ramblings of my craziness ~
its 1 : 28am and am walking in circles in my room with my lights switched off
the thoughts in my head are at light speed hitting me in the reversing direction in the back of my skull 
silence finally speaks to me 
such is the ambiance right now 
cold and coarse outside 
my feet are going numb because of this winter night 
i can even hear the buzzing sound of nihility 
echoing now 
its overwhelming feeling all together 
the feelings between my lungs are in havoc like a thousand supernovas at mayhem , detonating....
i just don't feel myself right now