As wood on fire will surely burn
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Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 10:13 AM UTC
Train Station
*21 November 2012 * We see it fallin' down like an old tower Took it for granted, all b'yond our power We never saved it, thought t’was b'yond repair But the next things took us unprepared I want to begin again, despite the worry By sayin', I’m wholeheartedly sorry For bein’ so coward and disdain I know it costed you so much pain I want to begin again, as long as it takes By acknowledgin' these simple mistakes And hope you’d forgive 'n' forget These faults are mine alone to regret I want to begin again, after all Like the first time we met last Fall T’was fated, but still feels surreal T’is heart— hope will mend ‘n’ heal I want to begin again, like this When we have no one to diss Like the last time we met in the house When all the anger ‘n’ aches arouse I want to begin again, without a clue By bein' honest, simple, and true B’cause they don’t know about us Our nightmares turn from dreams to dusts My lips tell it’s no joke to me Take a look into my eyes and you’ll see Can we do it all over again, minus the pain? B’cause I just want us to begin again
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Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 11:54 AM UTC
Begin Again
4 February 2014 Every day, I stood b'fore this path of concrete I walk miles and miles away in discreet The pain— I drag all along the way It doesn’t matter if I am not okay Sometimes, the wind would assault me Some other times, the rain takes its toll Day and night, I leave them be It’s always same, , I got to roll This is a two-way street: I’m tryin’ to find you You— tryin’ to hide. The sky has never been so blue As it turns silver ‘n’ black like bruises in your arms You never told me, love like poison harms I lift my head and gaze at the distance Turn back, to the track I cover at that instance My mind wants one more step, never give up My heart stops, be content, I’ve done enough I look up to see the stars glowin' like big eyes Watchin’ over me, listenin’ to my dead cries Your silent treatments I cannot withstand How I wish, things were different in my hand But I’m no longer holdin' on to those days I never had a chance b'fore I can This highway is long, a windin' abyss I’m caught in despair like a lonely man
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Jun 10, 2015
Jun 10, 2015 at 1:15 PM UTC
Highway
12 March 2014 You didn’t just jumped off from— That building like some falling debris You were a piece of a bigger puzzle, That needs to be solved Cordoned by the yellow line Bathed in redness of sorrow I keep lookin’, I keep askin’ But you closed your eyes And forever vowed for silence We are our plates ‘n’ glasses At some point, we’re gonna break Into a thousand bits ‘n’ pieces of— What we’re made, the little things Unreasonably brittle ‘n’ razor sharp So when they collect us, pull us together It hurts, pain cuts through the insides Bleeding like old wounds Left untreated ‘n’ cared for You’re a fallen star, so distant ‘n’ cold You should’ve talked to me, I would’ve listened anyways. But you chose not to– I can only guess from the signs, You’ve left me my friend. Don’t you worry, the universe Conspires with me and together We will solve the mystery Of your short life. I feel you, every time I pass this place I remember how you draped the road Your pale arm peekin' under the white cloth The rain may have washed, The footprints that bore your mark But in my mem’ry, I see you— Crystal clear from the first light of the day Inside the eye of the storm Trapped. Never to get out Stars fall every day, we just don’t see it The light is too intense, for our eyes But it doesn’t matter, maybe Its time has come to inspire A hopeless man that I’ve become I find it hard to accept Every night when I close my eyes That my courage has to come From shooting stars ‘n’ falling objects
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Jun 9, 2015
Jun 9, 2015 at 1:41 PM UTC
Falling Objects
