#drool
What good does it do for me to love a God?
I am nothing but a human, a hopeless creature.
Sabotaging everything I love is my true nature.
Loving you doesn't come easy to me.
It's tearing me apart knowing that we don't have a future.
How can I protect my soul against the force of nature?
How can I work on the storm in my heart?
I was silent symphony you have undone me.
I am snow-blind at your golden sight,
I selfishly leach to your unearthly company.
I am trembling with a frantic uproar,
An inquiring rumble so deep it shocks me too.
You crept into my black dreams,
turning every unspeakable ****** nightmare into a rosy dream.
I am a creature starved of love,
you are an enchanting mirage of affection.
How can I not fall for your exquisite smile?
Your intangible but visible presence brightens my unholy sky.
Unknowingly, you snared my heart.
Now I am ruined for this lifetime.
But what good does it do for me to love a God?
I might as well love the sun or the stars or anything else that's forever out of reach.
Jun 8, 2021
Jun 8, 2021 at 7:11 AM UTC
it's a vibration in the air
that leaves tingles in the back of my throat
as my hairs stand on end
it's the electric currents in my veins
the magnetic pull of all that i touch
which draws me in
and yet
it's like a shiver down my spine
a hot mist through my nostrils
with a scent and stench
as drool and blood dribbles onto the floor
splattering
from the corners of my lips
when i wheeze and cough
and it comes in waves
that shake my knees,
my hands
and the flesh that binds me whole
a craving.
Oct 12, 2020
Oct 12, 2020 at 9:14 AM UTC
the most important thing is to keep the most important thing the most important thing
Nov 4, 2019
Nov 4, 2019 at 2:24 PM UTC
"The best gift you are ever going to give someone — the permission to feel safe in their own skin. To feel worthy. To feel like they are enough."
- Hannah Brechner
Jun 18, 2018
Jun 18, 2018 at 2:31 AM UTC
I often look for political awareness
in my heroes and athletes
after all, who could be more qualified
than the NFL's, elite
And oh my gosh, just think
with their advanced degrees and education
who could possibly refute
knowing what's best, for the nation
A battle of wits and intellect
in a stadium of steroid fools
I'm way past, paying, and realizing
what a bunch, of tools
Sep 25, 2017
Sep 25, 2017 at 8:30 AM UTC