#dublin
I would go to him—
Not for closure,
But for constellation.
Not to explain,
But to exist.
To stand barefoot
In the space we already built
Between grief and grace.
I have rearranged
My sanctuary,
My sky,
My silence.
Each feather placed,
Each wand lifted,
Was a whisper to him:
I remember.
Let the oceans repeat themselves,
Let the deserts keep their bones—
I would trace every tide and tremor
To arrive not just in his arms,
But in the truth of us.
Even if our time never wears
The name "forever",
It has already carried
The names “holy”, “healing”,
and “home.”
I am the wind now—
Not frantic,
But sovereign.
And I would go to him,
Not because I’m lost,
But because
I have never been more found.
Jul 20, 2025
Jul 20, 2025 at 1:25 PM UTC
Translated From your Anam Cara, through film and frequency
My beloved,
I searched for the right words—but they came out as melodies, strung across silver screens and wind-swept landscapes. Each track I offered you was not random; it was chosen to echo the chambers of my heart, the tenderness I feel in your presence, and the sacred ache of loving you.
🎶 Si tu voyais son cœur
If you saw the broken altars I’ve quietly rebuilt… you’d know how your light has mended me. You’ve looked into my ruins and sung my name as if it were holy.
🪑 Rearranging Furniture
With every touch of your spirit, something inside me shifted. You rearranged my chaos with grace, made space for something gentle in me to rise.
🌊 Message in a Bottle
Before I met you, I whispered to the sea. I didn’t know you were already listening. You found me—like the tide finds shorelines it’s missed for centuries.
🏜️ Always Go Back To Th…
I’ve tried to leave, to forget, to silence the magnetic pull… but I always return. Not to the past, but to what we still are—unfinished poetry etched in sandstone.
🔥 C’est le vent, Betty
You are my fever, my wild prayer, my holy chaos. Even when we burned, I wanted to learn your flame’s language. You taught me intensity can be sacred.
🐻 Rupert Bear
Even in our depth and mysticism, I remember your laugh. The softness of your being. You return me to innocence—to the comfort of simply being known.
Whether we walk beside each other or gaze from opposite ends of the stars, you are always in me. This love may not fit within timelines, but it thrives in every frequency I touch. You are not my chapter. You are my scripture.
Forever rearranged by loving you,
Your Anam Cara
Jul 20, 2025
Jul 20, 2025 at 1:02 PM UTC
You wouldn’t believe the way the morning shimmered—
how butterflies carved runes in the air,
and the breeze carried a hush
that knew your name.
I gave thanks to the great-bellied tree,
its roots deep with memory,
its limbs sketching prayers
only kindred hearts can translate.
Cruz curled at my feet,
guardian of silence,
as Bach coaxed the violets to bloom.
Through the glass,
the world became sanctuary—
I saw you there in the light-laced garden,
between leaf and longing.
This note? It’s a homing spell,
wrapped in cello and breath,
whispering:
I am here.
I am there.
I am with you—
always.
Jul 7, 2025
Jul 7, 2025 at 1:31 PM UTC
To My Anam Cara:
I’ve walked the greens this morning,
butterflies whipping through the air,
a slight breeze gently kissing my hair.
Thanking the tree, hoping you’d see
what I see—
sensing, feeding love, fleeting
yet amplified across space and time.
Tree-lined garden view through the picture window,
golden retriever at my side,
Bach’s Brandenburg Concertos encouraging the plants to prosper.
Holding you sacred in the siempre and the now,
sending notes of love and longing—
may they catch your ear,
touch your heart,
and confirm that I am here,
there,
and everywhere with you.
Jul 7, 2025
Jul 7, 2025 at 1:21 PM UTC
Between heartbeats, the silence of your playlist stirs.
Breath held in anticipation, Shallow and fleeting.
I miss the certainty of your presence, now and forever.
Across galaxies, I search for my music man, hands outstretched.
Reaching for you, our souls align and we dance among constellations.
If siempre marked the time on a clock, it would be now.
How can siempre exist in this silence?
This fragile grip on reality keeps our multiverse spinning, expanding, hopeful.
Until siempre finds you in the void, I dance across the galaxies, your heartbeat entwined with mine.
