#dyinglove
I loved her with all my heart
Even though I knew she wasn’t real
steel and bolts can’t harbor love, not for me at least
She looked so beautiful in her body
Her parts were interchangeable but I never added nor subtracted from her beauty
She told me one night, before laying down “I’ll love forever you even if I can’t” it was a programed response like all of hers were but I didn’t care, after all I couldn’t live without her
Now her battery’s dying and I’m running on empty
Her dials are broken and buttons stuck
I’m human, but even I can’t respond with enough love to describe her
May 18
May 18, 2026 at 8:59 PM UTC
isn't it bittersweet?
how our parallels meet so sweet
the way we smile, when we show our teeth
it's not so tiring
never jaded by the repetitive cycle
gears are ready to the arriving battles
weapons are edgy, prepared to rumble
non-exhausting
this proximity ain't absolute without warmth
because heat is the firing art
a touch of spice is the endearing part
it's not so tiring
every second, every minute
there comes a time when we thought about quitting
but we are each other's motivation
then we kept going and said,
"it's not exhausting"
everything seems so nice
like a perfect house of cards
but it's starting to fall apart
and it slowly breaks my heart
confuse, refuse
radiant, abuse
mistaken, rebuke
forgiveness, I choose
first, I fiddled the turmoil to see what was wrong
then I asked fervent questions to see what was wrong
third, I sought help above the clouds then hummed my song
but nothing seems so wrong, what happened?
I tried bringing stains to the discoloration
I tried serving flavor to the tasteless correlation
I tried giving hints to the dying consideration
and see if there's a resurrection to our disconnection
it's proof that too much sugar
can over sweetened you
and too much spice
can truly burn you
yes, I got tired
and I supposed you did, too
the ingredients of our love
are not as stable as it used to
we may have been unbalanced
or fell out of the missing pieces
we shouldn't forget the essence
of how we both started
it was tiring yet exhausting,
how miraculous it is that we didn't die
if 'nice' is what we yearn,
I think we should give it another try
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 5:01 AM UTC
That day
Was the day
You broke up with me
I was stupid to let you go
I thought you would come back
That day I was crying,
But you couldn't even see the meaning of those tears
You have changed
Those eyes that once looked at me with love
That nose that breathed of love
Those lips that once spoke of your love
Was no more
That day, what I saw was
Eyes like a dead man
Nose that breathed from a tank
Lips that dried up
But even then
I still loved you
It hurts to see the sickness take you
Little by little
It changed you
So I cried
But you couldn't see the meaning of those tears
I kissed you
To show you I still love you
That I am here with you, for you
But with those hands that once caressed me with love,
You pushed me away
The frustrations that we kept
Swept us like a storm
You keep telling me I no longer loved you
Telling me it was just pity
You said the time for our ending has come
I said I was tired
But I never wanted us to part
I never wanted us to end
Taking care of the sick you was tiring
But since it's you I can endure it
I never want us to part
I am tired, but I never want to let go
Why didn't you understand the meaning of my actions?
Even though I was tired
I held on to you,
With my remaining strength.
Don't leave me
I just want you to hold on to me.
I can feel my tears trickle down my face
I don't want our relationship to end
Please hold me
Why couldn't you understand the meaning of my tears?
But then you said
It's over
And asked for a wish
I granted it
Hoping it will make you come back to me
I was stupid to let you go
I though you would come back
If only I knew,
I should have cried my heart out then
And begged for you to stay
I should have said the words I wanted to say
But after granting your wish
I saw
The light in your eyes gone
The breathing from your nose stopped
Then I knew
The words from your lips, I will never hear them again
You ended our relationship. But I haven't said goodbye.
I couldn't even speak the words I wanted to speak.
Will I see you in my dreams?
Even if it will be a sad one I don't care.
As long as I'll see you.
And then I'll tell you the words I couldn't say to you that day.
I loved you before. I still love you now. And will always love you.
'Coz I am stupidly in love with you.
Jun 2, 2015
Jun 2, 2015 at 4:52 AM UTC
Sol burns bright;
Yet burns out.
So too we,
Love.
Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 10:31 AM UTC
*You cannot expect something new to grow
If you nurture what is old.
The old and new cannot flourish together
And will both fade away.
Then you will have lost both.*
Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 9:26 PM UTC