12 March 2014 You didn’t just jumped off from— That building like some falling debris You were a piece of a bigger puzzle, That needs to be solved Cordoned by the yellow line Bathed in redness of sorrow I keep lookin’, I keep askin’ But you closed your eyes And forever vowed for silence We are our plates ‘n’ glasses At some point, we’re gonna break Into a thousand bits ‘n’ pieces of— What we’re made, the little things Unreasonably brittle ‘n’ razor sharp So when they collect us, pull us together It hurts, pain cuts through the insides Bleeding like old wounds Left untreated ‘n’ cared for You’re a fallen star, so distant ‘n’ cold You should’ve talked to me, I would’ve listened anyways. But you chose not to– I can only guess from the signs, You’ve left me my friend. Don’t you worry, the universe Conspires with me and together We will solve the mystery Of your short life. I feel you, every time I pass this place I remember how you draped the road Your pale arm peekin' under the white cloth The rain may have washed, The footprints that bore your mark But in my mem’ry, I see you— Crystal clear from the first light of the day Inside the eye of the storm Trapped. Never to get out Stars fall every day, we just don’t see it The light is too intense, for our eyes But it doesn’t matter, maybe Its time has come to inspire A hopeless man that I’ve become I find it hard to accept Every night when I close my eyes That my courage has to come From shooting stars ‘n’ falling objects
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14 March 2014 There are nights when I find, Myself alone under your grace Your presence carved In my surroundings I’m lost again. Why do I never learn? When you always Show me the way Nothing is dark enough At this night with you I can’t be afraid Up there, you’re just Watching me over Until the first light Of dawn rises Inside of me This journey along The dark and long night Sail through the sea Of charcoal clouds and Fish for the stars Anchor in the moon And just like that– Awed by the mixture Of dreams and nightmares The beauty of contrast Of beautiful and grim The two sides Of the story Short days and The nights are long. We found each other's Company. Loneliness, let’s not— Put it in the heart. You’re not alone, Hold my hand as you Guide me to safety. You’re my direction My north star Polaris
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Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 11:55 AM UTC
Polaris
15 March 2014 Right from the start, Our fates had been drawn. You and me— Like magnets Of the same pole Never to attract As one. We will always Repel each other No matter how hard We try, we just don’t Get along together And in every passing Of time, our universe Widens, guarded By a force field That does not know About love We are stronger, Than the things that— Hinder our cause. We don’t blame, Ourselves. Our nature or What we’re made of— The fault does not, Lie within us. It’s in our stars, Written before We’re even born You may choose To follow the path Laid and foretold by Constellations, Broken bones and fire Slipping through Our cracks Or make your own From sticks ‘n’ stones But I— I am ready to fall Fit into your trap Win or loose Dead or alive I’ll do what it takes To be with you Forever and a day I love you, even we’re— Thwarted by bad luck I don’t mind us, being Star crossed lovers
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Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 12:47 PM UTC
Star Crossed
14 April 2014 Last night, you stayed with me You listened to my thoughts As I looked deep into your eyes I tried to understand What you feel. I gave myself to you We consumed what we can But you're huge ‘n’ high as the stars Implodin' inside my head I’m not good enough for you. In the morning, you left Faded like those stars last night Not a trace of love Not a strand of hair Not a kiss mark on my neck. All the light shattered On the windows Blinded by love In the shadows I left my bed, the way it is Look at you in the picture frame Kiss you long ‘n’ close enough But only cold glass met my lips I wipe my tears, B’fore they dry Never knowin’ if I can See you again This evening Or if last night Was the last
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Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 1:17 PM UTC