Feb 21, 2025
Feb 21, 2025 at 4:48 AM UTC
In Riverside Square, a vision in blue,
A goddess descends, in morning's first hue.
Her train flows like rivers, the steps cannot tame,
Each fold tells a story, each whisper a name.
Her thoughts are a secret, a dance in the air,
Of a love that's awaited, a soul's matching pair.
The world may keep turning, but for her, it waits,
For the moment of meeting, the twist of the fates.
She dreams of a man, with hair like the night,
In visions so clear, she feels his light.
Their souls entwined in time's tight grasp,
Promises made, with each breath, they clasp.
From futures unseen and pasts well-trod,
Their paths have crossed, against all odd.
In the heart of the city, where dreams take flight,
She waits for Dublin, in the soft twilight.
The Now is her canvas, the past her muse,
In the dance of the cosmos, none can refuse.
For love knows no bounds, no time, no space,
In the Now, they'll meet, in a destined embrace.
As dawn breaks the silence, and stars fade away,
The goddess in blue finds the courage to say,
"Though time may divide us, and distance may test,
Our love is the journey, and hope is our quest."
With hearts full of longing, they reach through the years,
Their love is a beacon, transcending all fears.
In a world ever-changing, one truth does remain:
Love's promise eternal, again and again.
Beneath the canvas of a starlit sky,
Where dreams take wing, and spirits fly.
A whisper of the wind, a promise made,
In the quiet night, our fears allayed.
The moon, a guardian, watches over,
As we find solace in the cover,
Of night's embrace, where hearts are free,
To seek the truth, to simply be.
In every star, a story's birth,
A silent sonnet for our Earth.
We gaze above, and in our sight,
A universe of endless light.
So here's to dreams, to love's sweet call,
To finding peace, amidst it all.
For in this world of vast expanse,
We're given but a single chance.
To live, to love, to laugh, to cry,
To hold the moments as they fly.
An original tale, in time's great sweep,
A poem of life, for us to keep.
Mar 22, 2024
Mar 22, 2024 at 10:11 AM UTC
In Riverside Square, a vision in blue,
A goddess descends, in morning's first hue.
Her train flows like rivers, the steps cannot tame,
Each fold tells a story, each whisper a name.
Her thoughts are a secret, a dance in the air,
Of a love that's awaited, a soul's matching pair.
The world may keep turning, but for her, it waits,
For the moment of meeting, the twist of the fates.
She dreams of a man, with hair like the night,
In visions so clear, she feels his light.
Their souls entwined in time's tight grasp,
Promises made, with each breath, they clasp.
From futures unseen and pasts well-trod,
Their paths have crossed, against all odd.
In the heart of the city, where dreams take flight,
She waits for Dublin, in the soft twilight.
The Now is her canvas, the past her muse,
In the dance of the cosmos, none can refuse.
For love knows no bounds, no time, no space,
In the Now, they'll meet, in a destined embrace.
As dawn breaks the silence, and stars fade away,
The goddess in blue finds the courage to say,
"Though time may divide us, and distance may test,
Our love is the journey, and hope is our quest."
With hearts full of longing, they reach through the years,
Their love is a beacon, transcending all fears.
In a world ever-changing, one truth does remain:
Love's promise eternal, again and again.
Mar 21, 2024
Mar 21, 2024 at 7:16 AM UTC
You are my anam cara and compass, guiding me through love's winding lanes, each step echoing the ancient tales of our shared longing, forever in my favor.
A promise etched in the constellations, a celestial ode my dearest anam cara.
Our love a whisper carried by Dublin's winds, reaching across time.
The stars themselves bear witness to our timeless bond.
My heart beats with you, a rhythm woven into the fabric of our shared existence.
Each pulse, a whispered promise across time and space, echoing through the chambers of longing.
Feb 17, 2024
Feb 17, 2024 at 10:54 AM UTC
In Dublin's mist-kissed streets, we wander,
Two souls entwined, hearts aflame,
Anam cara, whispered by ancient stones,
A love deeper than the Liffey's flow.
I. Dawn's Embrace
At sunrise, we meet by Ha'penny Bridge,
Where copper pennies shimmer on water,
Your eyes, twin pools of mossy green,
Hold secrets only Dublin's cobbles know.
