#dreamssadvent
I'm in my mind tonight,
Tonight i dream again,
Again the same dream repeats
Repeats itself to commit it to memory,
Memory is running low from this dilemma.
I wanna rediscover the old dreams
Dreams that made me smile when i woke up,
Up to the sky they went,
Went away on my 10th birthday,
Birthday after birthday i regret living,
Living a life i dont deserve.
I wanna rediscover my childhood dreams
Dreams that let me to the right things
Things that would keep me going
Going to the right places,
Places that had people who would keep me safe,
Safe no more,
More nightmares every night,
Night comes and I can't sleep.
Nightmares of death and pain,
Pain that i can feel in my heart,
Heart beating faster with each passing second,
Second after second it gets worse,
Worse than the night before,
Before i stopped dreaming,
Dreaming of the good things,
Things that I could believe.
Believe that I'm in pain,
Pain that does not go away,
Away is a word that i want to use,
Use me as your support,
Support that dreams once provided
Provided a senseless release,
Release me.
Let me rediscover my dreams
Dreams that will help
Help with my happiness
Happiness not from a pill.
Let me rediscover my dreams
Let me rediscover my happiness
And all the things that i have once held true,
Let me rediscover my dreams,
And let those dreams one day be true…
Apr 3
Apr 3, 2026 at 2:51 PM UTC