#drugfree
Oh no, what's that?!
It comes and goes and then comes right back.
The tension it builds as I stand guard aiming my shields.
But wait they're gone!
Oh **** something's wrong!
I'm searching as it continues lurking.
I'm open, I'm game,
When did it all change?!
Oh yea, that's right it came with new life.
It's now how I live.
I guess I'm just scared.
It's new, it's real....
I guess I'll just FEEL!
Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 10:59 PM UTC
My creativity has created this creation.
The outcome of my creation reflects only to the Creator.
The inner Narrator narrates a repetitive monologue.
Believe me, I've seen the films, and I've read that ******* blog.
Long logging of nights.
Internal.
External.
Fights.
Anger lasts.
I employed that past to take power away from fear.
Aware now of being here.
Consciousness.
Humbleness.
This doesn't come from admission.
Remission of a previous mission.
My dispositions constriction from speaking up.
**** that.
That cup.
That rig.
Spoon.
***
Drug.
Love is what I need.
Love is what I give.
Creating only a creation to love to live.
Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 10:44 AM UTC
Drug free is the life I want to lead
Strong and healthy is the way I want to be
Never will I end up to be another druggie
I am above the influence
I don’t need drugs to have fun or to come undone
I don’t need toxins to fill my lungs
I don’t need drugs to fit in or to stay thin
I don’t need drugs to make my head spin
I am above the influence
Drug free is the path I want to take
Another morning I want to awake
Not live day by day making mistakes
I am above the influence
Apr 3, 2015
Apr 3, 2015 at 11:57 PM UTC
Happy place of mine - where are you tonight?
I need someone right now to hold me tight.
Walk away, walk away.
They don't give a **** for you, they never do.
Happy place of mine - where are you?
Jul 20, 2014
Jul 20, 2014 at 2:58 PM UTC