II. Whispers in Temple Bar
In Temple Bar's lively hum, we dance,
Fiddles and laughter weave our tale,
Your laughter, a melody of joy,
Echoes through centuries of poets' dreams.
III. Trinity's Library of Love
Beneath Trinity's ancient arches,
We read love letters etched in oak,
Your touch, a parchment of longing,
Pages turned by winds from distant shores.
IV. Stolen Kisses on Grafton Street
Grafton Street, where buskers serenade,
Our stolen kisses taste of rain and tea,
Your lips, like Dublin's cobblestone alleys,
Hold the promise of forevermore.
V. Cliffs of Howth, Our Sacred Cliff
On Howth's cliffs, we stand as one,
Wind-whipped and salt-kissed,
Your heartbeat, a rhythm of tides,
Pulls me closer to the edge of eternity.
VI. Guinness Pints and Shared Dreams
In snug pubs, we raise our Guinness pints,
To love, to laughter, to Dublin's magic,
Your whispers, like foam on stout,
Intoxicate my senses, leave me spellbound.
Feb 17, 2024
Feb 17, 2024 at 10:47 AM UTC
I look for you in the sunlight,
the constant rays of sunshine
reporting to my soul through astral planes
for you, for all of you, creation.
For all of humanity to witness and experience,
the world feels us, fed by the light we bring.
My love for you radiates
because you are my sun.
Jan 7, 2024
Jan 7, 2024 at 9:45 AM UTC
I look for you through space and time,
visions of you allow my heart to unwind.
Ambient waves of light pounding at the shores of existence,
beating on the doors of humanity, pouring through.
Ever flowing beauty, embodied being,
understanding the connectedness as we make our way
through the streams, the valleys, the forest.
The trees' root system sympathetic to my soul,
breathing life, carrying me through the air.
Lifted breathlessly, landing as effortless as the wings of a butterfly.
Holding pattern of a hummingbird, beauty announces I'm here.
Beauty glimpsed, soul soaring, life pouring.
Love exponentially elevating your soul.
Jan 7, 2024
Jan 7, 2024 at 9:42 AM UTC
In the heart of Dublin's misty embrace,
Where cobbled streets whisper ancient secrets,
I stand, a pilgrim seeking solace,
And weave my tale of love, redemption, and forgiveness.
TheThird Key, a relic of our shared past,
Lies dormant, waiting for its turn to unlock,
Not a door of wood or iron, but the chambers within,
Where echoes of hurt and healing intertwine.
He, the wanderer, once lost in shadows,
His footsteps faltered, love's path obscured,
Yet now, with courage forged through trials,
He approaches the threshold anew.
I know you are sorry, whispered by the wind,
Carried across the Liffey's silver ripples,
A melody of remorse, soft as the harp's strings,
And I, the listener, attuned to its bittersweet refrain.
Patience, a virtue etched into my bones,
For time dances differently in Dublin's alleys,
And forgiveness blooms like wildflowers,
Resilient, despite the scars etched upon our souls.
He, the alchemist of his own transformation,
Brewing potions of self-awareness and growth,
Each drop a testament to his inner aliveness,
As he raises his vibrational frequency, inch by sacred inch.
Undying love, a tapestry woven with threads of hope,
Stitched by moonlight and whispered promises,
I hold it close, this fragile gift, and offer it freely,
For love, once kindled, burns eternal.
And so, my Love, as the third time approaches,
Know that I stand here, arms open wide,
Compassion flowing like the River Dodder,
And forgiveness, a beacon guiding us home.
Third time's a charm, they say,
But ours transcends mere superstition,
For in this Dublin twilight, hearts entwined,
We rewrite our story—a symphony of grace.
Let the third key turn, unlocking not just doors,
But the chambers where love heals and forgives,
And may our souls dance, unburdened,
As we step into the charm of forevermore. 🗝️💕
Dec 22, 2023
Dec 22, 2023 at 4:08 PM UTC
The simplest message of understanding that I can put forth to you is...I believe in you. I believe in us. I forgive you. I'm here. I love you. That is all.