Last Night
14 April 2014 Love is love. *** is *** Don't be confused.
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Jun 2, 2015
Jun 2, 2015 at 11:56 AM UTC
Love & ***
14 April 2014 On quiet mornings like this The fog withdraws b'fore the dogs brawl The shroud of despair covers me Like last night's cold sheet All over us, like some unseen wall Wherein we cannot hear each other You don’t talk to me– You no longer do. I wish, I would know why I wish, you would say somethin' I miss you, like that— The sun, exploding b’fore Raybans and endless blue sky At sunflower fields where We play hide ‘n’ seek You flash a smile at me, Like how the sunflowers— Follow the sun All through the day ‘til it got away. I was just a wayfarin' stranger, B’fore I was your summer love. I was out of your plans, You didn’t see me comin'. I was not part of the symmetry— The Fibonacci sequence That runs in your blood In your hair, in your skin, In your heart. I am just a distraction— In the morning, you will see The light, guidin' you Some orbit, holdin' you in place 'til you complete a cycle Of your seasonal journey; Prized seeds of youthful aspirations You will wilt, soon enough And close your eyes After the crows devour On your dreams— Nightmares that fed, On exotic seeds. But I am here, guardin’ you Will scare them ‘til they— Fly away ‘n’ never come back, Like this once summer We all ever have. For our love ‘n’ happiness Only grown in sunflower fields
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May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 11:22 AM UTC
Sunflower
15 April 2014 Sometimes, I want to push you To the edge, past your breakin' point See what happens afterwards How can you handle yourself? Put you in a lot of stress Strain your spirit Consume your love No matter what’s Little left inside I’m raw 'n' ruthless— I’m gonna burn you down ‘til all your ashes flitter up And settle on a damp Ground, to kiss my feet And cleanse my soul. I have wronged you, I can never be forgiven. I have broken a promise, But it’s not made to be— It was already broken, Long b’fore t’was made. I can love you better, Than I will ever be— But my mistakes already Caught fire, spreadin’ Like wildfire, unstoppable. Destroyin’ everythin’ That’s comin’ its way Slowly, your water Is softly killin’ me Yet I don’t care at all I’m dying, losin’ my fire You’re tryin’ to save me But you can’t— B’cause I am fire And you are water We can love each other, But we can never be together. You know the drill, When you hear that sound. You have to do what’s right Or I will lose you and Everythin’ that we can ever be. I cannot live on ashes of regret, This love I can never forget. Keep the red button of my shirt, The sign of my undyin’ love. So when the time comes, That you have to choose Between me and them— Don’t worry, I’ll be fine Just hold me in your arms And push the fire alarm
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May 29, 2015
May 29, 2015 at 10:11 AM UTC
Fire Alarm
15 April 2014 In a few hours, we will Grow apart from each other. I will never see you again But maybe, you will see me. Passin’ along the way, Never knowin’ who you are. But for now— Let me miss you, Just until I don’t. It’s rather a strange time When we met, I was down Broken into bits ‘n’ pieces Of the universe and her. But you seemed to care About me ‘n’ liked My flaws and everythin’ In between my legs. On the other hand, I still couldn’t find anythin’ That I don’t like About her. In fact, I believed— That we are the mundane, Jack and Rose In this lifetime A hundred and two years later And countin’, still… But you— You are different from her, Like how the silence Would fill the war room. There’s no tinge of uneasiness to it Our breaths cadence with each other Our hands found their ways To remove the cloths that bound us Our lips meet in utter urgency It was comforting. Somethin’ inside you Made me safe To anchor my ship And dock in your harbour As the storm ravages Everythin’ that’s left Of the universe and her, and I Every morning, I try to Figure out what went wrong. But “nothin’” was all— She could ever say to me I was hopin’ she’d say That I messed up, that We couldn’t be what we are b’fore Or there wasn’t much— To talk about anymore, Anythin’, but nothin’ Really at all. The silence is dreadful, I no longer felt safe. The comfort of havin’ her, Was replaced with— Great amount of uneasiness. I was hurt and felt— Unwanted. Lately, it’s hard to see her With strangers around Who’s a thousandfold Interestin’ than me. But it’s harder to see her, In ethereal happiness with them. Maybe the universe wants Me to love you and forget her, But I miss her and I love her Probably too much— That I still wear my heart on my sleeve. You— you’re just a loose change Of everythin’ that we’ve through. Here’s two cents of my thoughts: You can have me, But you can never love me. The universe and her, and I— We are the mundane, Jack and Rose After all…
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May 20, 2015
May 20, 2015 at 9:12 PM UTC
Loose Change
