#dropped
sheesh
our session is paltry
taking hits betwixt talk
we've taken hits, how many have walked
or just simply dropped
from doping to coke
smoking and joking
over the line with too many tokes
our time's coming too
though we know not when
we'll go too
in the end
Jul 20, 2021
Jul 20, 2021 at 1:03 PM UTC
Life was
like being dropped from a hundred feet
then asked to run on broken legs
was like being told to drink acid,
then asked to speak without a tongue
Life was
like being set on fire,
then asked why
you’re burning
May 8, 2021
May 8, 2021 at 11:48 AM UTC
A longing ache has settled in
Took hold
Body and soul
Anguished heart is drenched in sin
I've missed the chaos of losing control
A rosebud sprouts darkness
Into bloom inside
My thoughts turn morbid I guess
Towards death or suicide
Raw emotions torture mind
Trust a rare commodity
Truth is challenging to find
Light impossible to see
Strength no longer fills bones
So difficult to accept
Something inside sinks like stones
Pretend I don't feel the effect
Hiding behind bursting false assurance
Behind closed doors
All the while wandering without insurance
Own chains will lift off the floor
I lost faith in what's above
Realizing vulnerability shows
The very thing I am afraid of
My unspoken woes
If only to soothe throbbing
Live in a state of peace
Fully expose the root of my sobbing
Stripped entirely of suffocating release
Dust creeps down throat
Then recedes
Plant regrets in the mud
Sprung like dandelion weeds
Invisible blades in my gut
Friends twisting handles carelessly
To and fro feelings spun then stopped
Chase fragments of what we'll never be
Off ground pick up the heart that dropped
Wandering world in a state of defeat
As I seek tomorrow
Side to side on clumsy feet
Under weight of all my sorrow
Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 1:53 AM UTC
I fit most comfortably
in your hand
Yet you drop me & bounce
me around.
When I fall I have every
intention of landing back
in your hand
But when I bounce back up
I fly in every direction
Except there.
I bounce & I bounce
Until I have no choice
But to lay motionless on the ground.
Still full of life
Still full of excitement.
Until you decide you'd like to play
with me again.
I fit most comfortably
in your hand
Yet you drop me & never pick me
back up
Jan 3, 2020
Jan 3, 2020 at 9:50 AM UTC
there was a crack in my soul
then you picked me up and mended me
putting gold in the cracks
and then you dropped me again
now there are many cracks
and the dust of the fools gold you left behind-
crumbled
Jan 5, 2018
Jan 5, 2018 at 5:36 AM UTC
try to unsee the horrors you've dealt me, the crosses burnt into my thighs.
then ask yourself...
did you ever really care?
Apr 24, 2017
Apr 24, 2017 at 9:20 AM UTC
I am on top
of
the
world
But I have been dropped and rebuilt
This time nothing can hold me together
And
this
time
I
Shattered
Mar 25, 2017
Mar 25, 2017 at 12:03 PM UTC
There was a miscall
When called back
Only weeping was there
then it was end!
There was a miscall
When called back
Only anguish was uttered
then switch off!
There was a miscall
When called back
Only hilarity was overt
then it was disconnect!
There was a miscall
When called back
Divinity replied
“good time is approaching towards you”
Suddenly call was dropped!
Try to call again and again
but line remains busy!
So, waiting for the miscall!
Feb 9, 2016
Feb 9, 2016 at 10:04 AM UTC
I don't want to sleep without you anymore
too many times I've looked to my phone
in the middle of the night, longing for your
presence; I want to inhale your essence
let me hold you in my arms and explain
how often I picture us touching.
Lets close in the distance and
become one human; individual
no more waiting for us.
If you let me try again
I swear I won't mess up..
Just let me look over and
see the timer on my skype
slowly going up, telling me
that our call is still intact
I don't want to leave your
heart cracked..
Please tell me that you're
still there....
Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 10:00 PM UTC
She came in late
There was no hello
I wasn't asleep
But she wasn't to know
My head on the pillow
Eyes closed shut
She'd been out drinking
And was now half cut.
She left her phone upon the bed
She went to the bathroom
Her texts I read..
Intimate messages from another man
Consumed by her..... not in my plan!
Yearning for kisses meant for me.
It takes two to Tango... Not three!
"Thanks for the kiss" her last text read.
The nail in the coffin.
Was our relationship dead?
Shock.
Confusion.
Anger.
Denial.
How long had this been going on?
The Toilet flushed
The bathroom door creaked open.
She tip toes across the hall.
Into the bedroom.
"I love you" she whispered in my ear.
The penny dropped!
How considerate.
I was well and truly taken for an idiot!
May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 3:19 AM UTC
I talked to her today
not that it did any good
she never would
She never could
Watching her smile
makes me to for a while
but as the depression nears
the smile disappears
dont pull the card
that being a kid isn’t hard
its hard to get up
when you feel so down
the voices in my head
telling me to drop dead
I dont belong
I should be gone
May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 2:47 PM UTC
I sang to the sad man
only to hear my own echo
Reflections pitched in a confused tone,
dancing with silent partners in an empty ballroom.
Circles of sound filled the chamberhall,
nothing heard but the feather that hit the floor
It was me, talking to myself, my whispers imbedded inside my empty head.
I heard the final pin drop.
A lost echo no more.
Apr 17, 2015
Apr 17, 2015 at 6:51 PM UTC
superman dropped me as he flew away/i was slumped on the ground and cried for days/ i picked myself up and shook of the daze/ignoring the mindless superman craze/he's not the good boy that they all say/he's not sweet and he's not brave/but as much as i hate him, i love him that way.
Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 4:22 PM UTC