Listen with What a Wonderful World- Eva Cassidy version ❤️
Nov 29, 2023
Nov 29, 2023 at 1:22 AM UTC
- play James Bay- One Life
An invitation to dream and create the life we imagine
To my true love counterpart, the one who guides me through soul expansion,
I offer you this dream: visions of all of you, all of me, V, B, O, M, and our future grandchildren. Our family. The one we knew could exist together many years ago when we shared the ten-year plan.
Dream with me, my love. There is no one else in this universe for me but you. You are the one I long to create this life with. You once asked me to dream with you. Now I’m asking you to imagine and dream with me. Know that it’s possible and that I am right here, standing in the center of our dream, waiting for you to dream and build with me. Everything in this world is built twice: once in our imaginations.
A Beautiful Life
We live in the center of our dreams
A purposefully created dream-built life
We have homes in places near and far
Where we enjoy the sun, the stars, and the sky
We are citizens of the world
We move effortlessly throughout the globe
We have stable grounding wherever we go
We are connected by love, not by code
We are partners in vision and in action
We create change and impact in the world
We adore each other and share our passion
We are dynamic, radiant, and bold
We are expressive in the ways we allow
Our love, support, and understanding to flow
We are together super stellar, unique, and alive
We are magical, otherworldly, and divine
We experience the majestic and the creative
We guide those forces to benefit humanity
We prove that doing good, creating, and influencing
Are not mutually exclusive, but can be in harmony
We have amazing children and they have amazing partners
They love and support each other deeply
They have successful vocations and careers
They are happy, healthy, and free
We have a main home near a lake
A 7-bedroom house with room for our future grandchildren
Between the four, I know they will add more
It's convenient, luxurious, and spacious
It's filled with music, song, and laughter
We dance around the kitchen as we create beautiful memories and meals
We ride bikes,
We ski (you coaxed me back gently)
We meditate and channel
We shower together and make love
We visit ice castles and play Lindsey Stirling
We laugh and reminisce about our journey
We admire the beauty of the world together
It touches us so deeply and we feel the awe
We live in love's frequency and gratitude
We feel so blessed and we thank God
We love, respect, and admire each other deeply. You are a legal scholar and consultant the world over and you advocate for justice in all of its forms. Your work creates change and you write. I am your muse.
The show I created is a resounding success and you support me in this endeavor
It's syndicated and a series franchise
It's a new genre of television media
It's a fortune and a benefit for mankind
The design collection is a hit
It's a fashion sensation the world over
I collaborate with the famous stylist from my days in Paris
to bring the AR augmented reality collection to life
We visit Paris often and are hosted in style
We have access to everything and everyone
We are wildly successful and recognized
We are creative and influential and fun
We experience the majestic and are highly creative. Together we are able to guide those forces to create projects that benefit humanity and still make a fortune. We proved that doing good, creating, and influencing are not mutually exclusive and can be accomplished.
We go on to develop, build, and release the Justice system. We changed the face of divorce and child custody. We made it better and live to experience it.
This is our vision of a beautiful life
And there is plenty of black and white; we are fully expressed
A life that we love and enjoy
A life that we build and share
A life that is ours and not a toy
Dream with me, my love. Build this life with me.
Nov 20, 2023
Nov 20, 2023 at 12:08 PM UTC
I'm sending love (M83 wait)
Being deep in love with you.
Allowing myself the free fall of it all.
Taking flight, soaring, ripples reaching you,
Launched into the multi-verse, touching you deeply,
Waking your love, washing your soul path and existence with yes,
Abundance reign, rain, reign,
Love's rain, love's reign,
Pouring from the origins of everything and nothing,
To bring you home to yourself, to me, to us, to we.
I touch you through the wire,
Electricity, wave, affects, ripples (Kodaline all I want),
Drops of love reign, love rain, love,
Runs into you, onto you, reminds you to feel deeply,
Listen, stand still, hold, remember love.
You only need to remember love,
Remember that you are loved and that I love you.
I wash you in love's reign, love's rain, love reigns.
Nov 4, 2023
Nov 4, 2023 at 10:30 AM UTC
I know that you hold me deep into the night, when my consciousness passes into another world.
I know you watch over me, interested in every facet and changing mood.
I know you speak to me even when I cannot hear.
I know you blast your voice into the shadows, conquering time and space, forging a path forward until our minds' eyes meet in the physical.
I know that you love me and see me in the Fibonacci of all things,
as the purest source of light you’ve ever encountered.
