#dreamwithinadream
I had a dream
I ran and ran
And ran and ran
I saw something
Far away like a sparkle
Flickering its light
Alone in the darkness
Telling me to come closer
My eyes opened!!!
I thought I saw you
I was wrong
Coz' I woke up next...
Apr 27, 2022
Apr 27, 2022 at 12:26 PM UTC
Chums are settling
in the back room
of the Feast House ~
post and beam
ember dreams
gray fog fingers
and draping fiords
holding patron's gaze
Dandan is nestled
in a fireside chat
(with a song from Jeremy
playing from
the high rafter)
*sail east
and greet the dawn
young man,
distant shores
are converging*
Old habits
die hard
for the Great Dane ~
whistling tunes
in a somber minor,
baritone sounds and
orchestra strings
rising from a
distant, muted choir
Ruby lips
and finger tips
scour the
cockeyed soiree
*the safe house
is old
and rendered,
but well
worth noting*
Filling jars
with pickled pears,
the specialist
weeds the
white maggot
and siphons his
favoured grog
"...shackle the outhouse
my mates!
the foreign scrum
is bolting!"
Jan 18, 2021
Jan 18, 2021 at 2:37 PM UTC
I can’t even think to for the words for you, so many so little time..
I’m sorry: for being even a blip in your existence
For taking you away from your course
That I’m leaving a stain in your memory
For wasting as much time as I already have
You’re sleeping next to me tonight
That I won’t be your sacrifice
I won’t be able to give you our demon spawn
That I allowed myself to love you
I say you’re the most beautiful I’ve ever seen
I’m so ******* stupid
For absolutely loving our ***
Because I accepted you with ease
That we have a divine connection
I couldn’t help you help yourself
The others before me hurt you so bad
For not being able to give you the world
My emotions get out of hand
That sometimes I just don’t understand
I have shown you a different light
This will be our last fight
It’s our last night
But I have to stop there because you would tell me I’m making it about me or not trying to understand you
But tonight I will be selfish and I will say my side even if no one sees this
I’m so happy I got to fall in love with you even if you, as you say, don’t love me
You are the best I will ever have in bed; you hold me all through the night; our *** is unreal, the way you can make my body feel
You listened when no one would and wouldn’t when everyone could lend an ear
I haven’t had any serious nightmares since being with you but I’ll lay it out right I have nightmares every night
You make me feel unstoppable, I never would have felt that without you
The amazing things we seen and the earth shattering things you allowed me to dream
The way you made me scream acting out my fantasies
Purple spotted skin from the **** you were not into; including ******* on me
Feeding into my multiple personalities, allowing them to learn how to love and it’s ok for little Maddie to be
Letting Maddie roam free, mushroom hunting and ******* me
Telling me you actually enjoy my poetry; making me feel motivated and free
I love your soul and every personality including Zero... even if he wants to **** me
Nights and days in the cemetery; that night you grabbed my back, the nap that could’ve lasted an eternity
Eternity...you make me believe
Most of all showing me that this reality is just another dream; coming to know me you know how I exit my dreams
So I’m sorry to say this will be our last memory because tonight I will finally give into my urges to bleed
I don’t intend to die but sometimes I can get a little extreme and hopefully tomorrow I might wake to a dream within a dream
I wouldn’t get my hopes up though because it will probably just be a cold reality
May 7, 2019
May 7, 2019 at 1:39 AM UTC
Sometimes I feel a bit lost
Sometimes I feel like trying to try to live
As if life was no more than a series of trial and error
As if the only thing I´m able to do is try to try
And then I feel hopeless
And then I feel useless
And then I feel
And then
And then
Nothing
Sometimes I feel as if I live in someone else´s dream
Sometimes I feel as if my life was made of tiny moments of passion
As if every moment of passion were followed by a moment of infinite sadness
As if the dreamer of my life was spending too much time awake
And then I feel I should not be a tiny part someone else´s dream
And then I feel I should be my own dreams
And then everything feels like as if in a dream
Jan 23, 2015
Jan 23, 2015 at 8:56 PM UTC