#earned
No ghost dancer gave me eyes,
eh, who says
You were not there, you did not see.
the people fleeing bombs bursting in air,
oh, say, can you see, the Hotchkiss crews, cheering
as they watch forty or so shells in each series,
so many, like nine of those guys, shooting two,
breechloading cannons, field artillery with airburst
shrapnel rounds at fleeing women and children,
and some, went so stark raving mad, after that,
we had fifty years of drunk indians, life was hard,
nobody had sense enough to sit still and forget,
let it go, as no hold on me, no papers pending
retribution for the life I had, no, I smile, I'm okeh,
I gotta good seed sown some time ago, fruits every year,
just needs a good five decades to get through the rock
Hwéeldi, meaning "the place of suffering.
Hard won wise ways we out live the liars,
Peace is easy, War is hell, and hell is an idea,
not a very good one, it doesn't make sense,
it does make dissonance, too loud, alarm
or gears needing grease last year, is why
prayers who pray for shows, ticket sellers
wives and children, pray for shows success,
attract all the attention in the world, just so
should you ever befriend a dead Marine, say
semper fi, and be ready to be asked, do you
have any idea what that really means,
{meet the spirit of Sgt. John Wikel, as imagined}
after you think about ever for a while,
bed bound, no strolls, no relaxation
but kind and considerate wiping,
so a soul so vulnerable doesn't
feel like, you know, people say ****
I say it, too, but, I don't think about it
legit, idle words, we can cook witshitwished
regretted never fretting yeast, as in us, code,
identical yeast code, runs in us, okey
that's new, right, I learned that, today, so
I can still work a thought up from a meander.
Dine'
concept of Hózhó—
Ai defines as
a totalizing philosophy
of beauty, balance, and universal order
that governs every aspect
of the physical and spiritual world.
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 10:08 PM UTC
stray thought: hard earned wisdom
is there any other kind?
the easy come ~ easy go kind,
kinda never quite sticks around
long enough to make an
indentation like facts, kinda like
factuals memorized for a school test,
gone so quick you never truly
had them to keep, beyond the
inevitable ending by a bell
ringing
true learning means the earning,
the earning is hard, painful, oft,
gained usually at greatly
but not~too~cheap a cost
which makes sense,
long,
or even short,
knowing, comprehending, & remembering
can created to be
savored, favored, and welcomed
each time from the recesses it
comes unconsciously summoned
no one more surprised
than you!
at the value of
a memory precision tooled,
ready, willing and able,
to be re~loved when
the heart doth summon
like the face of the one who got away....
Mar 12, 2025
Mar 12, 2025 at 9:51 AM UTC
stray thought: hard earned wisdom
is there any other kind?
the easy come easy go kind
kinda never sticks around
long enough to make an
indentation just like facts
memorized for a school test
gone so quick you never truly
had them to keep, beyond the
inevitable ending by a bell ringing
the earning is hard, painful oft,
gained usually at great cost
which makes sense, long,
or even short, created to be
savored, favored, and welcomed
every time it from recesses it
comes unconsciously summoned
but never confuse smarts
with wisdom,
snarts (snarky smarts)
can be obtained, purchased,
but wisdom is always
and only
hard e a r n e d
Mar 2, 2025
Mar 2, 2025 at 7:43 AM UTC
I take good advice
Even if I don't like the source,
Because I trust in knowledge
And in the pursuit of more.
I think for myself,
Because I cannot allow others to;
Evidently, not many do.
I place my respect, like I place my trust-
As to how I pay-
When it has been earned.
Jun 17, 2024
Jun 17, 2024 at 11:33 AM UTC
"Do me a favour" you say, and so I do
But then one favour turns into two,
And two favours turns into three,
Until there isn't time for me.
"Do me a favour" I say, but you decline.
You say you simply have no time,
To return the favour that I gave,
"Do it yourself; I'm not your slave"
Doing a favour, with none returned
Should feel like nothing's being earned,
But only if you do not see,
I do them not for you, but me.
"Do me a favour" and, once again, I do,
And when one favour turns into two,
And you don't return a single one,
I'm laughing to myself; I've won!
Apr 1, 2022
Apr 1, 2022 at 7:06 AM UTC
If love was not hard
It would not be rewarding
Trophies must be earned
Jun 19, 2020
Jun 19, 2020 at 8:30 AM UTC
To declare an age
surrounding state
Aware of peat
the surf and deep green turf
It's sound as sage to know your worth
from formed experiences
Enlightenment is more than earned
Jan 26, 2020
Jan 26, 2020 at 3:49 PM UTC
We did something today
That everyone said was impossible
We fought and clawed our way
Out of the abyss and into the promise land
And we did it not because
We became Champions again
But because we remembered
We always were
Today represents the rebirth
We rose from the ashes
And sometimes you have to come
To the brink of destruction
Before redemption can be truly earned
Jun 23, 2019
Jun 23, 2019 at 4:57 PM UTC
No broken bones were ever earned
waiting on the sidelines
Apr 30, 2019
Apr 30, 2019 at 9:27 PM UTC
Oh, how I love to fight the man
But so do all my biggest fans!