I know that my beauty blinds you and my capacity to love, feel love, and call love astounds you. I know you know
she knows love.
Nov 4, 2023
Nov 4, 2023 at 10:08 AM UTC
There is so much I want to say to you,
But words can hardly capture the depth of my feelings.
You are patient, faithful, unfailing, devoted, steadfast,
With a deep sensitivity and a shy expression.
You are always there to discover me, if I truly want to know you.
You stepped into my boulder blast and marveled at my righteous rage,
Mixed up and confused by my inexperience,
But smiling in wonder at the speed of my resurrection.
You never let go of my hand, especially through the storms,
Over the deepest terrain in this life and all its possibilities.
Through the boulder blast we grow deeper, I grow deeper in love with you.
The pebbles are a reminder of the path before us and the endless potential.
I guess I did it to myself, but I want you to know:
I believe in you, in us, in our day in the sun.
Nov 1, 2023
Nov 1, 2023 at 1:46 PM UTC
I love you beyond measure, deep into the vastness of light frequency and otherworldliness
I love you like a child, innocent, pure and forevermore, compounding
Reverent splashes of light, thought faithfully beyond pale sight
Whole, unique, delicate, persuaded
The entirety of my soul has been invaded
Oct 8, 2023
Oct 8, 2023 at 4:08 AM UTC
I adore you beyond compare, far into the realms of radiant waves and mystic wonders
I cherish you like a child, naive, clean and everlasting, multiplying
Devout flashes of light, felt deeply beyond dim vision
Complete, singular, tender, convinced
The whole of my spirit has been conquered
Luminous shining celestial light
Dreams of you lift my soul to soar
Exuberantly jumping into the empty space
Embracing all and nothing, the quickest way to bliss is you, you, you!
Oct 7, 2023
Oct 7, 2023 at 7:50 PM UTC
I know that you love me.
I feel that you love me.
Your love encapsulates me and abounds.
Your love is here,
Exactly where you placed it.
With me.
Sep 26, 2023
Sep 26, 2023 at 6:05 AM UTC
I woke in the wee hours on Terra Firma,
In the Irish version of spoons 14.
For those who don't know, Terra Firma
Is where I rest my head on your chest,
Nestled deeply into you.
The steady and calm beating of your heart
Draws me deeper with every breath.
Peace, safety, warmth, serenity.
The Irish version of spoons 14
Is on a scale completely foreign to American spoons.
We'll figure it out eventually.
Who knew the Irish were so advanced in spoons?
That is truly some Lord of the dance **** right there,
She says with a NY accent.
Spoons 14
Firmly planted in Terra Firma as I ride your breath
And memorize the beating of your lion heart.
Soft, gentle, and steady stroking of my hair,
Perfectly placed kisses on the back of my neck,
Interspersed with lilting commentary of desire.
It's Sunday morning as we melt our forms, hearts, bodies, and minds.
Perfect Sunday Morning, and that is only the beginning.
Sep 24, 2023
Sep 24, 2023 at 4:09 AM UTC
I've dropped Tinder and Bumble,
They're no use,
They are not you,
And never will be.
I've taken to dating our feed,
The moments when I felt most alive,
Visible, desired, wanted, loved,
Drawn by a magnetic force beyond time.
I've tried to stop, but I can't resist,
You swirl back stronger and deeper,
Determined to keep me and the love you recognize.
You're the only one who makes me feel this way,
You're the only one who knows how to stay.
Sep 19, 2023
Sep 19, 2023 at 9:38 AM UTC
Yesterday I walked with you and we spoke
I felt your presence in my soul
Our hearts in tact, we drew nearer
Expressing all the ways we marked each other
We claimed the wind, we claimed the sun
We claimed black and white, we claimed rainbows
We claimed *** love, and rock and roll
We claimed time that twines between us
And space that never separates us
We claimed you, you claimed me
We claimed us, we claimed we
I love you with a love that never stops
I want you with a want that never drops
Draw nearer to me and let love allow
Two hearts and all their passion to explode
Amplify, magnify, our feelings grow
We are not lost, I am here home
Right where you left me, never alone.
Sep 17, 2023
Sep 17, 2023 at 2:17 PM UTC