#eli
One petal fell, the other rose from the ground.
But the timing was precise.
Something hid the linings from the petal
to manipulate its falling, but who was it?
No one saw or heard. They said the petal was too sensitive, it fell on its own,
but why was the petal sensitive?
Why was the petal in the wrong for falling?
But the falling had its meaning, a reason, that made it the petals hope not to fall alone, it had a reason to hide, but not the fall?
Will anyone see? Will anyone hear?
Why would they never understand?
It's small and fragile, but if it can fall on its own, can it fall by a throw
Who did it? Who left unscathed?
Who laughed? Who caved?
The petal saw someone, who was it?
The one who rose,
It rose after throwing someone's dream, leaving them in pieces, and no one saw true..
They just said, '' one petal fell, the other rose.
Jun 24, 2025
Jun 24, 2025 at 1:00 PM UTC
what do they write for me?
in the sky?
what do they have for me?
in their eyes?
where do i belong?
far by the gods and galaxies,
do i belong?
will i ?
Jun 24, 2025
Jun 24, 2025 at 6:25 AM UTC
"Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?"
So He said in despair.
Son of The Father, you call him?
Now, He is so unfair.
Why did A Father abandon His child?
A wrong number.
Do you all believe in falsehood?
Unmonitored childcare.
Even Eli's Son found His faith unsure.
Then how can you be so sure?
The Son thought that The Father abandoned Him.
Is such a
Father
trustworthy of your human faith?
I'd have such a Father under probation,
And His Child under human protection.
Find your faith in Rámà and Křšņà
Because they are both the same.
He is Vìšņù,
The Conserver.
He is without any sin,
The Faithful Protector.
He will never betray you.
Wait for the Kalki to reveal,
As for the Devil's faith, Kalki will dismantle.
Oct 27, 2019
Oct 27, 2019 at 6:40 AM UTC
There's no Honeymoon
for a guy who lives in a hidden
mountain villa in Montenegro,
but still in all, Eli didn't want
to bring his new wife home just yet.
Ivan was hanging with the bands
fluid line-up as they came in & gave
them ideas for new projects;
the Unknowns had no set written music;
their lyrics improvised & memorized
& repeated endlessly into
reverberating batteries of over-amplified
microphones & studio tricks like buzz
saws & screaming babies ... ...
the sound of the Uks came out as a loud
blare that deafened one instantly & bringing
on the instant forgetting of the immediately
preceding moment; the mind going
numb as the sound took over
& the body convulsed drunkenly all over
the room ... Ivan was seeking
an overweight ****** but they all
seemed to have vanished
from the earth. The crabby old Babushka's
could still be had for a bottle of cheap
***** but for once Ivan had real
money to burn & as the band's
defacto lyricist, ***** came in a can
not only stamped 'Guaranteed' - [ ]|||-|||| |
they were stamped all kinds of ways |||| |
What puzzled Ivan most was why he
wasn't ******* someone right then,
but since he couldn't be certain he wasn't;
he looked beneath himself to be sure.|
Nov 20, 2018
Nov 20, 2018 at 5:48 PM UTC
year after year
i fall once again
like leaves fall every autumn
just so everyone can step all over me
me roots then rise
i blossom
only to later fall again
-depression always comes back
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 4:21 PM UTC
i feel drunk when i think
about you
like
you were a past memory
a dream
fantasy
as if you were never real
Feb 12, 2017
Feb 12, 2017 at 1:10 AM UTC
you're lovely
**he said
and suddenly
her cold heart
was dead
and the art
within her
begin to bloom
like an april flower.**
Mar 29, 2016
Mar 29, 2016 at 9:33 PM UTC
**please just kiss me until my lips go numb,
trace my skin until my heart starts beating in rhythm like a drum, whisper things in my ear that'll make me go dumb,
darling I would say more, but I should probably stop and now I'm done.**
yours and only yours,
[ h e r]
Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 11:42 PM UTC