15 April 2014 In a few hours, we will Grow apart from each other. I will never see you again But maybe, you will see me. Passin’ along the way, Never knowin’ who you are. But for now— Let me miss you, Just until I don’t. It’s rather a strange time When we met, I was down Broken into bits ‘n’ pieces Of the universe and her. But you seemed to care About me ‘n’ liked My flaws and everythin’ In between my legs. On the other hand, I still couldn’t find anythin’ That I don’t like About her. In fact, I believed— That we are the mundane, Jack and Rose In this lifetime A hundred and two years later And countin’, still… But you— You are different from her, Like how the silence Would fill the war room. There’s no tinge of uneasiness to it Our breaths cadence with each other Our hands found their ways To remove the cloths that bound us Our lips meet in utter urgency It was comforting. Somethin’ inside you Made me safe To anchor my ship And dock in your harbour As the storm ravages Everythin’ that’s left Of the universe and her, and I Every morning, I try to Figure out what went wrong. But “nothin’” was all— She could ever say to me I was hopin’ she’d say That I messed up, that We couldn’t be what we are b’fore Or there wasn’t much— To talk about anymore, Anythin’, but nothin’ Really at all. The silence is dreadful, I no longer felt safe. The comfort of havin’ her, Was replaced with— Great amount of uneasiness. I was hurt and felt— Unwanted. Lately, it’s hard to see her With strangers around Who’s a thousandfold Interestin’ than me. But it’s harder to see her, In ethereal happiness with them. Maybe the universe wants Me to love you and forget her, But I miss her and I love her Probably too much— That I still wear my heart on my sleeve. You— you’re just a loose change Of everythin’ that we’ve through. Here’s two cents of my thoughts: You can have me, But you can never love me. The universe and her, and I— We are the mundane, Jack and Rose After all…
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15 April 2014 The sea is callin’ to me The clouds hidin’ in the mountain All the light explodin’ b’fore my eyes The powdery sand coatin’ my feet The footsteps left on the shore Tryin’ to find, relivin’ you I would’ve followed you, Anywhere. I caught myself— Throwin’ pebbles at the sea, Like how we used to skipping stones And runnin’ across the bay Until we get tired And our cheeks sore ‘n’ red Like the watermelons We **** to quench The thirst of our— Youth 'n' childhood. The sand in your hair The sea in your eyes— Deep as the colour of The sky at high noon. I miss them, I could get drowned Into them and never Survive, but happily Close my eyes To feel the sun and All your love. For the last time, Forever. The freckles on Your cheeks, Remind me of those Distant islets— Neighbouring, The beautiful summers Of our lives. We watched every sunset Took a lot of photographs I saw you surf, Over ‘n’ under the waves And thrown back into the sea, Like a fish that— Jumped out of the net. You can't drown it, In the water. I remember the time, When we had fun Who knew happiness, Can be intoxicating? It was a brief, Yet close encounter. It’s summer once again Everythin’ is comin’ back: The people, the place The mem’ry Except— you Never knew, I’d miss you You’ve scarred ‘n’ left me, Like sunburn— Seven summers, later.
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May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015 at 1:54 PM UTC
Sunburn
29 May 2014 It’s just another night And I’m starin’ at you Saw you smile ‘n’ laugh I thought ’bout you Our days as I travel Back to the time When I was The reason for that Smile A few drinks ‘n’ I’ve loosened up The night is young I can’t help starin’ at you And not say anythin' at all All these years We were young, then And now, the wrinkles around our eyes Define us, how things have changed How people like us have changed And everythin' in between You said you were sorry You said I was your last love Ironic, that the opposite’s true But settin' aside, what we have Lookin' past the window Towards the past I tripped down at memory lane I couldn’t remember how Things were I don’t regret any of this Let’s just settle in bliss Your outburst, romantic or not Let’s put them as it is I don’t mind, but I wished You didn’t ask We were okay Our hearts have healed What’s done ‘n’ over Is done ‘n’ over But I understand If you’re sufferin' From a romantic Relapse
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May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015 at 9:25 AM UTC
Relapse
April 2006 She’s more than just, A pretty face that lasts A heart that beats like chime That loosens the sands of time Time reveals what inside What you feel, when she’s beside Love is a statement of art Found deep in every heart Portrait of her face Craves me to win the race Race for the fairest In her heart, I really insist Cotton clouds may drift Art maybe a curse or a gift But one thing is for sure I love you, for who you are You make me free to fly I couldn’t deny, I couldn’t lie Your colours make me alive To face life and to survive You're the one, my only you The fairest out of the blue The one to paint the art of love In thy heavens above
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May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 4:08 AM UTC
Art of Love