Birdies marching "tweet, tweet, tweet"
Resenting those who paved that street
Mar 23, 2018
Mar 23, 2018 at 5:00 PM UTC
My edges may be burned,
But I can set your whole life on fire,
And I will take everything that you have not earned.
Sep 2, 2017
Sep 2, 2017 at 2:43 PM UTC
Her messy tied up hair shows her hard work
Not in the gym, but in the classroom
Late nights and lots of energy drinks
She has goals, not dreams
Because she believes if she puts her mind to it
She can do anything
Her accomplishments are earned
And that should be worth something
Jun 22, 2017
Jun 22, 2017 at 6:46 PM UTC
By Arcassin B & Olivia K
AB: As long as the earth turns , let auras fly into the abyss,
Just to get a hug or a kiss From a loved one,
OK: To find you waiting at the end of the world to carry me
through in a pastel pink rosebud,
AB: I feel the flames of Hades calling me ,but I
Woke when heard angelic presences,
OK: calling to me with ****** song, harps be strummed for all to hear, harp strings tug at heart strings,
AB: too much decadence for everyday people to comprehend on the
Bliss that is heaven cringed,
OK: Painted in raging scarlet, heaven vibrates simplistically, causing rolls of thunderous applause and so those rains fall, releasing the reins of horses wild,
AB: And while we lives wondering what have could be a historical moment, Flower grow like stallions flowing through the grass so surreal,
OK: and here we live in dreamlike skies as love be cultured as grown pearls before our sparkling eyes.
Together we ride the smiles we share, a surreal helter-skelter.
Known only as true love.
Jul 5, 2016
Jul 5, 2016 at 6:29 AM UTC
White bird
Half Intrascope
Alerted by fire
hypnotic Sapphire Realm
Shifting Snow Shape starling
In this for that for This
Chirp Chirping
In Deluxe stereo
Daylight reliefs, lights of my ethereal France
Dance, dancing
Like soldiers, rock rocking
Heavy, eiderdown beaten Shadows
In temporary ride
Into temporary flight
Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 1:51 PM UTC
I write my name
My label, my identifier
My word, my definer
I write my name
And it looks wrong, outgrown
Do I have the power, the control
The grip
To change it
Get a grip
Stop slipping
State the facts
Stop tripping
You’re 17 and you’re young
You’re 17 and you have metal in your head
You’re 17 and you have metal taste
Stuck on your tongue
Dripping off when you talk
Forming the puddles in which you walk
Pooling in words that burn
They are a curse slipping through the smile
That reaches your eyes
Only because you painted it there
With brown eyes you can't make friends
With brown eyes you cried until you couldn’t
With brown eyes you smile like it’s free
You quit dancing
You quit schooling
You quit pretending
You started pretending
I am not the same as the infant born 17 years ago
I am not the same as the name that they gave me
I am not the same as the others that held my name
I am separate from that title
I am something new, beyond
Something true and someone gone
Scar after scar twinkles in the light
Hair after hair is torn out every night
What do you call a work in progress
Incomplete is not my name
I am not quite obsolete
To many I appear petite
To many I should just retreat
What a privilege to be given something to cling to that you never desired to own
No, rain is not the same as snow
A name is not a name
My name is not my name
It is a label I stole from fame
Nicole Kidman is not my role model
But her role was my model
My mother was her model on set
But this is a stage on which we are players
And I will not give a verse a name that is not of my own creation
I will not credit the broken, glue-coated, splinters of myself
To some foreign and separate person
No, not to someone else
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 5:38 PM UTC
Some things are given
Other things are earned with age
Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 3:22 PM UTC
If you give a wishing stone,
she'll travel out all on her own.
She'll leave behind the fear and pain,
and keep herself from going insane.
While her friends are getting diagnosed,
she'll be somewhere in her boat.
Maybe she'll have tea for two,
but at least she'll know what to do.
And they may ask, and plead, and beg to be in her world,
but she'll certainly say,
"Be gone, be gone, or off with your head."
Which should be said, since they cursed her be dead.
If you give a girl a wishing stone,
she'll truly feel all alone,
and for those who never cared "be gone!"
The queen has finally sang her song.
She was never a fool, just a withered small bud,
and those pigs would throw her around in the mud.
So sure she dreams and dazes off,
but she can do whatever she wants.
She earned a bit of recognition,
for all antagonize and inhibition.
Give that girl some cheer,
she fought a war for all those years.
Stop the hate for her being crushed,
unlike some, she had no love!
The glass shattered hard,
it's no surprised it became shards.
Giving time and yells,
doesn't heal, it kills.
If you give a girl a wishing stone,
you've given her one happiness finally of her own.
Jan 2, 2014
Jan 2, 2014 at 3:43 AM UTC