#dryspell
Emptiness
This heart is a mess
Broken to the core
In search of something more
Useless
My life in a mess
Without meaning nor purpose
No direction nor course
Senseless
My path is aimless
Stuck in uneasy fears
My plea no one hears
This soul is tired
These hands reaching out
Trying to save itself
While slowly succumbing to surrender
This drought in my life
Consumes me every day
******* me of all confidence
Feeding my personal demons
Day and night
Rescue me please
From this faithless walk
Show me a path
That leads to a purpose
Do I have to sell myself
Just to get out of this hell?
It's a suffocating existence
It's an endless self-pity
******* me dry of all life
Leaving me restless
At least save my soul
From all this mess
Before I completely surrender
To this drought in my life
Aug 15, 2018
Aug 15, 2018 at 9:50 PM UTC
I want to be subtle
adroit
mysterious
instead my thoughts
thrash about
for all the world to see
like worn sheets
blowing
in the wind
clumsy and drab
what I write sounds insipid
no mystique
no complexity
I call to my Muse
she does not come
what would it take to bribe her
I'll sell my soul to her
does she not know this
I'll give her my heart
doesn't she know
it's already hers
others have steadfast muses
who walk with them
who dream for them
then
guiding their hands
recall those dreams
my muse doesn't dream anymore
not at night
not in the day
my mind is dull and bare
a dust-bowl farm
nothing grows
winds removing
layer
after
layer
my heart and soul arid
like parched
white
desert bones
lying lonely
on expanse
of
graveyard
where nothing moves
save tumbleweed
brittle
and empty
where barbed
sentinels
hoard
the moisture
within
tough
impenetrable
skin
will there come
a rainy season
will there?
will springs refill
the well?
Apr 10, 2018
Apr 10, 2018 at 8:24 AM UTC